Javfly33

What the fuck?

Most people, When the body moves and the mouth talks, they understand this behaviour as something that THEY are Doing. My theory is, that Enlightened people understand this behaviour as a fixed, already written movie in where a body which lacks a real self moves and speaks. With this knowledge, knowing that you are the Awareness behind it, you watch the whole thing unfold, knowing that it couldn't be other way, since this is Infinity. "You" stop struggling Because this is a written movie (infinity) and the lack of free will is total. Welcome to Enlightment. Welcome to the sweetest death .?

@Michael569 what about pea protein from Huel? Ever heard of it?

It doesn't necessarily mean she wants to fuck you. But it at least means (better said; it meant) that she was receptive. Don't be surprised if now you go ask her for her number and she doesn't give it to you. You probably will have pump her state again

You gotta be kidding me. The key to dying was to stick the syringe deep enough in your ass ?.

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Connor Murphy 2.0 Haha I mean Pick up is survival , bias, and attachment. That people try to make it like it's a form of spirituality is kind of... What? Really? I mean it looks really well to tell yourself you are doing it for God realization but the reality is you are doing to get laid and have fun in life.

You are not understanding the game correctly.

More positivity/optimist, less thought stories of could go wrong, more focusing on my well being and less on others, more trust on myself, not believing myself that I am my past (thoughts).

That's a beautiful phrase ?

@Breakingthewall no. I've only tried LSD some years ago and it worked miracles for my ego. Really saved my life. I definitely going to be doing that or mushrooms soon, and park the 5-meo trascendence stuff for some time. Maybe for some weird reason normal psychedelics just work better for my mental health than the potent ones like dmt and 5-meo. Thanks for the help I don't have an issue with reality changing. It's fine. But myself, like, my mind and body, I would like to be different, in the way it acts/interpret stuff, attitude, etc.

? Thanks for the advice. Yeah...it's difficult. I do want a proper awakening Because I feel much of my challenges with self development come from lack of love/hate to my ego, and my strategy is that realizing some deep truths about myself and reality would make to stop hating myself and valuaing myself in a good way. I feel Truth can help my ego. Since my insane neurotic creations are literally delusions and falsehoods... That's why Im still going full throttle with spirituality. I don't think I can actually heal in any other way. And I have to heal Because my life fucking sucks. In the past I would project problems and sufferings onto people and things but now I'm conscious I'm the one which is creating the suffering so that makes it more obvious that I need to get my shit together Lol

The problem is that I'm focusing on spirituality Because personal development didn't worked ? because of ego

@Nahm? Imo It's not that beautiful when you realize you are alone and you wish to go back to ego Consciousness so you can go back to believe other people are real and continue with your "illusion" of life. If I'm honest, you don't exist and I'm creating you right now to accept that I'm God. To which I say: sorry God I will never be able to accept what you are saying. The goal of Enlightment you guys have is absolutely impossible to reach. There is no way nobody is fully conscious is God imagining everything around him. It would complete death and it would be meaningless being in that state .

How much should one wait between trips? I did just one ~1 hour ago (morning) and I was wondering if it would be safe to do another one at the afternoon (maybe 5-6 hours from now).

Im still seeking. The traumatic event is me.

Also the illness itself will change your "imaginary" brain chemistry. But the illness itself is imaginary so fuck it how am I kidding

Yes

After watching last night's episode, today I saw this hot girl who had an impressive fat ass and for the first time I really looked it in a different way. I contemplated that maybe my attraction to sexual feminine traits it's a bias that I created to... Be attracted to the females and not the males! A bias I created Because...I'm playing the game of being identified as a male! So I need to create all of this illusions to keep my agenda alive! Objectively,I'm telling you, a fat ass it's as attractive, valuable or "good" as a pile of the ground, or a tree, or really any object! What if things like "evil" people or "evil" acts are the same? It's all a bias we are projecting Because "evil" acts are just acts that go against our agenda of human survival (and then this can be divided between human male survival and human female survival, which would explain perfectly why sometimes intense debates arise between guys Vs girls. We don't seem to agree in some aspects of social behaviour and that is not coincide. It's because we have different survival agendas. Girls must keep being girls and guys must keep being guys)

That's the whole point that I made in this topic lol

Lol Im sure Richard Dawkins would seriously say yes.

My theory is that because the amount on Focus you have on a psychedelic is magnitudes above the meditation state a common pro meditator can hold as a baseline.

@integral chess ? You gotta be kidding me, no way @Nahm Omg ? Am i that fat ass? Because of infinity right? But infinity feels very far from my current experience. I might not be the body But i do expereice a body with a penis and not with a phat ass. (Which im fine with it, Im just saying. Im.not everything in *actuality).

Dont i need to think perception to know perception? Well thats the funny thing. I doubt there is such a thing as a genetics that you cant change. Evertything CNA change based on your beliefs and self awareness Have you heard of epigenetics?

?? @Swarnim Thats cute man, be Happy you have such a smart sister