Javfly33

@hyruga No, all the work they gave me I always did it and tried to be proactive always. In fact I always tried to be studying or working on some other things when I didn´t got no work so they can see i was trying to be productive. What 'went wrong' basically was that the first project I was assigned to and the reason why I was hired, had no important technologies, so in that whole year that it lasted I couldn´t get any actual valuable work experience that would make me attractive for the following future possible projects. I got lucky and I went into another project 1 year after that one but I for some reason after 2-3 months on it I got moved into the mobile department of it (instead of web), and since the mobile department had quite a steep learning curve I had to be put into tutorial/learning time, which made that the Staffing department decided that since I was not actually contributing to work there I should take another project that came up (but only lasted 2 months and it was also of a dead-end technology). So when this last project ended 2 years 3 months into the company I had virtually no valuable software dev experience, so it seems no more projects could came up for me The move of the stupid Staffing department guy of getting me out of the mobile project was dumb as fuck, I knew it was a bad option when he did it, but i couldn´t say no. But anyways, I accept the responsability is mine because I could have just found another job in all this time, I prioritized the comfortability of the job so now I pay the price of that comfort/risk I took.

I know you think like that. That´s how a devil thinks. Yes, they work a lot. That´s why there are guys living in mansions with 3 Lamborguinis and 2 Ferraris depressed, empty and doing cocaine 5 times a week to have a bit of stimulation in their life. Because what you say "works". My lofty spiritual ideas are just Life goals outside of the sad ones of yours which are aspiring to be a bit better than someone else or having more money or more success than someone else. LOL. How you can know how much action have I taken? I bet much more than you. You haven´t seen anything more than survival in life so everything that is outside of that you call it 'romantization'. Notice how low you have set your bar. I probably dress better than you. Typing this on a Giuseppe Zanottis of 500$. But I did not buy those to feel happy or satisfied it was a representation of beauty, of my internal being. Either way...even If i would be typing this in an 30$ converse it does not matter... when the light of moment of Death comes, we will be stripped naked and everything false will be taken from us. Are you ready for that? Im just warning you...you can not take your money or 'lays' when Life reclaims your life. So careful betting on that for well being, although if you had actually made money or had enough sex with beatiful women you would had already realized that won´t fullfill you.

there is no reality just you... it depends on you if you want to keep the game going or not. Self-annihilation is a step most beings prolong for too many lifetimes seems you want to keep it going so enjoy your 'prison' I guess 👍 Is like you built a house you locked yourself at home and you forgot you have the keys of the door in your pants. What you are is an emptiness which has no existence, only by Identification with his imagination it can create itself as a being. God or the Absolute is still mind/illusion. Love is part of the illusion (not saying that is bad), but is not your essence. You are not bound by your own essence because precisely your essence is boundlessness. Other qualities are liberation, freedom, or non-existence.

Warning, This might be probably the most valuable topic I´ve made in this forum: Desire and Hate are different sides of the same coin. Desire is not Love, one desires only because one sees the other person as fundamentally different, therefore you desire "having that 'exotic' thing" that you do not have. Hate is the response or reaction to desire He desires her She hates him He desires her that she will finally love him 😖 (He desires her love) And she hates him because he does not love her 😤 (desire is felt as separation/absence of love/feeling like an 'object') Two options to resolve this: One He accepts he can not be loved by her, because he wants his love because she hates him. But she hates him because he does not love her. He must love, unconditionally, then she will not hate him anymore. He will not desire anymore. Cycle ended. Two She accepts she can not be loved by him, because he desires her, and desire as we said means difference and separation, (you can not Love something that you think is not you or you think is fundamentally different) She must love, unconditionally, then he will not desire her anymore (because by she loving him he will experience unity with her, therefore Love, therefore desire towards her disappears). This is how you solve a Karmic entanglement between two beings. Sometimes it takes a whole lifetime to see what is really going on.

Is not that you are a devil naturally but you get by the side of the devil when you say suffering can not be avoided or that starting the spiritual path to avoid suffering is an invalid choice. Because that´s what the devil does. The devil rejects the salvation. How a devil can exist? By rejecting God and Truth. Which is precisely what you are doing. Maybe. Or maybe i´ve seen possibilities that you haven´t seen yet.

Reality is a word/concept the ego constructed. As well as world, planet, earth, dimension, existence or infinity. What ultimately we are is absolutely nothing. The absence of existence. Therefore 'real body' is actually infinite. An infinite emptiness Ultimately these are just words, but mind basically creates whole illusion. Freedom from mind means freedom from everything...even from existing. 🙏

Devil detected.

She is just selling you bullshit. I mean is not that she does not say coherent things but that alone won´t make you millionarie. As like there is a recipe for becoming a millonarie...

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yes, i feel brand new omg i needed this I guess, my case though was kind of extreme since i worked like 2 months in this whole year lol

@Sugarcoat DO not believe this guys. They haven´t seen what I´ve seen. Careful some devil stealing the possibility of Liberation for you. Sure, the issue here is that you don´t know what existence is. You think existence is a 'thing'. eternal non-existence is precisely what you are. If doesn´t matter if you can´t die because what you are is literally the absence of existence (No-Thing/That Which is Not: Shiva). Any kind of existence or Experience (doesn´t matter if is a DMT realm with no body and just mind) is still Maya and suffering. The only reason you are experiencing a planet earth and a body is because you are entangled and not liberated. And you are not working towards liberation so you will reincarnate after you die again. As most of the people in this forum will. Spirituality is not about experiencing some samadhi and feeling One with the universe or tripping endlessly and have insights. Those are just opening some doors. That is not escaping the prison. In fact the more doors you open without the clear focus of escaping the more deep you´ll get in the prison. If you don´t know where you are going, if you just start opening doors sensessly, you easily can get more lost and deep in the building. Once you know where you are going (You had a 'peak' outside the prison) you know is real and now every step you take and every door you open is just you looking for the exit, with this attitude one day you will be out.

This is how existence works. It happens with certain type of entanglements between two people.

I´m sorry if with words is not easily understood, I´ll pass you a video I recently recorded:

What is too early for you?

Shiva = That which is Not. 😉🙏💥

Careful, feeling of existence is Still ego. Enlightment is going beyond existence, dissolving oneself, breaking the chains, one of those chains includes feeling you are inside an existence or an experience (this is ego) This does not mean your body or Mind will evaporate, but they will become tools as like a joystick to play a character in a videogame, but one is conscious is beyond and outside the videogame.

Perfectly put. Thoughts means nothing so we might as well have thoughts that vibrate high. At the end of the day the mind seems like like a tool that can direct your life in one direction or another. If a thought makes you feel like a depressed confused schizophrenic is a good indicator to discard it instantly. For example, in the case of the question of the topic @TruthFreedom , a thought that vibrates well with me is "Maybe I could never know it with my mind". That thought already feels like a possibility. If with the mind I could never arrive with a definitive answer, it opens up other ways, other ways that might not be as limited as a mind.

why do you care? Does those thoughts contract your 'right here right now' or it expands it? Thats the only question you need to do in order to know if you should keep entertaining this thoughts/doubts or not.

Nothing like that has ever happened to me. When Girls have been really into me is clear and noticiable. Everything is offensively "easy". The other ones...well, maybe you can "fight It" and try to seduce them/Win them over. But...is usually a Lost Battle. When a girl is attracted to a Guy/feels comfortable with, is very easy for the man to escalate. Is not even escalation is walking the stairs and she is waiting for you

Yeah, looking at his picture profile no wonder

codeacademy is too easy won´t make you learn frontend. Is just something to start and learn the basics. There is no such a thing as learning javascript, frontend, or any programming language. What you are after is becoming a developer/programmer. That comes from doing what I´ve told you. You can learn a language in a week, but that doesn´t make you qualified to be a developer. You have to build the skill of problem solving. Codeacademy is just a resource like anything else.

You mean bhuta shuddhi ? If you do pranayama alone secluded from everyone you will experience high level of prana, while you can be in society living in downtown of the city and feel like a shitty loser where life sucks. Is all about within experience. What i see is that To touch the heart of others you need to be connected to reality, to the reality that they exist and not be stuck in one's mind. The thing is the levels of perception or awareness I´ve reached with pranayama, nothing else hasn´t come close to it. Is like depending on what 'buttons' you push in the human body, there is a noticeable different result in terms of life experience. Yes, we live in a society where nothing more has been explored than material success, all life is about who is making more money, making a living, being with others, all transactional, slavery of the soul, shit. The wise ones go within, realizing only from a place of inner abundance they can enjoy the world and give something of value to the world.

It can only mean two things, she was either not completely safe/comfortable or she just didn´t like you/is attracted to you.

I learned javascript, front end framework React (this is what they teach you in freecodecamp). In the backend i also used javascript (Node.js). I built 3 projects, one a todo list in Vue.js (another js framework) Another one real-time collaborative todo list in React And another one a site to upload photos and create galleries of pictures that you can share with other people, using React in the front end and AWS Cloud services as the backend. Maybe you can build a very simple one the first time to gain confidence, then keep incrementing difficulty until the third one which should be the most difficult one. Also very important do not be discouraged the first times you will encounter 1000 errors and you will get stucked. Keep going and have patience because is the resilience and patience you can have when you encounter this errors that will make you a developer.