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👍 @CARDOZZO thank you for your input

Thats a fair point @LastThursday

I just realized if i has lived in an age without the internet i would have suffered 95% less. I am pursuing stuff and have desires that Only the internet has put on me (social media), I work through the internet to pay this desires (remote It job), and i am slaved to the Internet to fullfill this desires. All of my Life revolves around the internet. If i wouldnt have be born in internet age i would be very Happy living on a cabin on the Mountains because i wouldnt have stupid desires and comparisons with other people. And the internet hasn't even promoted connectivity as some people say, we are more separated than ever. Yes, you can text someone 800km from you but that doesn't mean Anything.

Sure. But that doesn't solve everything IMO.

It is You but if is not realized then the "show" continues.

Modern sex-positive fetish-positive culture will say that is Ok, but I´ve seen guys send from 500$ to even 1K in a single send to her 'goddess'. Or being kicked in the balls several times, handle hundreds of dollars to his 'goddess' and then her laughing about him and going away. There is even a name for this sessions which is called 'Cashmeet'. Where the loser or paypig meets his 'goddess' in a point in the city to just give her money, maybe in return get some insults on what a loser he is and that´s it. Terryfing the state of this world sometimes!

Also this perfectly explains why some "Saints" are born "Awake". Is not about the human, is about the consciousness being at such point of cristallization and clarity It rememebers itself in that body so the body just becomes a conscious vehicle. Instead of the unconscious machine most times is.

@Davino @Leo Gura I Guess Ill have to take IQ test to continue posting in the forum 😂😂 My point was clearly there is no unique soul in that 9 year old kid. In a way, The Consciousness there is just a "slave" to his conditionings (If not the consciousness would be "Awake"). Lets say if you are Reality and you are conscious of Yourself , explain to me how come you again get Yourself into another body and do not know what you are. Only because the consciousness is not mature enough It Keeps encarnating into bodies. If not that 9 year old kid should be conscious what God is. But he is not.

Reality of course. How can a body and mind move, speak, kiss, etc without first something existing there more fundamental than this two things?

🤯 @James123 Additionally, since You are not an experience, that which thinks experience exists is ego or thought/identity.

@BlessedLion Altough in regards to the Zen proberb, realistically there is a difference of intensity of what im able to reach in the mountains VS in the city or almost any other place. Same sadhana, same kriya, same yoga, same meditation, but doing It there becomes more profound, every single time. I mean is not placebo. First 3 days I did sadhana there this last summer, every single day i had tears running down my eyes. I literally can just do nothing and just walk around that place and IS like im on 5ug of LSD, just without doing anything, just walking and Breathing that air. Of course im sure if one Focus one can go the same place in their living room in the middle of Manhattan, but is true some some external influences sometimes acelerate or facilitate a lot.

Damn thats a good one lol @BlessedLion thanks for your inputs, very insightful

@LastThursday It is because the internet has put on me ideals of Life that Only by living in a cabin i can not achieve. SEE??

Become conscious he is a piece of meat just as you are.

Uf. There is something. Probably the relationship with your parents is not very good, isn't it? I guess you are probably pretty young (just saying it from the fact that your parents have ability to 'throw' your stuff). When you independence from your parents a LOT of things might change, dont lose hope. Your whole mental state could be easily just because of living with your parents, do not substitute the power that can have of ones mind and energies.

Have you tried psychedelics?

The most pain of the ego is actually Reality trying to move forward a certain stuckness of energy. There is dissonance between what Reality is, which is pure freedom, unconditional dignity and respect, and what some energetic structures are, which is pure horrific self destructive pain. The ego plays schemes to Accept the energetic shitty structure, because the ego IS itself the energetic horrific structure. The ego is synonim to stagnation. Reality is about Evolution. Which is why ive seen a lot of people filled suddenly with intense Power after Inhaling a dose 5-MeO. Thats Reality Awakening and pushing through the blockage. So whatever is your nucleous of suffering or karmic structure, the more It gets pushed through and seen through the better. Ego Will think this is bad. But this means You are actually Evolving from everything you picked Up. The trick is realising It is that nucleous of suffering the gasoline for Reality to push through It. It opens a door to see what is really Going on.

Exactly. This is no small deal. It can run the Life of a man this single Desire. IS not to taken lightly. Of course after you do It It can become something mechanical and Empty. But first you have to do It to Burn the Desire or you Will get burned by It.

@Schizophonia what you mean with this? That she should do Coke or something ? Lol @Sugarcoat How is your Love Life?

@Breakingthewall Yes, probably thats a good route. It seems is getting clear for me now. There is a blockage in my energies that i can not avoid just trying to meditate and sit Still. Or maybe the spiritual work is a way to activate that inner Power that cuts through the blockage. So in the city or nature one can do the same i Guess. Thats true Thought

I was super late interested in sexuality. I can remember until I was not 20-21 years old, I didn't had a single sexual thought about fucking a woman. I was attracted to the Beauty and femeninity of women, but is not like my mind had any sort of drive or thought about actually having sex. I decided one day I lost my virginity going to a prostitute because culturally I felt pressured to experience sex. But is not like I had a lot of genuine desire to do it. The last year I noticed it some kind of raw masculine energy of fucking arising in me, I guess this is what is the drive that most males have and why they are constantly chasing pussy. I understand now I think, but is completely tiring, to be honest, is nothing satisfying afterwards, is just pure animalistic compulsion of wanting to penetrate LoL. Afterwards one feel completely empty and even kind of bad (like you have 'used' the women for his body). I think there has to be better ways to do sex. I am interested in trying Tantra Sex, I´ve heard is nothing like vanilla sex and is very balanced, has anyone tried it? Overall, would you say I exhibit asexual traits or is just that I don't resonate with western sexuality and I should try to do Tantra Sex?

@Schizophonia What you mean?

Good one. People just don´t want to accept the direct experience. 'Other versions of me', 'other parallels me'. What the hell is this? Just mind diarrhoea dressed as a profound spiritual understanding.