Javfly33

Where are you? Are you in the same so called "place" as me?

@Inliytened1 right. so the sounds are literally happening within me. The sounds are actually my consciousnesss. My consciousnesss IS Infinite and is all over the place. My consciousnesss IS an Infinite field. As It with the sounds, the same is with my visual perception. Im looking the sky and sea view now and im finally Accepting that IS my consciousnesss.

I dont mean what IS It terms of putting It a label, like God, Infinity, me, appearance, etc. I mean literally what IS It. Like Directly/literally. If i Focus on the experience of listening to sound, i realize i dont know what is this phenomena of sound, or awareness. Is completely strange, i dont what is It, yet is all i have had in Life until now. Crazy! Can It be known? What the hell is this God DAMN It!!!! IS MAKING ME NUTS!! I want to stop pursuing fucking enlightment, is impossible to break this enigma, that literally is in front of my eyes.

Your burning Desire for Truth is because there is limitation in you. Compression, falsehood, Thoughts, ego. That is suffering. Is just that IS not a high level of suffering like you are in flight or fight mode, heavely depressed, or schizophrenic. The Only reason you seek Truth is because you are not in a boundless state already. So you are chasing happiness and unlimitation as anybody else. Is just that you are doing It the right way, while most people are trying to get to the absolute by endless accumulation (money, fame, career).

Didnt we all got into consciousness work to be able to work through our neurosis/emotional or psychological inbalances or similar stuff? I mean most of people do not get in because of pure Desire of Truth. Most of them realize they are a samsaric endless compulsion cycle Mess and they seek in consciousness tools such psychedelics or other methods, to finally be able to step out of that mess. You make It seem like people spend hundreds of hours meditating or suffer through Mind grueling trips just because they Love the truth and the absolutes of reality so much. No...we are just trying to fix literally what you are saying. That is working or not is another Matter 🤣🤣 But what IS there else to do? Read a fucking book? Listening to a podcaster? Pay a Life coach for advice that didnt even work for him? I dont know, The panorama is what It is. We are trying the best we can Buddy ❤️🙏😃

Im full of shit too! Thats what i have to resource to the Big Mind for some clarity. 😃🙏

The deity says you are full of shit

Look, Yesterday was doing spiritual practice and I received this message from the deity: 'Everything that you project to me is things created by humans. I´m absolutely beyond all of that. I´m outside all of that'. 'All of that' = Karma, ying & yang, love, 'universal intention', etc.... Is all crap we are projecting to nothingness. Nothingness is the perfect unconditionally non-giving-a fuck. Which means that if you manage to be joyful for most of your life Reality won´t be chasing you to give you some misery so 'The ying & yang' can be in perfect alignment. And in the same way, if you manage to cause yourself endless misery Reality won´t be there to guarantee you that you start to feel joy. Reality is unconditional. Nothingness has given absolute responsibility to us. We can create joy or misery for 1 million years and it won´t give a fuck. Total freedom.is just an Empty Platform for total freedom. How Perfect. You could say this infinite 'mind' is truly truly Perfect precisely because is outside Human BULLSHIT. (So yes, im calling your ying&yang story bullshit. If that wasn´t clear. )

Ultimately suffering is a configuration of your internal system/body/emotion/energies. If i shot you intravenous fentanyl you wont suffer. Thats cause chemical internal configuration is KING to dictate how we experience reality. Take responsability of your internal chemical configuration and you Will unable the possibility of suffering.

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No. Only Thoughts arise. Real Me is Infinite

😃🙏 @James123 No birth as an ego because ego is a thought

Dont you think thats still conceptual identity? They are me" is Still self referential thought, just in a Infinite dimensional way. What i mean is for your experience to stop existing as TWO (you + perception). I dont mean that bodies do not appear, is just that you dont call them "others" because "your" body is no longer "you". So the duality between anything dissappears. There is just Infinite nothingness/beingness all over the place. You can not pinpoint where you start and where you end as a being in perception. Thats what i call enlightment or at least the higuest/peakest i ever gone in consciousness work, without taking any psychedelic (altough certainly i firstly experienced on LSD some years ago but not in such a cristal clear way i did 2 weeks ago). What you do think? @Yimpa_aum @Yimpa

Haha thanks 🙏😃 Definetely feel like on the verge, last week weirdly been having memories of being a small child, memories that never arised in the past or a long time ago. Something in my deepest core of my being must be activating... Btw thanks all for your replies, they help. I feel all of you have a sense of Truth but is not enough for me to break the illusion. I Will Keep going.

No because If there is not a self there is not a experience of others. Total Death hahaha Non duality 🤯🤯🤯

There is an intelligence that makes him survive and react accordingly, but is there a self there? Self = Something existing within perception. If there is no self, in my view the Cat is like a programed artificial intelligence, It reacts to pain, It has "software" programmed into It. But there is nothing/no one " behind the eyes of the Cat. Nothing/no one is experiencing the Cat perception. You could even say the Cat doesnt even have a consciousness of existing. I could be wrong, i dont know really if cats develop egos. I think ego is developed mainly because of language and concepts so i my Guess is ego is Only within human world.

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There is not an "I" in the Cat Consciousness. There is Only "perception". For suffering to exist there must be an "I". At one point you imagined there is an "I" in perception, in that moment ilusion of You being a Human, and outside being Not You gets created. You can have a mind and still be free of suffering. If the Mind/Thoughts appear as things within you. Not literally You. The moment "I" means = the thoughts, inevitably suffering appears. Notice that your heart pumping all the time is not a problem to you, yet is there all the time. But since you dont identify as your heart palpitations, there is not an obsession to "how do i make my heart palpitations dissappear"? You identity with Thoughts, then there is an obsession to stop the Thoughts. The moment "I" is nowhere to be found, Infinite Intelligence Will choose Thoughts as choose pants. That is Enlightment. Knowing Who you are.

Is very simple, when you activate pineal gland your breath energy patten becomes horizontal infinite instead of vertical curl (see infinity meditation video of sadhguru, he explains this). You literally merge with 'physical reality'. Is amazing but difficult to maintain. The high is totally worth it.

You have all the control possible because you are reality 👑

Simple. Ego was constructed. Before ego you were not even alive as an 'I'. So there was only Consciousness = Joy = Freedom. Now the work is getting back to that state while maintaining an intelligence of an adult.

It might be accepting that others are so insanely far away from you, you shouldn´t even consider them as something you could relate with. Just finished meditating and I can tell you guys ive verified 'sober' the realization of being the King of my own heaven or reality, something ive had on LSD 3 years ago. This feeling was beyond good, pure heaven. It was solipsism but in a good way. Better than any feeling of love or unity or anything else. Knowing clearly you are God absolutely independent from 'physical reality' or the infinity that extends in front of your eyes. In other words, Infinity extending in front of your eyes (physical reality/objects in front of me = Infinity) is not your 'business' or even from 'your world'. Is 'outside' of you. Is an appearance that 'other Nothings' or Gods are creating/projecting. In other words if you look at a chair in front of you, that is a God on its own. Is projecting his own self. Which is a chair. Every millimetre of infinity is sovereign on its own. Infinite Gods. Infinite Kingdoms of Sovereignty. Your Personal Sovereign Kingdom is just part of the Perfect Heaven of Infinity, perfectly orchestrated. You are an x God within the x infinite numbers of gods within the Big Empty Design of Perfection. You are using a human avatar to fullfill the role of this Design.

right. LSD is used as a psychedelic concept. And psychedelic is a thought/belief.

no but scares me and also excites me if what you are saying is true 😎

Nothing, I literally feel the same around people sober now than before I tried oxy. Is just that if I take it again I again will verify that I´m still ages sober from feeling that carefree on my own. But it has helped as a reference experience to see what is possible within myself if there is the right 'inner chemical soup' as sadhguru says The myth that once you do an action with something (like external chemical help) you are not going to be able to do it again sober doesn´t apply always. At least in my case. It might seemed that way but actually not the case, I currently do not use any drug as a social enhancer anymore, and overall I have faith and hope there is possibility of feeling even better without drugs. But...the OP was literally asking for a drug. So I avoided paternalizing him by saying do not take drugs just work on yourself. I don´t think I´m below the other persons. I never denied that already sober Im as carefree as the most social dudes. Is just that the meter of carefreeness and confidence of the most social dudes is still anxiety in my meter. Is still some level of uneasiness. But again, as I said, my meter is high because I´ve gone to peaks of comfort and inner peace, so anything below that I already see it as friction.