Javfly33

Yeap, thats very counter intuitive. What you mean by that?🤔

Haha... I hope you right 🤞 It´s crazy that you say that, I literally stop eating meat for that reason, but I never read that, I just intuited it from psychedelic trips. Is true. (also not just when being slaughtered, when you eat any food you absorb all the 'memory' that that food has accumulated) 🙏 There´s no other way anyway Right, And most humans live in this dukkha nearly all the time, is just masked by constant external stimulation. Yeap- that´s exactly the one I mean. Right, lately I wonder, why the hell I am afraid just being but my own, in the silence? How the fuck just being alone in silence makes me anxious?

I have turmeric, which i believe It has some natural opioid activity, paracetamol and benzos. This should help me for the 5-6 days of the unconfortable physical withdrawal. From there i think is just psychological games until you just forget about them. At this point i just dont get anything positive from them. I just take little dose everyday to not feel physical uncomfortable symptons. Literally with my yoguic practice that i have returned to now i feel brighter, happier, even "higuer" that when i take them. They actually bring my mood "down" but since the body is habituated i end Up always doing a dose to get this physical uncomfort out of me. 😪 Should i expect to have PAWS or something like that along the way? Now thinking about Ive doing opiates probably for more than 5 years 🤯 Kratom become Life Coffee lmao. I ve taken breaks but i think i never have gone more than 2 weeks withouth them. It was always Kratom but this last year ive been riding the oxycodone dragon. Funny enough oxy seems less nasty and uncomfortable to withdraw from than Kratom. I quit oxy 2 month ago and switched to Kratom. Then i realized kratom sucks, i dont like this, and to withdraw from It i got some oxys again 🤣 so smart i know. Now been doing oxy for a week. I have to quit now that the body is fresh and there is not much physical dependence. Opiates used to brighten my Life, now they feel like a burden 👎👎👎

yeah for sure turmeric has to have some opioid activity, I would feel a light buzz in the past, nowadays I dont know why. @Carl-Richard This is the solution I can just swallow 3 or 4 of those with no problem, tasteless, just swallow it with some water.

Got it🙏 Keep going then 🙌

Thinking about Love or Oneness is nice but is no where near close the real deal. If you want to really Enjoy this creation youll have to learn how to switch from Mind games to actual connection with Reality. Wherever you are, be It at your home, with people or running your usual errands, you must make sure you are in harmony with whatever is happening, which always is: Reality, the present moment. Are you able to include everything as part of Yourself? Im not talking about people even. I even mean sounds and objects. If you develop an ability to lock your energies and focus into the present moment, and Become a Super Perfect Conductor of whatever is happening, you Will experience instant Love with whatever is happening. Lets say you are with your loved partner, or your dearest family members. You experience a sense of connection, of Love, of Harmony. Good. Now when you go do your groceries, when you are walking down the street, you must be able to feel instant Love with the car that is parking, the voices that are coming from the car and the Christmas lights. This is You. This is Absolute Inclusion. Now, when you are able to Live like this, in this level of inclusion, you are always in Love. A random person doesn't Matter less than your dear mother. Both are Reality. A car doesn't Matter less than a human. Both can be totally included in your energies. A car that is parking, the awareness of the car, experience that with utter reverence and connection in the same way as you would do with your parner. Because Guess what, is your Mind that creates the differences and comparisons, and limit this Love only with little moments or specific persons. My point is: Learn how to make Love with a fucking bin bag 😃 Then i guarantee you, you wont have time to be thinking or debating about Love, you will be too busy enjoying the Bliss of state of consciousness of Oneness wherever you are 🙏 Is my wish and my blessing this becomes a living reality for you. 🫂🎄

What is "emotional labour" ? "overall"? If its a Joy, why you created this topic?

What does "emotionally challenging" mean? Tomorrow you might die. Your "Life purpose" might take years to materialize. Do you really think is smart to make the process to get there a misery?

One day, maybe one day...you´ll see how pointless is to be constantly running in circles trying to grasp Reality thinking. Solipsism, not solipsism, infinite povs, my pov, etc... Is all the same games. mind Games. No one is interesting in opening a different dimension. The ego is at is fullest. You are not doing actual spirituality my friend.

Cool. Not denying that. But what does it give you to forcefully convince yourself logically of this view?

There´s a moment when psychedelics make sense because they can reveal certain blocks of your mind, and they can open certain dimensions beyond the mind. But...is clear that there is also when people go way beyond that and from that moment no more interesting openings, just mental hallucinations, of God, of Solipsism, of Understanding, in summary, of more entanglement. Instead of going towards Liberation and Clarity, more twisting yourself in the mind. That´s the moment when you have to see you are going nowhere, and stop doing this. We all been there, the faster you see it the less energy and time you will loose in this realms. They won´t get you anywhere Real.

The main difference would be the ability to use the mind, emotion, focus, etc...whenever you feel like it and how you feel like it. When One is stablished in Truth, it can operate the mind and body how it wants. Anyone that can not avoid getting entangled with thoughts when things go south, is not Awake.

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I remember when i was doing Kundalini Yoga a lot of kriyas involved 108 reps lol Dont you guys be so naive to think everything is arbitrary. When i first started doing yoga i thought most of the nuance steps of how to align my hands in a certain way, breath, etc was just arbitrary. Then once you start to go Deep you start to see theres nothing arbitrary in It. Is all according to certain rules and armony of the universe. You are dealing with Infinity here, dont you think you are going to be able to tune yourself with It perfectly just by reading 3 meditation steps on a YouTube short. Is Deep stuff the complexitiy with what we are dealing here. Be a bit more humble please 🙏🙌

👁️this moth***er is A*W*A*K*E 👁️

🙌👌 Turmeric is really helping with the wd 🙏 Such a magical plant

I created a meetup group but nobody showed Up to the first meetup yet there are 24 active members on It. How can i motivate people to assist to the events? Any tricks? A lot of people in meetup just sign up to groups because is easy/free but then the engagement/assistance ratio is shit. People get lazy. Maybe i should send weekly mass mail

Theres something i can not forget from my last trip and that is when the trip was coming up, i decided to put a Mantra song (am namah shivaya, of isha foundation). Once the 5-meo really starting hitting, i swear the velocity of the song seemed to slow down by x2 or even x3 times. Im amazed by this. What are the energetic explanation for consciousness to have the ability to literally become so conscious you slow down the time? Does anyone have ever experienced this? If you want a very real example of what im talking about, just search the mantra on YouTube and put 0.5x of speed. That was how crazy slow i experience It during the most extreme moment of the come Up! Then 0.75x most of the time and then just normal speed. At some point i felt i was in the verge of dying when each word of the mantra felt like an eternity. I dont know if i was breathing. I forgot how to breath. I think they were some of the most scary moments tripping. I probably did too much dosage, but anyways the phenomena is Still intriguing.

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Lol hilarious.

wow, thank you very nice tools. I just tried unhook and is a great extension. I always felt YouTube design was way too bloated I´m going to try the other ones

Well, thats what happens with psychedelics. Forcing certain mystical states when the ego is not ready. Is not the mushrooms fault tho

It seems this one is imposible to beat! No Matter how much personal growth i do i get utter fear when calling today for a mechanic for my car lmao I think this kind of anxiety is one of those reptilian ones. Like having fear to snakes. You cant just beat this ones... They should not count for a meter of your personal growth I want to hear opinions on this.

😂nice All those points are very interesting. I´m surely will be verifying them in my experience once some time passes. Some of them already have experienced them. Btw, I´ve been working so far 1month and a half with this team and something that has already surprised me is that the work hours are 9:00 to 5:30 from Monday to Thursday. And Friday 8:00 to 2:00. Ok, that makes 41 working hours, which is 1 hour more because then in summer there is reduced work time. That is fine and I was used to that in my previous project. Nothing weird about it. But, when I enter at 9 every morning to check group chat messages, I see most people log and say hi already at 8:10-8:15 time. Why people are so dumb to work more hours that they are paid???? Also in the same way we have one thing that I find quite sneaky that is the manager have recently scheduled a daily 'status meeting' at 4:45 to 5:30. So that´s a nice way to verify people are at work until the last minute lmao. Sometimes people just talk even about non work stuff for 15-20 min on meetings but you have to stay there losing time Also there´s a guy the other day that we were at the 'status meetup' at 5:35 and he said he was going to look a fix after the call. So the guy, even the project hasn´t fully started but is joyfully doing more hours? Wut lol But anyways, recently I´ve heard in a Meetup that we 'probably would be working extra hours' since is 'usual in bank projects'. So it doesn´t feel seem very optimistic lol... I should probably have gotten another tech job in a better company previous year when I had the opportunity

Asking because this is just my second project of my career. The first one was a pretty easy one and small one so was pretty 'amateur'. But this one I started 1 month ago is for a bank and is kind of more 'serious' and definitely bigger. I feel people waste lots, lots, lots of times in meetings talking shit about how the code that has been given to us is shit, always complaining, stressing themselves out, talking talking and talking. Little actual coding. Little positivity, little clarity. Manager saying 'Create this kind of documentation'. Then next week saying 'No, I didn´t meant like that, recreate everything and do it like this'. And so some of the team members have been spending weeks writing and rewriting docs. And much, much more dumb things like that. It feels 50% of the team members just aren´t neccesary. Because most people don't work, just complain and lose time. HR should really focus more on soft skills. Because how some people land jobs is shocking to me. Why people stress themselves and run like a hamster on a wheel in a such a way. If it was my company they would be fired. Is really shocking to see this. I thought software tech companies were the top of the top of time management and effectivity. Maybe it is because we are going through a 'transition time'. We are herediting a big massive codebase and people get stressed by it. Do software teams get particularly stressed during a transition phase? Maybe im the stupid one and I think it all will be easy and im being very naive. But I don´t know. It doesn't feel smart to me to spend on average 1-2 hours of daily meetings just complaining.