Javfly33

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  1. There is not a bubble of consciousness. What you see around is not a physical reality. Is Infinite Consciousness / BEING / YOU. You are in Your Own Dream, which turns out, is also 'my' dream. There are no bubbles of Consciousness, only Consciousness. Surrender to GOD and to PURE IMAGINATION .
  2. You are right. Consciousness is not an "I". Is the absence of "I". In fact there is not even consciousness but BEING. Empty Non-Existent Being. Shiva = That which is Not.
  3. I can verify at this point 5-meo-dmt feels scary or overwhelming not because is revealing something "bad" but because IS revealing something beyond the normal human system is used to experiencing/perceiving. You can not just expect to Live 20-30-40-50 years of your Life as an ego consciousness, get catapulted into Infinite perception and expect that the system Will not react completely shocked and terrified. Last months ive been tapping to the exactly same energy of 5-meo with yoga tools, and everytime this energy tried to be perceived/opened Up, i instantly see how the body and ego structure fast closes and rejects it in a way (even Though It does feel "beyond good", the body IS not used to that level of "goodness", so for the ego that level it is seen as "fear"). The point is to be preparing your body and mind in order to handle the energy of Infinity comfortably. Kind of like Building an stable staircase. Instead of jumping from 0 to 100 on a trampolin. ---- Sorry for the derailing the topic, answering OP question my opinion is DMT is much more gentle and simple. Is basic non duality. But It does not have the breaks of perception that 5-meo has. So It is a limited non duality. All thought, stabilizing oneself in that level would already be a heavenly acconplishment.
  4. What a bunch of nonsense. You are pure consciousness, is something exists is you. Rest is imagination.
  5. Is that a bad thing though? Is just being smart and intelligent human. See If a guy is slapping faces on an alleyway and you are walking in the surroundings, would you consciously walk towards that alleyway to receive a good slap on your face so you don´t avoid hiding from bad things?
  6. stop seeing the news, they only report about negative stuff
  7. anything that is not running marathons or half-marathons regularly, or the proportionally the same to people that do strength training
  8. Is not a wise strategy. God is the master, ego or what is false is the slave. If you are the slave, you are not going to win this game by bitching or judging the master. You win this game by surrendering completely to your Master. Why? Because you are dealing with a Master so benevolent, that if the slaves completely surrenders, Master and Slave becomes One.
  9. Don´t take me too seriously sometimes. I get this ragey energies sometimes, holy shit, is that Leo legit account?
  10. I respond kind of in the same way as you. Only thing is that I believe the moment you force it it becomes like a hassle to not to fap and one gets angry/frustrated. When naturally semen retention occurs is when things get really interesting. It means you are doing something really interesting with your energies. Even if you are not transmuting energy the healthy way would be ejaculating once every 10-12 days. As long as you don´t have a gf of course. lol
  11. @Princess Arabia I find interesting what you are saying. What you mean with 'the need to fulfil that longing'? interesting...
  12. hearing that would get me horny not sad...
  13. yes, I was not being ironic. I agree with you.
  14. I just watched a video from 1 year ago (Understanding Gaslighting) video and I found it extremely insightful. At the end Leo says that he might make a video about how he transcended being people pleaser and found stability in its own truth. I think a lot of us would benefit from this video.
  15. 🤣🤣 I remember when he said that. @Leo Gura Definetely, relative truth exists, as an illusion 😘 Is a fair point. One could say the slave IS the Master being unconscious
  16. There are no finite beings. Only God. There is only one side. You are living in fantasies. and spreading mis-information about God constantly 😂 I wonder if 10 years from now you will still be saying the same fucking crap.
  17. There´s no world, not even creation, only God. "We" must surrender to the Truth so only Real Infinite 'I' remains.
  18. Lately everytime after jerking off i start to uncontrollabily laugh like a madman. I am going through a phase where there is 0 sexual repression in my Mind. Whatever kind of fantasy or scenario my mind starts to generate, i fap to It, no Matter how Taboo, weird or "abnormal" It maybe be. Has anyone gone through a phase where sexual fantasies are about being hurt, beaten, hated by others? What IS beyond that? What kind of karmic structures im touching? I Still dont know really what IS there. But It seems just at the point of cumming i can see It. Is like pure terror. Hatred. I dont even remember any of this. I dont remember being tortured in a gulag, but It does feel like that. The intensity of how dark the feeling feels. I even consider the possibility im working on past generational trauma/karma that hasnt been solved by past generations. Who knows. In anyway, It is daunting. Before i used to repress myself sexually and i would try to avoid seeing this by all kind of mechanisms, like nofap, or forcing myself to jerk off with normal fantasies. But nowdays im all in, no repression. But also no breaks, almost everyday im getting close to the fire, getting burned, to the limit. Everyday experiencing this "feeling" but i Still dont know what the hell is. Thanks for reading and deeply appreciate insights that can help accelerate this process 🙏🩵
  19. 🤯 Wise words. I mean you did not made him/her up in your mind like a schizophrenic makes a demon up in his mind. lol Is just simply recognising God in a 'human being'.
  20. 5-MeO is great but i wouldnt say "one dose and they are cured". 4weeks in 55%, 12 weeks 45%, well we all know that the percentage Will be going down once the weeks and months pass. We all been with psychedelics in that phase where we think It has cured us... However im sure It Will be Still infinitudes more effective than the rest of treatments we know...so applaud that. Good times are coming for psychoterapy
  21. Yeah, but wait 5 years lol
  22. You find out now that sex online work is a business...? Chump change? There are some girls that make in a month what I make in a year. Search findom or financial domination. And is not that niche anymore, almost any girl on sex work online soon will start jumping onto the findom business.
  23. It can. Is doing now with You. 'I' can not chase nothing. Rather 'I' can surrender Truth can appear. But is hard because there is a lot of conditioning in the ego. Surrender takes time but I hope I finally surrender. At the end 'I'm just playing a falsehood game I can not win with Life. I´m not talking in the future. Not at all. No lol you are cool