Javfly33

Yes I'm scared of infinite love because my limited sense of self is all I now (had glimpses of expansive Self but since they have been 0.0000001% compared with this limited identity, it feels I AM MORE THIS LIMITED IDENTITY than I am the Self) And at the same time I know I am BIG THING Lol. Is here, here it is. But I am the thinking monkey, I feel myself like I am important lol

Being totally honest I just know I know 0 about conscioussness, self, feeling, thoughts, seeing, going, perspective or anything. I know absolutely nothing. Less than Nothing. So clueless about just about everything I might just well stop everything and behave like I didn't even started. ?

If what you mean is I should stop seeking for a while and focus on material accomplishment things (joyful things I want to create), I think you are right. I´m going to take some years to go back to self-development/lifestyle creation and then I´ll take trascendence seriously. I probably (my ego) wants to accomplish stuff and so on before surrendering to truth- So that´s Ok and I´m going to let him @Nahm

Highly enough conscious people know family is an illusion since blood ties are imaginary lol

@peachboy That´s exactly what I felt in a kind of "knowing" when I was like 6 years old or so. The fact that I couln´t imagine something as being dead used to made me so crazy and in wonder and in awe. But yeah it´s also terrifying. @Nahm Ouch!

WAAAIT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT???? @Someone here

Yeah I know it´s mainly because of fear. I took 5-MeO and I didn´t breakthrough and I could have taken another dose but I said no because what I saw made me realize this shit was real and I could totally annihilate the version of reality Im used to If I wake up. This work is fucking scary because you can´t know what is really at the other end of the river until you go there yourself. And nobody can guarantee you that you will be allright

Nice. Something to contemplate but I guess i´ll never fucking get it. Not even with 5-MeO I can get this shit Lol

Then who are you? I get what you are saying. All differences exist in thoughts, not in the present moment. Yet if that is true that would mean that @James123 only exist as a thought. And in reality @James123 is Me. See I can't accept that. Wtf is this joke

Major : Wheat (Make it everything WHOLE GRAIN, whether it's pasta or bread or rice) Pulses (mainly 2 types) (I honestly don't know what is this) Rice (Make it WHOLE GRAIN) Potato (quit this, it just bloats your stomach and gives minimum nutritional value) Clarified butter (ditch it or consume little) 6-8 different regular spices (spices are fine) Occasional : Red kidney beans (Good) Lady finger (what is this?) Taro (what is this?) Different types of fruits during different seasons (mango, muskmelon,etc in summer and carrot, guava, apple,etc. in winter) (VERY GOOD!) Curd (what is this?) Lemonade Chickpea Soyabean Junk food snacks Cottage cheese

I'm probably full of shit.

Anything that IS happening IS Isness Is the present moment happening? Yes Is the rock by the river happening? Yes, but as a thought! Notice the difference between ISness, and just thoughts. Thoughts are also Isness, but careful to confuse the map with the territory. The thought about a rock is not a rock! The thought is just a thought.

You don't need proof for Isness!!! Realize this! In fact this is all a game that I keep playing to deny the fact that only the Present moment exists and everything else is an Imagination. The moment I truly accept this I will die so I keep playing this philosophical games and beliefs as you say.

Lol! Brillant!

Very good post, thanks for sharing. Some juicy insights there contemplate, I'm not kidding. The only thing I would argue is when you say that when I say that I am existing at home, that is not a fact but an assumption. Well, let's not say I am existing, let's just say "something is going on". Some colors are form are existing. Well, al I am saying that is existing. The rock isn't. In fact I already spoiled the whole thing. "The rock isn't. The rock isn't. The rock isn't." What is existence? (Issing...). Colors and forms are issing. The rock is not issing .

Great!!! We are indeed on the path! I keep believing you guys that are already "on the other side" soon to be with you too ?

I came here for the Travis Scott song

Idk, tried 5-MeO last Sunday, but it was confusing af. The universe woke up to itself but I couldn't make sense of much else, except with a subtle knowing that physical reality along with my body is a fucking dream. So God is dreaming everything (it's projecting everything) through my character. Gets quite close to Solipsism I'll tell you that. Others have no minds because others do not exist. Well, pardon me, The appararence of it exist. But what I mean is that God is not living another life right now , for example the life of @allislove and it's experiencing @allislove thoughts.

@Nahm @allislove Well, obviously you have access to more things that your finite mind, but, do you have access to other finite minds? ???

No? @Nahm

Other DO exist. It just that they are in Your Imagination LOL Let me tell you Other POV´s are impossible because the mere concept of other is imaginary since for it to be real must happen HERE, which then it would stop to be "other". The problem with solipsism is that it assumes there´s someone experiecing somethimg, which it isn´t. nobody is playing a game with itself. God is Alone. But that is not the same as solipsism.

You are already connected. There's no "form" disconnected from the universe. You are the universe-all forms literally, Now.

Not three, not two, not one, just YOU

If reality is One, how come I have to "watch out" to not hate and only try to love? If all it's love, why this judgement towards "hating"? "Love yourself" but even if you are hating yourself, even that is love, then why try to change anything. Or is the realization of this non-duality makes one realize the hate was always love?

@WHO IS Because God can't avoid itself. Suffering is not a conscious design. Is just the result of being ONE that can't help itself but to be ONE. Since God is all alone and Being is unavoidable, suffering is unavoidable too. But too is pleasure or joy . It's Infinity so everything comes with it. Suffering, pleasure, sadness, orgasms and donuts.