Javfly33

Great man! remember nothing can really touch you, you are nothing. Leave without fear.

I watched the Tree of Life about 10 years ago on acid and i still can remember vividly how profound that was. Watched yesterday Knight of Cups, i was sober but felt it almost got me tripping. By some reason i got this intuition this guy is awake as fuck and this two movies he did are pure non duality in disguise. What a couple of masterpieces of movies.

I found the acting was very very good. Apart from that, the photography/visual scenary is amazing Yes, both are pretty similar Glad you enjoyed it!

It is like whole life changes. It reminds me of when i did first psychedelic 10 years ago and It opened up a whole world for the Next year. Suddenly the compressed prison of individuality and psychological reality was demolished to the floor, completely relative, and i was open to reality. Then for some reason It closed. I think what some of us are doing is we are not Happy with just trascendent experiences, we want our Life to be just like that, a complete opening to Life. Where the prison of the individual construction is gone, for ever. It can not be built again. It has been demolished totally, the false structure is gone, and only the true structure remains. Life remains, the psychological construction is gone because It was relative and just inside the mind. The spiritual experiences, suffering and psychedelics trips were preparations, little temporal demolishings in the mind, until for some reason the inner intelligence or substance that we are is ready to completely embrace the profoundity this Life is, is ready, and it wants it, it no longer will settle for the small psychological safe prison. Now It wants the whole thing. It is the whole thing.

The inertia to identify myself with something and forget the substance is still there, but something has opened up, now impossible to avoid it, is too clear, too obvious, the freedom is in my hands now.

I think the limits are they are tools, so they can only prepare the 'waters' so to speak. Since is You who gets enlightened, and not the mind or the body, there is absolutely nothing in reality that can produce enlightment, no yoga psychedelic reiki shaktipat or whatever can produce enlighment because a tool is just a tool. Enlightment in the zen and Ralston sense is definetely 'not figuring it out'. Is directly grasping something about You. Psychedelics, meditation, yoga, etc... do not guarantee enlightement. You can be tripping or doing meditation retreats for 20 years and do not get enlightement in the process. You might have 100s of Godmind and Oneness experiences but that won´t liberate you. Which is what the whole path is about. Not accumulating trips in the amusement park. However psychedelics and spiritual practices have their benefits even if there is no realization of self. Angamardana (Hatha Yoga) and Shamavhi mahamudra kriya (energy process-initiation from guru).

I guess, how can someone look for something that does not know what it is

I was just thinking about it now. When i was 3 years old what I was? And now with 28years old, what I am? If i reply different to the second question, then that is something i picked up. From 3 years old to 30 years old that stuff i picked up as identity. With 1 years old what i was?? The same i am now. But withouth accumulated identity Life and Birth were words i picked up as an identity, crazy.

Indeed. If someone does not belief in magic, I would just tell them "just look around", but without a self. Thanks for the link, will read it later.

No, the point is to establish yourself in your own Being so absolutely nothing that happens on life leaves you a scratch. You are spreading the classic toxic masculinity, capitalist, teeth grinding, stress is positive ideology. Here's a fact, If you would be on a 20mg peak oxycodone pill 24/7 no thing in life would left you a scratch. That´s how you are supposed to handle your mind, body and emotion. Completely dis-identified from it and above them. So you are in your throne of inner bliss where nothing can touch you, but at the same time you can touch anything and everyone. the good thing is, we are an internal factory of blissfulness, that's what our being is... if you only you discover where are the inner keys to get to your Throne You just lost the keys sometime ago, and you even forgot you were the King) Selling Bliss by the River @Water by the River You just got yourself some competence in the business.

right , when one is stablished in ones real self, everything else becomes an appearance.

Psychedelics do work, and I want to apologise for saying they are 'crap' the other day. That was exaggerated, They are not crap, first psychedelics did were the most therapeutic gift I ever received ever. However, confusing enlightment with psychedelic or mystical experiences IME is the mistake. Im sure Ralston Tripped absolutely balls. But he meant that the realization of the Self did not change. The Self is there when taking a coffee, and is there while tripping balls!

Yeah, in a way I agree with that. That which has no existence or physical manifestation.

In my experience, a thought can be a conscious or unconscious manifestation of me, but is not ever me. Is simply as this, a thought about anything that appear, but when that kind of thought is not appearing, I still exist. So a thought can not ever be me, it can appear, as me. But is not really me. In other words, I don´t need a thought to exist. Not sure how to answer that question.

I couldn´t answer that. But I know something for sure, that what I am can not be a thought. So when a thought arises that seems to be 'me', I call that ego. But is a label im using, you could call it mis-identification, or mistake in perception or mistake in recognising the true reality of one self.

Ego is identification with thought.

Ralston and the whole vedic tradition? Shiva= That which is not. Chatananda rupah = I am the form of consciousness and bliss. How can something that contain all experiences be an experience? Is not bound by anything. Not even the apparent higuest realizations. The Real Self is holding and containing those states effortlessly, being untouched by any of It.

@Water by the River Wise words. Ralston already said It one of his videos. He took a bunch of Acid after enlightment to "test" is what It is, would Still be the same. He said "nothing changed". Psychedelics are EXACTLY as Mystical states of yoga, meditation...etc, they are Still PART of MIND, of Dreaming, of imagination, and appearance. Absolute-wise, there is no difference between having a cup of coffee and doing DMT, the latter does not necesarily provide a Realization of true nature, of what One Is. Unity, love, Magic, these are some facets of consciousness and mind that are more usual to happen in psychedelics and spiritual practices, than having a coffee on your lunch break, but they are Still part of Experience of the separate self. They dont guarantee that you Will realiza Yourself. The attitude of trying to seek oneself, by using psychedelics or doing spiritual practices, might "trigger" a Realization, but is not the psychedelic or spiritual practice that provide the Realization. Realization could happen also talking a coffee for that Matter. That which is NOT, can not be a 'state'. That which is NOT, can Only realize itself Directly, an experience can never be that which is NOT an experience.

That Awakening is Absolutely that. 😃

Are you talking about me boy? 😜😂

With karma I mean , a certain way of thinking about the world, people and self, deep ingrained in your energy structures. For example, i think i told you in the past there are guys that sexually like to be kicked in the balls by women, this is an extreme fetish but is overall a fetish of weakness, inferiority, debilitation, these people like to be humiliated, feel as inferior, almost hated by the women. The energy structures that form and make survive this kind of 'inertia' that´s what i call karma. And for women to exist to do this, there has to be the other polarity of that karma, which is to get off on humiliating and manipulating the weak. Trying to feel empowered by that. I think, at the end of it, they are sides of the same coin. The karmic structures are formed because of ego, but the mindfuck is they are not form in the life on a individual, they come from generations (as you have said), but of course they develop in complexity through time. Since is impossible to 'delete' the memory structure that creates this kind of inertias, i think the only way is to consciously distance yourself from it, simply see it as something you picked up. Along with the body, one also picked up the whole karmic structure. One can not delete it because the body goes with it, but we should strive for freedom to be a Life that is not marked by anyone. Not of this life nor from other lifetimes.

Every step I took being influenced by culture standards or what im ‘supposed to do’ was a dumb step. Every step that was influenced by waiting to get happiness, worth, validation, love…etc from the outside was pathetic and dumb. Lately I realized sacrificing all of that was precisely the price I had to pay. And now thinking about it, I laugh at the absurdity of it, why I didn’t surrendered it earlier! Is shit compared to who am I. Culture and other humans will try to play all sorts of games so you take endless detours and never reach the destination. They tell you need this or need that, they will make you believe reaching certain society or personality standards, is more important than being REAL YOU. How stupid. How full of fear and little power in their hearts they have. This is a projection of their own weakness and fear. Is important you do not take any detours and go straight for what you want. For what you one time you lost and now all sorts of humans are trying to sell you stuff, selling you happiness and worth in instalments. That is SHIT! Discard that! Go towards the Throne!!! Real you is better than any CRAP that humans try to sell you. Real You feels more complete, blissful, perfect and grandiose than anything else. Ultimately, you are creating the body and mind you are getting identified with. Can you imagine a creator, a King scrambling for scratches of Love? Completely nonsensical! Is time you know and experience the utter Bliss, Perfection and Inner Power that is experiencing your Self as something that can not be taken away from you, and that you will never abandon again. REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE BABY!!! LETS GO! Go STRAIGHT INTO WHAT YOU REALLY WANT!

Soul Crushing sadhana, and there is a lot more to Crush.

Then no issue, go get It. But is an endless high and low. And lows are usually more frequent that highs in that Game. There is another Game in town, which is being in inner bliss within and taking every damn step in this dream in a conscious manner. Involvement yes, but no entanglement. When your inner happiness or well being depends on getting money, fame, and status, you DAMN sure you are going to get all tied Up in the process, in every step you take.