Javfly33

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  1. Seems like a words game. If 'eventually' you will exist as a projection of my mind, it doesn't matter if right now you don't exist. Since time doesn't exist either, it's like you DO exist, since at one moment of time God will experience writing in his own forum and replying to Javfly33 (to myself). So honestly I see it as a words game .
  2. Ok, not going to ask anymore. Just want to know, so it comes a time when you trascend that solipsism question?
  3. I've tried but I can't maintain the state. In a sense it doesn't depend on me but of consciousness itself ??
  4. Not my experience at all. That's why I am recommending him to try hcl for plugging. I tried countless times with freebase, upto 35mg. Only placebo/subtle effects . Followed the guide with the vinegar and all of that too. Strange that it works for you better than hcl.
  5. @James123 Definitely. I want to break free of that prison. At the same time I know I am the one which is creating the prison at every moment. So maybe the question would be... How do I stop creating my own prison? I think ultimately I keep creating it because I think I am real. That's why I am pursuing full awakening brother. See being conscious of thoughts it's clear that I am not the thoughts. This brings a space of awareness. I might be that it seems. Yet it doesn't feel total. So I end up feeling like I am real again. Because ultimately I am not sure about any of this. If not I would have died already (the concept of me)
  6. so my topic get locked because of solipsism and this one not ? Can´t help ya brother, im in the same pit as you
  7. Find yourself some HCl for plugging . Then you will understand the hype ?
  8. If I point a gun to your head does silence saves you of pissing your pants ?
  9. As far as I know, the whole point of enlightenment is for the relative self to fall away.
  10. Definitely. But I feel I want to wake up not just because of "ego importance of knowledge" but because I see I could live life so much fully and joyfully if for example id know if death is real or not. I might be very weird but "Stopping seeking" doesn't tell me if death is real or not for me. Stopping seeking doesn't end my confusion. It doesn't end the fear guys.... So that's why I suspect only true awakening can end the fear .
  11. I appreciate the help but I don't think it's possible for me to awaken with meditation unfortunately. Osho is fun to watch tho ? I don't know it, I suspect it.
  12. Because ultimately all emotions are cards of the ego. They might be more honest than thoughts, They are ultimately deceptive too. The absolute Love leo and so on talk about here, is not an emotion but rather the actual 'material' of reality
  13. And what is the illusion exactly? How do you explain reality? Who are you?,
  14. Or each one of us is completely alone in his own imagination? In other words: the chair I see, is that a part of my imagination as God, and you are also experiencing it, or , that chair only and only exists in my POV?
  15. Meh, appreciate the work but I found it too generic and similar lately to other videos.
  16. Sorry but there is something I don't get. This Consciousness, this presence, this thing in which all sounds, vision, body, thoughts are happening, this might be ME. Then what the hell am I alone in the whole world?
  17. How my question is solipsist? I keep doing 5-meo and still don't get it fuck sakes