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Im just imagining all of you. You guys Dont exist.

I agree with that. But i find outrighteous to affirm that they are asked permission to extract their poison. Wtf? Im all ears to hear how they Ask permission to the toad ??‍♂️

@Inliytened1 Did u Lost interest in sex too after ego death?

Its been 8 days since my last trip and i havent jerk off. I just realize that now LoL, since I am beggining to feel some kind of blue balls syndrome on my left testicle LoL. It still amazes me how many benefits of high Consciousness this things have. I've Lost totally the interest in porn and artificial sexual gratification this whole week. Also not binging on social media...i just didnt felt any urge or Desire to do so... Neuroplasticity for the win! ?this things are amazing. Thanks God for imagining Psychedelics ??

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Not socializing/having sex/healing my trauma/shame/not raising my vibrational energy/ending Up like a creepy loser spending racks on online twisted porn. Yeah i think even ending Up using heroin would be even more Happy ending than that

They are asked permission Leo, look, cant you hear them saying "Yes" clearly? ?

Maybe you resonate better with other type of Psychedelic. Keep trying. Also the dose depends.

Being 40 years old Lonely depressed at my home doing drugs or spending hundreds on porn to numb the emotional Pain of my inability to control and master my emotions. Feel i wasted my Life and NY youth and theres no coming back and i have 20 years more of intense suffering. On the Absolute level though, everything is fine, i am God, Absolute and Im not going anywhere. The ego fears are a dream-twisted illusion, everything is fine. @somegirl I found this post interesting! Thanks for creating It!

Thanks for sharing man. Im sorry and i Hope you find a way to live peacefully with your disease,if you cant end Up healing It. Personally i always had this intuition that listening music from headphones has to be worse than on a speaker. This def confirms It. Ill reduce the amount of music i listen to thanks to your post

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Its even worse. @Leo Gura and me (i Dont know about others in the forum) have publicly declared to fantasize of being the Girl in the actual fucking. Thats a twisted turn for sure ??I wonder if thats worse than being a cuck by your definition. Although by your definition i think cuck IS not the correct Word. Because the Girl in the video is not your gf or wife. I think voyeur is a more correct Word.

They are not man-made chemicals. The human just discover the combinations of molecules to produce such a substance. But it's "already there" before any human discovers it. Don´t see it as human engineering, see it as alchemy.

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Expected. Dude, expecting to quit porn in this era with a normie current development it´s not realistic. I suggest you to work on yourself, in all the areas related with porn, and automatically you will stop using porn.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fgNKzf92gNo pd: How to insert youtube videos?

I cant believe this OP ??

Well said ?

@Loba Thanks. I actually want to apologize because of my last reply to you yesterday @lostingenosmaze Having said that guys , heres the Issue I find with your logic: I've been "instrospecting" for years, It hasnt gotten me anywhere. Thats why i am skeptic of all those words such as "understanding", "healing", "going deeper" "the past", "shadows", "past wounds", "subconscious", etc. I just havent gotten results. Thats why i am skeptic with that approach. Where are the results? I Dont see them. But thanks for your help, Im sure its well intented. Ill try to integrate It in my current world view on how things work.

I mean idk. Its like you would Tell a crack addict to Accept his addiction. The Life of Smoking crack its never going to get confortable or manageable, It Will just suck over and over. The only way out is healing. I Dont have an issue "toleraring" the Pain of the addiction. Just at least Dont Tell me i cant do anything and i have to love being powerless. Give me a break with this progressive liberal BS

I think your advice damages me more than empowers me, But thanks i Guess.

?????Thanks brother Im sure It happened several times in the past, But i can remember one very Deep traumatic experience when i was a kid at school... however remember It havent solved me much.

I appreaciate your guidance But just believing words its just Ideology

Unfortunately due to social anxiety I feel very difficult to tell her this since for me it´s humiliating since she´s a girl. But I think I am having progress in social anxiety, maybe I will be able to do it.

Yes, you are right. In that sense, the addiction is not the problem. Ultimately @Mu_ I think the issue is my inability to feel and understand my emotions. ? No shit,uh? But yeah you are right. I am seeing a therapist each 2 weeks , although I haven´t told her anything about findom. Not sure what she would think about it.