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That's neat.i Surely It's funny how the ego slowly starts to corner itself to the point that it can't escape anymore with its own means. At that point is God's time to take the lead ?

I've been there, and I gotta say, it's the apparent honesty, or the apparent recognition, that something needs to be fixed about yourself, that it's the whole problem. You are constructing that identity. I don't know why, but you are. Trust me, I am needy in relationships and I have look everywhere and beyond for causes, shadow work, and so on. There isn't anything. A lot of people had worse childhood than me and are fine. There are more variables than family. The main variable thought, is that there isn't a fixed variable. If you start telling yourself the story of a past, then that's how you construct your suffering.

Nice, that was mesmerising to watch. Was your ego death on Ayahuasca your most profound one ever?

What is it really fucked up and crazy is that there is no time. "We" have been alive "for ever". I mean it's just unbelievable. You have to surrender the mind to not have vertigo just thinking it about it

I can't believe what I just read. Jesus Christ This is comparable to nazi concentration camps

I do . Not recommended at all for spiritual and self development purposes. It's still a much better alternative to other "coping" drugs, but yeah, have in mind is a coping/evasive drug and is addictive for most people, so...can't recommend it really.

@Nahm What worked?

I absolutely can't believe how powerful neediness is to change your body reactions. There is this girl who works at a venue , and I go there about 2-3 times a month to deliver some packages. Well, the first few times I went there, idk why but I was in a good mood and I just started to talking to her and I saw how he became attracted to me. But here's the thing. My mind started to become needy and thinking about how I could ask her number. And from that moment I FUCKED UP. The next times it's been worse and I've been feeling super anxious and having 0 game . From that moment I go into the venue and I my hands start almost trembling and I can't even talk to her. This is INSANE. The first few times I had 100% game and I was so cool talking and "playing" and having fun seducing her. But once I started having thoughts of neediness, it's literally like I am another person The problem is i don't know how to change this. How to go back to having 0 expectations and trying to impress? Lol. I hate my needy mind.

Damn that was actually pretty neat @SamC You killed me there Lol. Yeah I´m trying to show a character of coolness.

Fair enough

Sorry, I didn´t explained myself correctly. The first time I did not play a role, really. That´s why she became clearly attracted. I´m saying, after that, I actually started to put pressure on myself and neediness started to happen. I want to go back to that

@abrakamowse exactly. That's the most interesting thing. That since I am the truth, unless I literally realize what is true, no amount of reading, teaching or advice will do, since I would just be projecting my own authority...scary.

@abrakamowse I agree, I'm open to ideas. So I'm basically open to the idea "others exist" and also to the idea "others do not exist". I am only saying, it seems most people talk from beliefs and ideas. Isn't spirituality to be about what's true? If one have never experienced other avatar than themselves, then the most normal thing to do is to accept that that is the truth. The truth is not "my avatar + other avatar". The truth is "my avatar + belief of other avatar". That's why I have said, if anyone here have actually switched from one person to other and can remember it, then I will shut up. Then the existence of others are actual. Then is not just a belief.

Can you explain it in a different way? I can't understand what you mean by "something" and "everything"

Unfortunately no matter how much I read i can't seem to get it. Please notice I don't want a belief or a perspective or an idea. Not trying to be a dick tho just saying it's important for me I must verify that there are others. Anything else will be a belief. Verifying that there are others ----> experiencing others. Therefore, either A) you remember being other person as God, B) You have switched to being another person and you remember it, C) You are alone as God. See, the idea of "there are others being experienced by God now" it's a belief. Because it's not actualjty. If you are God you must be experiencing them Now as an actuality! I Probably will have to do more trips. But I'm deeply skeptical too people are talking from direct experience here.

@aurum It's impossible my friend. What I experienced today, are actually the same "symptoms" that I had +7-8 years ago with a girl I used to like. In the meanwhile, I have done some psychotherapy , lots of contemplation, introspection + quite a few times psychedelics. The character just won't Fucking Die So I'm basically done with why's, roots, and etc. I'm just going to burn approaching girls and pick up once covid wears off And that's it No more feeding the character. The mere activity of "Trying to find the root cause" it's actually feeding more the problem, which is the belief that I am something that needs to be fixed. And the story of the "I" keeps going. But how come when I was not needy I was behaving like an alpha???

@Moksha And yet Leo is saying there ain't others. So the question about other people's lives or experiences wouldn't make sense. You would only be imagining that to not feel alone. And actually if you think about it, it makes sense. The last thing the ego would have to surrender is the fact that the ego is actually God and only what is the case (actuality) exists .

@Globalcollective Amazing post man, that makes a lot of sense, and lots of juicy insights there. Thank you!

No, by directly becoming IT

Some people in this forum are actually pretty funny. I was just asking for some kind of evidence more than just "Tap water is bad" and people get so triggered loli I actually drink always water from the supermarket because indeed tap water *seems not really clean (it has a kind of smell and is usually less cristalina/light to drink). But precisely because I am doing It because of intuition and not because of solid facts, i was wondering if some people would know more than I do on the topic. Seems everybody is just doing it out of intuition and common sense. Nobody is actually seeing tests of purity of supernarket water Vs tap water And of course tap water from some countries or cities will vary a lot from others. That have to be taken Into consideration too

Right, but at that point the mind is not the typical human mind we are used to use . Although I'm not exactly sure what you mean with the answers being infinite ?

The mind would like to an explanation to exist. But there isn't one. You are falling under the materialism trap. Listen to sadghuru: You can't grasp life with intellect

Why tap water is bad? I yet have to come up with some kind of evidence or basis. The guy who commented works on a water treatment company. Can you detail? And this is impossible to prove it via anecdotical evidence i think

Infinity doesn't need a how. Lol. Something limited would need a how. God is creating your whole human fantasy in the NOW, with not a problem God imagines what is necessary to construct a solid dream and fantasy. And it's not a problem for God, since like I said, words as "how" only make sense from the mind/intellect. God doesn't need a how

How could it can't? There is nothing outside of IT. So it has unlimited power, will, creativity...