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@AdeptusPsychonautica How do you explain then that you have intimate/direct access to Consciousness (Consciousness = Your Bubble) and "we" are outside of it? Your bubble = Direct Consciousness Access / Intimate We/Other People/Physical reality = You having an idea of "we" having Consciousness I mean it is a strange, to say the least. That's why some of us doubts the "assumptions" of physical reality existing in the first place.

Kinda Depressing? But also such a big relief to stop the fantasy of becoming "selfless" ?

@ZzzleepingBear yet emotional vulnerability it's sometimes bad strategy in much of the world we live in. In stage blue/orange societies, emotional vulnerability will get you fucked in the ass, it also won't get you laid If I'd live in a commune stage green/yellow my behaviour would change a lot. I would let go of much of my ego, I would flow and share more from the root and heart chakra energy, etc. But since I am not, I have to make this act of "I don't give a shit, you aint real anyway" to not feel empathic so I can be as selfish as I want and that way I can avoid getting fucked in the ass continually. As I said, the last 2 years I work a lot with connection, emotional vulnerability, etc and honestly all that it reached me is that people are selfish as Fuck, they don't have a clue about non duality so they NEVER will see you as themselves. And so since I can't fucking stand being a selfish prick since I know I am them, solipsism is great because if they are not even real I can behave like a real asshole with no remorse ?

Really Leo? If you get a blowjob and then it turns out it was a guy, would you agree to him giving you another once you have dispelled the illusion that it was a girl? Would you enjoy it the same ? I don't think so.

Or maybe I'm right and you are just my imagination trying to make fall asleep to duality again. ???

You seem very resentful with God (yourself). Remember you created this limitation, it's kind of Lol to think about God as this evil guy outhere. You complaining is God complaining.

Also if you feel jealous of somebody, and it turns out they don't exist, the whole jealous problem dissappears LOL

@Thought Art But it has helped in my social anxiety and behaving more confident in social settings, the fact of realising that other people's minds don't exist. For example if I do something or if I talk to somebody and I cringe the fuck out when I remember the situation, then if I remind myself that the truth is what it is (direct experience), it instantly makes me feel good/relaxed because it makes me realize that I am imagining the whole situation (them thinking I'm weird or bad or whatever). And fuck it, this is the truth. The truth is me walking towards somebody and THATS IT. The truth is not that person watching or thinking about me. That's an IDEA I have. See? It helps. And is the truth.

@TrueGod you read my mind man. I've been doing after my retreat 2 days off 1 day yes of social media and basically its like day and night. I feel so much joyful and relaxed when i Dont enter that shit every 10 fucking minutes . Defintely Will do It more and increase the ratio of the days off, thank you for the advice man!

No, I'm saying I'm God and you are imaginary. Stop tricking me into believing that material reality is real. Your bubble of experience does not exist because I'm imagining you, only my bubble exist. Please confirm this.

@Nahm You Read my mind ??

Thanks, that is inspiring! I hope one day i can become that THX for sharing, But if we are God doesnt that Mean that for example if we are at our room thats the whole universe and other people or cities or parties just doesnt exist?

Yeah, you might have a point. I think i might have developed some kind of spiritual ego. It doesnt change the fact that I'm God & Real and you are only imaginary tho' ?

Yes, very good. We are One

Of course. I know What is true, i know you are just an idea in my mind. i know i am creating you . You are just a figment of my imagination that hasnt yet accepted its own Godhood. Time to accept some stuff brother

Oh no, baby. There's no "deeper level". There is just this level. It's You and you are creating it. Other people are exactly like NPC's. They don't exist at all. You won't even "experience their POV one time" like some users like to say around here. It's time to accept what you have realized and embrace it. And yeah, overall you are so right. It's such good news you don't need anybody to feel complete.

@Nahm ??

Sorry for that ? hope you are doing better. Personally, each time I would do a psychedelic in the past ~2 years, almost always I would fucking cry. Especially with 5-Meo-Dmt, this would be every * fucking* time Until It get to a point I said, "fuck it" , this is nonsense. It came to a point where I realized, that "emotional release" was more stories of the ego in how the ego was maintaining itself. The ego maintains itself in higher consciousness states by fucking crying like a victim. Duh. So it came a point I realized, this is it. Fuck this! I want truth. And so I realize I am creating this BS. You don't need healing, you don't need anything. But you have to realize this personally. It did take a fucking while to realize it. Ugh. What a fucking blessing I'm creating everything.

Don't be so immature.

@Peter Miklis Lol that must have been hard then. I Def not have condoms on my wallet. I just think that when I fuck it's pretty scheduled/planned so I just buy when I expect to fuck. I usually never liked or fantasize about Unexpected fucks in the bathroom of a club or something like that. Don't know what exactly was your situation

Don't worry my friend, everything is good. This reality is to have fun and share joy and love with yourself!

@Nahm Haha @Inliytened1 Do you think Doubting the absolute truth, is the way to forget and fall asleep to the illusion again? After all, since I am the truth, I can always delude myself and doubt myself, since nobody can verify I am it or not, since that would be projecting my authority to you guys. So with this "doubt" I am able to fall asleep again and belief that my mother is real. But it just takes some snap my fingers to realize I am in non duality creating everything . It's truly magical.

After my deep awakening I'm sometimes having thoughts arising in my mind such as: - "Well here I am, creating all this present moment" - "Here I am imagining my mother" (while I was talking to my mother) - "Fuck it who cares he's not real, doesn't matter what I reply to him" (when replying to a Reddit comment). Of course the Ego is saying it's God. But in a sense, if the Ego is conscious that it's God, then this is no lie. The ego is God. However, I wonder if this could create problems in my life. Could I develop some kind of serious mental illness, maybe schizophrenia or delusions of grandeur, if I start to really believe my mother is imaginary and I am creating her? But at the other hand ,If it's true, it's true. I mean I can "roll with it". No problem. I just want to know if this level of consciousness is maintanable at the level of the Ego, or if I will have to forget again that this is my dream and start to believe again that my mother is real. You know, for the sake of the play, and the sanity.

You are right. It's just a thought. That's not the real me.

You forget, obviously. You have forgotten it 1000 thousand times that you have dreamed reality. That's the only way you keep playing the game. Survival can only happen within illusion.