Javfly33

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  1. Urban latino/reggaeton: Bad Bunny, Rauw Alejandro, etc.
  2. No urges so far after my lsd trip 10 days ago. The thought of It just makes me laugh
  3. Thoughts are addictive
  4. Microdoses of Lsd are horrible for pickup, especially nightgame, I can say It from personal experience...
  5. Guys please, stop. Neither of you are real. I am imagining there are forum Users debating about reality so i can feel less Alone and still believe in the illusion.
  6. Absolutely agree Buddy. My first lsd trip healed my depression/anxiety thought loops, but since I was 3-4 years since doing It again It came back as always. So It seems regular use of moderate doses of psychs + meditation its the way to go to not go completely insane by the damn ego structure
  7. I think its the opposite. I find lots of Girls attractive due probably to my neediness and attachment to her validation. On the weekends i enter a loop of thoughts of anxiety-overwhelment in regards with going out so even though i know plenty of people to hang out with i Dont because i know Im not going to be comfortable. It sucks but something Tells me always being suffering is no way to reach the goals neither. There must be a way i can feel good and at the same time socialize too.
  8. Can Leo confirm that this explanation explains all of reality? I really like It man, I Hope your are right. Its non duality and at the same time It saves you from pure Solipsism. I Hope you are right! ??
  9. I agree with that. But i find outrighteous to affirm that they are asked permission to extract their poison. Wtf? Im all ears to hear how they Ask permission to the toad ??‍♂️
  10. @Inliytened1 Did u Lost interest in sex too after ego death?
  11. Its been 8 days since my last trip and i havent jerk off. I just realize that now LoL, since I am beggining to feel some kind of blue balls syndrome on my left testicle LoL. It still amazes me how many benefits of high Consciousness this things have. I've Lost totally the interest in porn and artificial sexual gratification this whole week. Also not binging on social media...i just didnt felt any urge or Desire to do so... Neuroplasticity for the win! ?this things are amazing. Thanks God for imagining Psychedelics ??
  12. Not socializing/having sex/healing my trauma/shame/not raising my vibrational energy/ending Up like a creepy loser spending racks on online twisted porn. Yeah i think even ending Up using heroin would be even more Happy ending than that
  13. They are asked permission Leo, look, cant you hear them saying "Yes" clearly? ?
  14. Maybe you resonate better with other type of Psychedelic. Keep trying. Also the dose depends.
  15. Being 40 years old Lonely depressed at my home doing drugs or spending hundreds on porn to numb the emotional Pain of my inability to control and master my emotions. Feel i wasted my Life and NY youth and theres no coming back and i have 20 years more of intense suffering. On the Absolute level though, everything is fine, i am God, Absolute and Im not going anywhere. The ego fears are a dream-twisted illusion, everything is fine. @somegirl I found this post interesting! Thanks for creating It!
  16. Thanks for sharing man. Im sorry and i Hope you find a way to live peacefully with your disease,if you cant end Up healing It. Personally i always had this intuition that listening music from headphones has to be worse than on a speaker. This def confirms It. Ill reduce the amount of music i listen to thanks to your post
  17. Its even worse. @Leo Gura and me (i Dont know about others in the forum) have publicly declared to fantasize of being the Girl in the actual fucking. Thats a twisted turn for sure ??I wonder if thats worse than being a cuck by your definition. Although by your definition i think cuck IS not the correct Word. Because the Girl in the video is not your gf or wife. I think voyeur is a more correct Word.