Javfly33

As far as I know, the whole point of enlightenment is for the relative self to fall away.

Definitely. But I feel I want to wake up not just because of "ego importance of knowledge" but because I see I could live life so much fully and joyfully if for example id know if death is real or not. I might be very weird but "Stopping seeking" doesn't tell me if death is real or not for me. Stopping seeking doesn't end my confusion. It doesn't end the fear guys.... So that's why I suspect only true awakening can end the fear .

I appreciate the help but I don't think it's possible for me to awaken with meditation unfortunately. Osho is fun to watch tho ? I don't know it, I suspect it.

LOL. Most Zen masters are not really awake .

Because ultimately all emotions are cards of the ego. They might be more honest than thoughts, They are ultimately deceptive too. The absolute Love leo and so on talk about here, is not an emotion but rather the actual 'material' of reality

Ok, so you ain't awake and are playing the Advaita card. Cool.

And what is the illusion exactly? How do you explain reality? Who are you?,

Or each one of us is completely alone in his own imagination? In other words: the chair I see, is that a part of my imagination as God, and you are also experiencing it, or , that chair only and only exists in my POV?

Meh, appreciate the work but I found it too generic and similar lately to other videos.

Nonoffen but That seems like self rejection/denial

Sorry but there is something I don't get. This Consciousness, this presence, this thing in which all sounds, vision, body, thoughts are happening, this might be ME. Then what the hell am I alone in the whole world?

It tells me that I hate truth being so difficult to grasp Lol

How my question is solipsist? I keep doing 5-meo and still don't get it fuck sakes

Ask yourself how anything can exist without consciousness if the mere world "existence" happens because of consciousness. You know an object with your Consciousness, isn't it?

Cosmos is something that appears in your mother's, father's, or your dogs POV. But there is nothing outside of this POV, this POV is all that exists. So cosmos is an appearance, but it doesn't exist as a material thing.

There is no cosmos Only you

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Nice ?

wouldn´that be neat lol

Son of a bitch!

Yeah it's even too harsh coming off from you ?

Nice , really nice ?

You can try this exercise: 1. Get yourself a pencil. 2. Put it somewhere, and look at it for half a minute. 3. Now close your eyes, and move to the left or the right some meters. And then look again. 4. Inquire and contemplate how do you know that the pencil you are looking now is the same than before you closing your eyes and moving. After all, there is no evidence of it being the same. Appearances are different. 5. Become conscious that is you that is assuming and projecting that is the same pencil. You are imagining physical reality.

@SamC ??

I struggle with being assertive at work. My work is not that bad but the management is a complete MESS so I feel I get played around a lot (Finishing work later than what I should, working on "optional" days that end up being non optional, etc...) Lately I feel that whenever a situation arises where I think "I should step up" and I don't, I judge myself harshly, reminding me that the problem is never about other people but rather is mine. In a sense it's true, blaming others and things robs you of responsability to change your life.. At the other hand, I feel that this self proclaimed extreme "ownership" of problems puts me in a constant pressure to "prove" myself. If anything happens at work that I feel is unfair and I don't step up, I immediately judge myself harshly and a feeling depressive "you are still not self actualizing/growing at all. Look how they play you around ! arises. Sometimes I would just like to complain and hate the management and how they fucking abuse the slave bee worker. But yeah, I know that if I would be assertive and confidence enough they couldn't (because the law goes in my favour). But sometimes I would just like to accept where I am at and stop judging myself for not being perfect.