Javfly33

@BipolarGrowth lol!

How much have you been doing It?

You should not think you are God if you care about mental well being

@Yimpa I wish lol

You are. But we are trying to go beyond this, this is not the 'end of the road', what 5-MeO might reveal is the beginning.

does he have terminal cancer or something?

Correct, but let's see if you don´t reincarnate. Remember at moment of death, you have to be 100% conscious of this. Do you really have no fear of death? Would you have an 'issue' if I told you you have to surrender the body in 10 minutes?

I like eating pussy thought, the few time i have lol I think im just sexually castrated Because of my karmic impressions. @Spiritual Warrior thats great to hear man. I relate a lot with your history. I think indeed i have repressed the natural male sexual energy

I get what you mean. Sex is important is a bondage for you, then it becomes the most important thing. Ironically when you put yourself first before sex, everything clears up. So the problem is not having sex or not, the big problem is not having it and desiring it. In that you fucked up

🥳 That´s going to be interesting to watch, good idea 👍

Maybe you are assuming she does not want to have sex for sex sake´s... Women can say a thing and then desire something completely opposite to what they say.

I´m going to be compiling here clothing brands that have psychedelic-like style in their pieces, feel free to add more if you know: So far i´ve discovered: ETRO https://www.farfetch.com/es/shopping/men/etro/items.aspx?category=136331 PIERRE LOUIS MASCIA https://www.farfetch.com/es/shopping/men/pierre-louis-mascia/items.aspx Versace sometimes also has some pieces close to psychedelic style but not fully more?

Sorry for what your going through. It might be a good time to reflect on what you have been investing in the relationship. When relationships are about entanglement instead of an expression of joy or Love, this kind of things are natural to happen. You and your girlfriend obviously had a toxic relationship, if not this things wouldnt happen (neither you reaction to her cheating as well as her cheating as a revenge). I understand you might be going through a very rough time and i wish you get well soon. But in all honesty, you dodged a bullet, in other words you can learn from this experience to realize the risks of doing this kind of games.

I Keep surprising myself with the Power of ardha siddhasana . I Sit on this way in the floor and i become a perfect Triangle. All of reality flows through me, i instantly become conscious all of what is around me is pure symmetrical Infinity, Mind. People Who spent a certain amount of time mastering this asanas Will find something that is impossible to find anywhere else. A understanding of the symmetry of reality that can make you almost God-like.

I am beggining to suspect how Yoga works, particularly pure physical Hatha Yoga. (Not talking about energy process such as kriyas, but merely what is called as 'Asanas'.) What is Yoga. Well, you have to do a lot to start understanding it. I have done some Asanas more than 1000 times. For example, I suspect Cat Stretch I´ve done it about 1200-1300 times. Maybe 1500 times. I´m not sure. So Is not like I´m talking from nothing. It seems exaggerated but understanding really what Yoga is does take some time. At first I believed the intention of Asanas was to clear and calm the mind in order for a higher perception or consciousness to happen, but that is a very basic understanding. After some time a whole new possibility opens up. Something much much much more profound of what you thought at the beggining Yoga was. When doing an Asana properly, the belief or feeling of individuality is dissolved (yeah, that goes for all of you solipsistic dudes out there). Why it dissolves is not because it does something to the brain. Is because physically and energetically you are putting your body in such a way that is completely in synchrony and symmetry with Reality. Is not that you unite yourself with Reality. Is that the body merges and dissolves right there. It was already 'dissolved' in the first place. You were already in Unity or 'One' with reality in the first place. But, the usual asymmetry of the human system, which in part is necessary for the process of survival (let´s remember, survival is about you vs me), makes it like you are not.. So it is created a sense of individuality through the life of a human. And most humans never break or dissolve this sense of individuality. Notice im saying 'sense'. Individuality is not a reality. Is not a fact. It is just a sense, a compression that is formed. But if you align the body and the whole system in such a way, this sense of individuality or separation gets completely seen through and dissolved. From holding Asanas a lot of information can enter you. Just like with a Psychedelic. For example, you can 'download' information in the sense that the whole Reality is just like a mirror. A Infinite Diamond Mirror. This is kind of impossible to explain, so let´s leave that as a motivator for people to start a Hatha Yoga practice. One day you will understand things that no book can transmit you. Neither I am because words are dual. Only through a direct experience of symmetry you can understand. This will not only make your life more profound, it will give you an understanding of non duality, unity, God, etc... that it will be very sticky. It won´t be just like a state of consciousness that you can lose. It is a certain information that makes all the pieces 'fit'. Is not intellectual information, is something else, is much more...real. More clear. Is like you get direct connection to the hard drive of infinity, and you download it into your mind. The Universe is symmetry, perfect balance. For you grasp it, you have to make yourself completely symmetric and balanced within you. Then all is accessible for you. Because you are it. I´ll meet you at the Bliss that we are.

Nice! You work on PM right now?

Is because you have certain attachments to certain configuration that you gathered from the process the initial Creation. You have been gathering and keeping this as you for a long time. What you call your body is just the result of the gathering of this specific energetic information. If you do not learn how to Keep this information at a certain distance, the question of Liberation and Evolution is not possible. As long as there is not a certain claritiy on what is You and what is something you have gathered, Evolution as a being can not happen, repetition of dualities and tendencies are inevitable.

that which created your finite mind.

lol

Because you can not be wearing a suit at all times @Schizophonia What you are going to wear in the bar of the Golf club then? https://www.farfetch.com/es/shopping/men/casablanca-le-plongeon-silk-shirt-item-23867087.aspx?storeid=9446 https://www.farfetch.com/es/shopping/men/casablanca-la-liason-silk-shirt-item-21455563.aspx?storeid=12850 https://www.farfetch.com/es/shopping/men/casablanca-unity-is-power-silk-shirt-item-23096241.aspx?storeid=9274 https://www.farfetch.com/es/shopping/men/casablanca-gradient-heart-monogram-silk-shirt-item-23832280.aspx?storeid=12832 Someone give me a bunch of money to buy 20 Casablanca pieces, all of them are amazing.

Is not to say look 'im a psychonaut'. Is because there are designs there that you won´t find at normal clothing brands. But you can go dressed like a normie if you want, just say you can´t afford it bro 😂 No because I don't have the money, but in this forum not all people are poor lol. 800 Is def over my budget, I would spent 400tops on a shirt probably.

This is how I see it: You become formless, and therefore, you are able to pass through the Love and become completely unlimited . With normal identification, both to limited body and thoughts, is not possible to pass through the gate. With that form you can not pass. So the problem does not seem to be of achieving anything, but rather identifying with something limited. So, I guess the issue is ignorance, attaching and identifying with limited things, such as thoughts and feeling your body is you.

Because is your true nature or the natural way of reality. Bliss vibration but is not mental bliss, is the core of Reality. So it can not be explained, but in a way, what you feeling right now is also Bliss but is veiled by certain things. Your body is already everything but because of certain attachment you seem to be a limited body.

@Davino Here´s what I just bought https://www.etsy.com/es/listing/1033060034/hecho-a-mano-925-plata-esterlina

Do this exercise with me: Sit if you can in the floor, and Notice the sounds that are happening around you. Try to focus some moments in trying to hear as far as you can. Notice that after doing this, you seem to be able to listen 'a bit more far' than what initially you thought you were able. Now try to focus in the furthest sound you can hear right now. Notice that even the 'furthest' sound, is happening with the same 'closeness' in your Awareness, that the nearest sound. That is because both sounds are pure Awareness and are happening within Your Infinite Field. Only because right now your Ears are limited to your karmic preset, you can only hear what your limited ears (which are a result of your specific configuration) reach. But realistically, the conversation of two strangers 500km from you is happening in this present moment and is available in awareness. The conversation is happening in Your Reality. You could actually hear the sound of my keyboard if you would be willing. Because is happening in Your Reality. The sound of my keystrokes are happening right now in your Present Moment, you can not access this sounds only because you are in a limited configuration, due to your current Karmic preset.