Javfly33

?????Thanks brother Im sure It happened several times in the past, But i can remember one very Deep traumatic experience when i was a kid at school... however remember It havent solved me much.

I appreaciate your guidance But just believing words its just Ideology

Unfortunately due to social anxiety I feel very difficult to tell her this since for me it´s humiliating since she´s a girl. But I think I am having progress in social anxiety, maybe I will be able to do it.

Yes, you are right. In that sense, the addiction is not the problem. Ultimately @Mu_ I think the issue is my inability to feel and understand my emotions. ? No shit,uh? But yeah you are right. I am seeing a therapist each 2 weeks , although I haven´t told her anything about findom. Not sure what she would think about it.

What people call social anxiety I call "the thoughts that tells you that this that just happened means that YOU ARE BAD". When you feel those thoughts, it hurts. So you run away. But, instead of panicking, hate, or trying to get away of it, I have started to open myself to feeling fully, as much as I can. And I discovered something. If this terrible feeling it's the TRUTH, then it shouldn´t be a problem , right? I mean if I am BAD, then thoughts that say "what this person just said or not said PROVES THAT YOU ARE BAD", shouldn't really hurt. Like, I should "like it". If those were truth, of course... On the other hand, if IT´S NOT THE TRUTH, then, fuck, it makes sense that feels bad. If I am NOT BAD, but I am having a thought that says that I am Bad, well, makes kinda sense that one's Consciousness reacts in a "this is not good" kinda of way. Let's just put it this way: The pain you feel is THE DISCORDANCE with who you are, the pain is NOT the truth. I know this sounds exactly like Nahm, but it's literally what I have discovered in my last LSD trip. I think I am really onto something now to completely get out of this freaking hell I´ve living all my life guys.

I would do 1 More than 1 might get too intense for a newbie . IMO half a blotter can get too stimulating and confusing. With Psychedelics not always less is better For example ime a dose such as 25ug is uncomfortable as fuck for me

Who cares about women respecting you? As long as you respect yourself ?‍♂️

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LoL . Pardon me , who you are to value the quality of Nahm´s spiritual advice? Nahm's didn't give any spiritual advice anyways, he was about giving you the "Truth". Which is of course different from the concept of most people have spirituality of. I guess that's why with most people didn't resonate much. People still think the truth will be given you in precise, concrete words. Well yeah, that ain't going to happen.

Nice ? "Therapy", "I need to heal", "victim of the past", etc", Are concepts that feel bad now. (Shit I am starting to talk like Nahm, I hope I don't get kicked out)

What do you feel when that happens?

The issue is, most guys won't think it's possible precisely because the thoughts they experience about themselves

Nowdays I slide ´in all the DMs I can, basically ? That should answer your question young lady.

I can relate, I don't think you need any technique more than just FEELING that shit. Don't be scared to feel whatever thoughts you experience (It might include your girlfriend, or not). Don´t say "how do I escape this tension." More, how can I open myself to this ? How can I breath through this feeling? Can I allow myself to love whatever I am feeling? Now, Feeling and Choosing what is best. Peace man.

All of this to say "I am God and I imagine things, in which some of those things I call "humans" "? Just kidding man , thanks for sharing ?

@Nahm Can´t the thoughts be true and still feel freaking bad ? Like "holy shit that really hurt, but maybe its just true and I have to accept it".

Thanks ??

Thanks brother also if you want to check my previous post ?? you might find interesting to read that too

I've tried in the past, back on the days when i was on nofap. Installing web blockers and so on. But you end Up always finding a way to access it again I just think the only way out IS to change the way i think/ feel etc so i Dont find appealing so much to do this stuff. For example, i would never do findom to male doms. The mere thought makes me laugh. So its only to certain Girls. So What It is? What It is that i hate so much about them And feel inferior to them? Why do i give a shit about the money they make or not? <<<< all of this shadow must be cleansed and deconstructed. Also, because really my issue is global. Now is findom yeah, But actually this feeling of inferiority/need of validation/envy/injustice I already experienced with a girl about 5 years ago. It became a virus in my own mind. The amount of suffering It made me was incredible. So from that i suspect my mind have some serious trauma which makes It create this kind of thoughts and emotions. I think Basically social anxiety/findom etc It all boils down/is the same shit. It is produced because how my mind thinks about me/others, a Deep structure that findom trigger very Deep i think. Thats why even though i hate to lose so much money i know the addiction is not really the problem. My problem is this whole structure i think.

From my experience, I Its basically based on a Deep terrorific pain of humiliation, shame about yourself, and injustice from Girls that you think they hate you or you Dont deserve. It gets particularly painful when after a findom session you talk to her trying to make her feel empathy for you , saying how much suffering this gives you, and help you, she does and makes You feel better. You think you Dont hate her so much anymore now. Maybe she and I, we are not that different. But at the Next day you see shes receiving money from other Guy with no spark of remorse. Thats when i experience an unbearable level of suffering and injustice i couldn't put into words. But its the kind that makes You wonder if Life its even worth living. @Thought Art

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Cmoooon funny as fuck ?