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If what you mean is I should stop seeking for a while and focus on material accomplishment things (joyful things I want to create), I think you are right. I´m going to take some years to go back to self-development/lifestyle creation and then I´ll take trascendence seriously. I probably (my ego) wants to accomplish stuff and so on before surrendering to truth- So that´s Ok and I´m going to let him @Nahm

Highly enough conscious people know family is an illusion since blood ties are imaginary lol

@peachboy That´s exactly what I felt in a kind of "knowing" when I was like 6 years old or so. The fact that I couln´t imagine something as being dead used to made me so crazy and in wonder and in awe. But yeah it´s also terrifying. @Nahm Ouch!

WAAAIT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT???? @Someone here

Yeah I know it´s mainly because of fear. I took 5-MeO and I didn´t breakthrough and I could have taken another dose but I said no because what I saw made me realize this shit was real and I could totally annihilate the version of reality Im used to If I wake up. This work is fucking scary because you can´t know what is really at the other end of the river until you go there yourself. And nobody can guarantee you that you will be allright

Nice. Something to contemplate but I guess i´ll never fucking get it. Not even with 5-MeO I can get this shit Lol

Then who are you? I get what you are saying. All differences exist in thoughts, not in the present moment. Yet if that is true that would mean that @James123 only exist as a thought. And in reality @James123 is Me. See I can't accept that. Wtf is this joke

Major : Wheat (Make it everything WHOLE GRAIN, whether it's pasta or bread or rice) Pulses (mainly 2 types) (I honestly don't know what is this) Rice (Make it WHOLE GRAIN) Potato (quit this, it just bloats your stomach and gives minimum nutritional value) Clarified butter (ditch it or consume little) 6-8 different regular spices (spices are fine) Occasional : Red kidney beans (Good) Lady finger (what is this?) Taro (what is this?) Different types of fruits during different seasons (mango, muskmelon,etc in summer and carrot, guava, apple,etc. in winter) (VERY GOOD!) Curd (what is this?) Lemonade Chickpea Soyabean Junk food snacks Cottage cheese

I'm probably full of shit.

Anything that IS happening IS Isness Is the present moment happening? Yes Is the rock by the river happening? Yes, but as a thought! Notice the difference between ISness, and just thoughts. Thoughts are also Isness, but careful to confuse the map with the territory. The thought about a rock is not a rock! The thought is just a thought.

You don't need proof for Isness!!! Realize this! In fact this is all a game that I keep playing to deny the fact that only the Present moment exists and everything else is an Imagination. The moment I truly accept this I will die so I keep playing this philosophical games and beliefs as you say.

Lol! Brillant!

Very good post, thanks for sharing. Some juicy insights there contemplate, I'm not kidding. The only thing I would argue is when you say that when I say that I am existing at home, that is not a fact but an assumption. Well, let's not say I am existing, let's just say "something is going on". Some colors are form are existing. Well, al I am saying that is existing. The rock isn't. In fact I already spoiled the whole thing. "The rock isn't. The rock isn't. The rock isn't." What is existence? (Issing...). Colors and forms are issing. The rock is not issing .

Great!!! We are indeed on the path! I keep believing you guys that are already "on the other side" soon to be with you too ?

I came here for the Travis Scott song

Idk, tried 5-MeO last Sunday, but it was confusing af. The universe woke up to itself but I couldn't make sense of much else, except with a subtle knowing that physical reality along with my body is a fucking dream. So God is dreaming everything (it's projecting everything) through my character. Gets quite close to Solipsism I'll tell you that. Others have no minds because others do not exist. Well, pardon me, The appararence of it exist. But what I mean is that God is not living another life right now , for example the life of @allislove and it's experiencing @allislove thoughts.

@Nahm @allislove Well, obviously you have access to more things that your finite mind, but, do you have access to other finite minds? ???

No? @Nahm

Other DO exist. It just that they are in Your Imagination LOL Let me tell you Other POV´s are impossible because the mere concept of other is imaginary since for it to be real must happen HERE, which then it would stop to be "other". The problem with solipsism is that it assumes there´s someone experiecing somethimg, which it isn´t. nobody is playing a game with itself. God is Alone. But that is not the same as solipsism.

You are already connected. There's no "form" disconnected from the universe. You are the universe-all forms literally, Now.

Not three, not two, not one, just YOU

If reality is One, how come I have to "watch out" to not hate and only try to love? If all it's love, why this judgement towards "hating"? "Love yourself" but even if you are hating yourself, even that is love, then why try to change anything. Or is the realization of this non-duality makes one realize the hate was always love?

@WHO IS Because God can't avoid itself. Suffering is not a conscious design. Is just the result of being ONE that can't help itself but to be ONE. Since God is all alone and Being is unavoidable, suffering is unavoidable too. But too is pleasure or joy . It's Infinity so everything comes with it. Suffering, pleasure, sadness, orgasms and donuts.

Have you noticed that the problem with life is not finding a solution, but rather "THE SOLUTION"? In detail, is the solution of the ego. See, the ego complains about life but to solve the problem it won't take A SOLUTION , it will only take the solution that suits it's agenda. For example, some years ago I was obsessed with a person. People would tell me "just forget her and focus on You". That indeed was a solution, that would have totally solved my pain instantly. Yet that solution wasn't something that the ego really wanted. So actually when ego is complaining about suffering or problems, it doesn't care any solutions that might arise if they don't fit exactly what his current agenda out of reality wants See, now I will put a present example. I have a lot of things I could focus on, self actualize. Part of my personality, part of my social life, part of my career, healing...etc. All of those aspects, need solutions. And this generate a kind of anxiety to solve this problems, an stress and activation to find solution to this problems. Yet there is a more bigger solution that is ALWAYS available. Surrender to the present moment, to what is. Surrender to what is going to be this life, each second, no matter what. That would be indeed A SOLUTION for all of this "issues". Notice that I already have the solution! That's it! My life is solved! And yours too! Notice too soon the ego wants to interfere with such a brilliant realization and consider that surrendering and accepting is not a solution for all of those issues. Yet it is. It's just that for the ego all it wants is solutions that FIT HIS AGENDA. But what about your Agenda? Your true agenda is not survival, since you are not really the human being or body that's trying to survive. Therefore, if you are wise enough, you should choose the simplest solution available to you.

Boring or unmotivated jobs. For example I got a new job. Is not great but I more or less do it without much resistance. But of course, as long as I do my dose of Kratom or coffee. I can't do that job sober. And is not because I wouldn't have energy. It's because the Kratom or the coffee numbs me a little bit and give me "mechanical energy" to make it But I know that I quit any of those two my job would be sooo fucking lame and tiring. So I'm at a doubt; Try to do my job withouth them, experience more motivation to find another job, but meanwhile suffer being unmotivated and tired. Or either keep doing them but because it's not going to be so challenging, I am going to be less motivated to find another job or start a business.