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Im pretty sure the anhedonia thing is due to people jumping to the drug when having a depression before even starting. Another way to look it is the anhedonia is part of the effects, because the good effects disappear due to tolerance, and the dullness this drugs produce is more prominent. When you stop, mind is clear again almost instantly . In my experience it has very little effect mentally. Not defending the drug lol, obviously unless having pain issues doing oxy is dumb, but I dont know, I did it for a whole year last year and I didn't notice bad mental effects. Super clean drug, just nasty physical withdrawal when you stop, but purely physical. Mentally I was absolutely fine.

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Tramadol I´ve heard it can be a bit dangerous because since it has serotonegeric effects it can produce seizures if dosing too much. I tried it is nice but yeah, I wouldn´t do it long term. 200mg was probably too much for you, when I had opiate tolerance 150mg already would put me really fine. Yes, but oxycodone is very special. The first hours of the high is very stimulant and 'alive', you just want to go do stuff, talk to people, you are like a 7 year old kid lol. But anyways as with everything that's always in the beggning, once time passes it becomes meh, so in an idea world where humans do not develop habits it would be a good drug, in the real world most people do not have the willpower to take enough breaks, so it ends up becoming a dumb and expensive habit where the good highs of the beggining never come back. So not really recommending it tbh.

Fear? Thats weird. Be careful It doesn't have any added chems. The normal thing is to experience a light mood comedown and thats It.

@Schizophonia Maybe is exagerated to say no health consequences at all, sure. But the point is oxycodone in particular is far from having "terrible health consequences". See, the Mindfuck is one of the reasons opiates are so habit forming is because literally you can do them for years and dont have side effects. Is easy to quit something when your nose is clogged in Blood, your damaging your kidneys, etc... Try doing alcohol, pregabalin, kava, aderall , or stims etc, for 10 years every day straight and tell me how it goes.

I think you are confusing habituation or addictive properties with health bad effects. Literally you could do oxy each day for 10 years and have no health consequences at all. In my experience, is even less noticeable for the body and less side effects than Kratom.

oxycodone extended release obviously. checks all boxes.

@James123 Is difficult to let go of my beliefs. Very difficult

Is impossible that this is real. Is impossible!! You right, we already crazy. Who cares if we push it a bit more to the point we destroy everything.🤡

(Well, maybe not the late stage feminism which is being used as an advantage by some people and is becoming a nazi in its own.) But I mean that I have absolutely and finally verified there has been a sexist mental paradigm for at least previous 1-2thousands years that have created a duality between men and women. Basically I have completely deconstructed the duality between women and man, and I have verified the absolutely only difference is physical, the rest is a complete imaginary bullshit, probably created by religious traditions. Masculine and feminine energy is in both beings (men and women), but because of physical differences usually men choose to potentiate and live from a more masculine energy or females more feminine energy. The more physical traits are less important in the world the more this differences between choosing energies will be reduced, until we literally form perfect Beings with 50% masculine energy 50% feminine energy, where the only difference between the two beings will be in the genitalia ( in order to reproduce) As a society we are heading towards that but no idea how much will take, maybe 100, 1000, 1 million years, I don´t know. I have completely broken through all past karma in relation to sex/women/religon thanks to yoga practice, and I completely have healed all my toxic relationships with women. Feminism is right. All I can say is that trust your intuition, break everything that culture taught you, see the Real Being, not the culture created character. Next time you think in any toxic, resentful or just 'weird'/does not feel quite right towards women, just think of a 7 year old female kid and think how innocent that being is, and notice how you are projecting all the culture crap on to that little kid. That kid of 7 years old someday will be a 23 year old women, notice how is still the same Being, but you are projecting the crap of the culture to that.

im just going to forget all this spirituality stuff for ever, im going to go insane one day. If im not already

We are inside Nothing. The moment we belief anything illusion starts Including the belief this is something ahhhhhhhhhhb😭😅

of course you can grasp yourself. there is no dream/reality (1) + (2) you. Only (1) = Dream = Reality = You = Death = This.

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This is already Nothing. Body, objects, others, just Nothing. No separation, no distance, no borders. Nothing exists, everything else is a fantasy of a dreamer that is unreal in the first place. Death is already this. We are confusing an appearance for Reality 😅

He´s already in the void or source, but ego has a lot of stories about afterlifes and 'collective consciousnesses' in order to separate itself 😆

Is because of energetic debilitation. You are not comfortable enough around them. Used to happen to me that a lot because i would be doing a theatre/interpretation of a character around them. Being false is fucking tiring. It doesn´t have anything to do energy or introversion. In fact introversion is an identity you are playing.

In this case is not absolutist or relativist, is the explantion. People take themselves seriously because they think they are real. It might seem radical but is what it is. If one lives in the ilusion all your Life Will be about your character. What does that have to do with what i said lmao But yeah man Happy for you if you change your name to something you like more ☺️

Is all Nothing. The Air you are Breathing is you Breathing Yourself. The Air the Uber driver is Breathing is Nothing (you) Breathing Himself/Yourself too. There are no borders. Is borderless. Ego imagine borders. The Air you are Breathing= Brahman. Borderless Nothing. You can call that solipsism or not. I like more you are an Unlimited Being. 🩵💚🩵

Who are you thanking by the way? You are literally God 🤣 You are fucking alone with yourself. You don´t want to accept your bedroom extends to Infinity and the air you are breathing is yourself.

@James123 This experience is Nothing. Nothing is us. Is happening nowhere. After 'death' we experience ourselves = Borderless Nothing. In all directions because there are no directions. There is not even Space in Us ( nothing) We dreamed this shit up brother. Borderless Nothing. Is real. This is real.

😲 Hope fully one day i can get to that level of realization. Happy for you friend

I think Leo was right. Is just too mindfucky to Accept It. But It might be fucking true. The More you Love the best your Life gets. The less you Love or the more your fear/hate the more suffering and less Life you get. The point is to completely Love this shit so fucking much you break all boundaries. Until you completely Accept this is a dream and other beings are You. Not conceptually, you need to have a certain clarity physical Reality is a fucking invention of the ego. Any type of doubt in the Mind and fear Will come back. Do not trust fear, do not trust lower vibrations type of Thoughts. Only choose Love. Even if im wrong, you Will have a better time anyways 😃

💙I know. Wise message, totally agree.