Javfly33

Yes, of course you could also abuse them and use too much, But most people problem is not using them enough, not too much.

Yes, work must be put outside of tripping, but... I think the worst mistake when taking psychedelics is not taking them regularly enough. The ego/homeostasis protects itself by abstaining from tripping by all types of rationalizations, and then of course accuses the psychedelic of not "really working". Bitch you were not supposed to just do a trip a year and expect that to solve your life. ( I have made this mistake )

Nice! That is a powerful sign you really had a potent awakening. Psychedelics or sober?

In my opinion there are two things that keep trauma alive. 1- The triggers, which usually rise up in the body, and you can´t control, it´s not just thoughts. ( For example anxiety would be good example of this. Even if you do a lot of meditation and you are used to let go of thoughts if your body suddenly rises up your adrenaline, cortisol, or whatever, good luck avoiding that. ) 2 - The ego and the personal stuff. Is not only the triggers, is the ego which each time they happened it makes a personal story about it making the problem bigger than it is. ( The illusory self is identify with its trauma therefore it actually helps it survive it in a way. ) So my question is... Do you heal the trauma doing "stuff" until the ego/minor self stops re-feeding the personal story ? Or... Do you heal it with "inner work", for example feeling them emotions, psychedelics work, "sorting out", "getting to the root", etc? 1- Does it requires BOTH approaches to succesfully heal the trauma? 2- Do you think it´s more important the first one or the second one? 3- Is there a third approach?

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@itachi uchiha No But i Heard of It. How/where do you do It? Are they books about It?

Thanks, very complete answer ? Are u sure one can go back in time to heal the trauma? What if i Dont remember? If its usually in your childhood one is now 20-30 years old you really think you can access the memories clearly to heal them/forgive them?

Btw guys you think its Ok if once i quit It I can drink one coffee every two weeks or so like on a friday or saturday to celebrate? Or os this addiciton talking? @flowboy @Gregory1

I woke Up at 4:20 am and I decided to chug down half of MONSTER HYDRO SPORT Bottle (whole Bottle is 650ml, no joke) for breakfast. First, i have a theory that the caffeine that this drinks have are useless. I Dont know why But the caffeine doesnt work as well as in a proper coffee. Secondly, i always have a hard time stopping to drink more because the taste IS SO GOOD. Im sure It has being engineered for months on a lab to make It sugary irresistible. It tastes better than Coke. And thirdly, which i find more concerning and why i decided to open this post, after drinking It my throat starting to Itch and i have to tough It up until the Itch was gone. Also, i had for some minutes Hot/cold rushes. Like..What the fuck? Definetely quitting them altogether. The purpose they have been doing these days since I quit coffee has been plabebo anyway, because the caffeine in them Dont fucking work also lol What a scam

Cook your own food then

I Dont know What is Love leo. That Love thing sounds alien to me. Unless you mean romantic/attachment love. But i intuit you Dont Mean that one.

Truth triggers the devils ?

Reframe them ? cool guys thank you. It´s actually the same thing Nahm said to me

Fuck that seems fucked up. And you see some Monster cans that have 50 or even 60gr of sugar. FUCK this system really. Fucking assholes poisoning childs .

Cool, then its good that i start a new job in 10 days, i have some time then to re-build performance. @Gregory1 Cool. Can´t wait then Lol

Right ? My opinion is the same I did nightgame on a microdose a couple of months ago and i feel i was traumatized (It was the first time i really approached directly and more Girls tho').

@actuallyenlightened ok thank you. Ill try It. What you also think about doing pick Up/socialization of a microdose of Psychedelic if you have social anxiety/approach anxiety? @actuallyenlightened

I want to believe you, But i find hard to believe ? @actuallyenlightened Now seriously , your whole post is very interesting. But i have a question when you Talk about approach anxiety and processing the emotions. How am i supposed to process the emotions if those emotions arise ONLY when i am literally walking towards the Girl and actually speaking to It? If i just walk around that emotions Dont rise Up, making It imposible to process them/letting them go

Yes, of course, I 'agree' in that.? Its all an Infinite Dream where I imagine all sorts of person, places, and things to make It as real as It gets. Although I've never seen the back side of an object, or something outside my Pov, i still have doubts if some kind of material reality exists outside my Absolute Imagination/Perception. But yeah i Hope one day i will accept Im God imagining stuff and Im Alone ? not sure how that would become "Love" But anyways

Finally we agree on something ?

I've been tapering coffee like 2 months like pussy lol . Going down from probably 500-600mg daily to this week that i was doing about 66mg daily (according to my energy drink, But i think its plabebo). From tomorrow im doing 0 coffee to see if i can really Kick this demonic thing for good. Its been 2 months. Yes of course i feel better than when i started, But i can study like 20% of What i used to be Able with coffee (i get tired very fucking fast). The fact that this stuff is harder on the body (wd symptons) that Kratom its just shocking to me. What the fuck sometimes i wonder if i ever Will have energy as i used to on coffee ??? What do you think? How many days you think i got left? @flowboy

@Leo Gura If reality is infinite, wouldnt i live that imagined childhood one time "for real" at least? Its imaginary But It happened. And Dont reply "you just imagined that ;)" ? please

Ha, cute. The basic trick to not accept that you are all Alone and we are not real. ?

@Shin Heres the catch that nobody wants to accept. If you are not awake now, then you are not so sure if What you experienced was Truth If you still feel fear, Guess What, you are not so sure of Truth, if you would be so so so clear to you that What you experienced was Truth, how could you have Fear still? Fear can only if you still have a doubt. You still have a doubt "But maybe we really have a brain" You still have a doubt "But maybe, just maybe, , there is really such a thing as a material reality". "So , just in case, let me save some fear... You know, just in case...". Leo actually talks about this thing about "doubting" in one of live enlightened videos. @Shin @OneHandClap

@flowboy ey, thank you for the motivation! Im much much better now, But Im not done, so i appreaciate your post! Im Closer each day to freedom ?