Javfly33

Awakening comes with a clear realization of something. Seems yours was "just" a blissful pleasurable state. Really applaud your results, not everybody can say that. What is your meditation technique? I got jealous of all of that bliss lol

@integral @Stretch Don´t be so smartass. The Love I´m talking have nothing to do with agreeing or not. Hate happens within LOVE, dummy.

You right. Couldn't have said it better. @M A J I All can be an opportunity to grow

Sometimes if I close my eyes and a certain thing happens, there is an absolute disappearance of sense of existing as a subject inside a body, like, completely gone to the point every perceptions that is happening around me it's The love that I am. It's like watching your Kid expressing itself, and you can only drip love for that kid watching him. Thanks for existing, I love you all ❤️?

God is such that can hate itself sometimes

Of course Love is the most important thing and worthwhile thing. What is more important than fucking Love?? Fucking buying a Mercedes? Going on holidays? Having a matcha latte? Can't you see people ARE NOT Satisfied with the materialist pursue of happiness and love? Can't you see it doesn't fucking work and people do a mess of the world, by being asleep of what they are? You think what I tried to do was childish? Nope. What I did today was what it had to be done. The fuck is this nonsense. You guys are starting to defend the indefendable.

It was done out of Love for Myself.

I have to disagree! I've had realizations as strong and some even clearer than with the "toad". Although I have only taken 5-meo, not really toad not sure if that matters

I see ? The irony is that this came up because they were discussing if astrology could influence your trip. So they were already in a kind of metaphysical point to begin . Yup.

With the "Game" I mean the game of seeking Love-Union, etc... If you look closely, the only reason there is a lack of Love in your life (I'm assuming there is, maybe you are an exception, correct if I'm wrong), it's because there are thoughts that are not "pure" light, and you identify with this thoughts. The lack of self awareness of you being Absolute Light, absolute Love, makes it so that you put up with this shitty thoughts and mind that tells you you are not absolutely complete and perfect right now. And where this thoughts were created? In trauma, I suppose. There must be a moment in your life where you accepted you were less than fucking Light, and bum, you fucked up right there. Notice that all fucking humans are seeking something, they are seeking that sweet feeling of Love and Grandiosity, why? They are literally that light and love and Grandiosity. Well, because of trauma, past, the story of the ego. So its very twisted, there is no a single fucking being that don't carry some sort of fucked up belief or trauma about themselves, that makes it for them not possible to be feeling Love constantly, so they need to be constantly seeking it outside in form of validation from people, achievements, things, entertainment.

So I´ve discovered that of all the drugs I´ve tried, opiates definitely hit the 'key' in the sense that they 'erase' my trauma type of thoughts like no other drug. I finally feel fucking normal and with no 'karma' when I take them. Fortunately I don't have any problem or addiction with them, since one of the downsides of them its that they block higher sensitivity and perception so you can't really feel the highest emotions and states of consciousness of reality. After a while, particularly I find them just boring and wouldn't be on them as a habit. However,I wonder if I should do a trip with ibogaine, even though I don't have an addiction, it seems opiates fit the piece of the puzzle of my trauma so maybe taking a psychedelic that apparently 'heals' people with addiction to opiates could also heal my trauma. What do you think? I´m kind of tired of trying to heal my shit with psychedelics and I was lately on a 100% sober path with straight meditation and yoga. It's definitely working for me on the 'transcendence' part. I am getting to incredible states of consciousness which I could never have believed they were possible with sober methods. But I´m finding that they are not solving the trauma. I still get triggered and it's still there. Maybe I get triggered 70% less and life is way more stable, but I still find they are not solving it. Has anyone tried Ibogaine in this sub?? I never see people talking about it in trip repots.

I've heard opium is one of the most addictive opiates out there, so maybe look something else. Also the fact you will have your own 'thing' you can get the stuff from will probably make it very easy for you to make it a habit. Also, opiates dull psychedelic effects, so its a waste for that matter.

We are not talking about 'it'. (Whatever that 'it' is for you). We are discussing how to maintain certain pleasurable states of consciousness.

Uh, the million dollar question. We all have touched Heaven for some time in one way or another, but how many are able to maintain it and not let it become just a cute memory to brag about.

The Native Americans and Black People have definitely suffer a lot, relatively speaking, you can definitely say that compared to a normie white American. I get that. What you are missing is that God is not Black People or Native Americans only, God is Black People AND The Masters that had slaves. Black People play a part in the dream, and the Masters that had slaves and abused them also play a part in the dream. It has been designed perfectly to balance everything out. Also, notice that you have no direct experience of Slavery. All of that you read in a book, movies, culture, etc. Consider the possibility that you are Imagining all of that.

If you think there are some injustices in the world or that some people have it better than others, etc... I just want you to know that it just looks that way. God is completely unified and intelligent. What I mean with that is that even though you might think "Oh, that judge is giving a very unfair sentence to that guy that didn't have it that easy in life and maybe it had to do this or that to get by in life". Well, God is the Judge and the Accused. God absolutely knows what is doing. God is playing a Universal game that its interconnected with all things and beings. There are no mistakes or unfairnesses in the design. Think about it, is God is absolutely One with itself, how the fuck would it benefit some being or aspect or reality OVER ANOTHER?? For that God must to be biased. And it's not. Because its God, its not a self, its not a single, concrete being. Its the Whole fucking thing. So obviously everything is going like it should. No one or no thing is getting 'better' treatment or 'better luck' in this dream-play. Its all perfectly balanced.

I don't think the correct word is skeptical. If you were truly skeptical you wouldn't need to 'drop' anything because the materialism illusion is something that is Created by the mind. If you were skeptic you wouldn't´ believe the thoughts of the mind so easily. (Not saying this as an attack or anything because due to culture indoctrination we all have been "Creating" the illusion though) None of that. Those are still views, beliefs, thoughts. The whole purpose of spirituality is to get your mind, body and life energies to such a point of clarity and intensity that no thought, theory of philosophy could ever get close to. Love is realized when letting go of ALL beliefs.

I call it 'God´s eternal waiting room'. Right now you can look around and you might think you are seeing physical objects that other people can see, and you are looking at buildings, or your laptop, or whatever, that you might think another human built and so on. But no, that's the story of the ego Actually you are inside your own Mind, absolutely Alone, dreaming all of that shit, and you will be always here for eternity. Imagining all kind of things that you think are 'outside you'. Ironically realising this God´s eternal waiting room its the most pleasurable, highest, joyful state of consciousness you could ever get. You think that if other person or things aren't 'real' then it would be terrible or depressing. But no, actually the true euphoria and grandiosity of the present will be when you realize this present moment it's absolutely You, and you can't be 'touched' here by anyone. Eternally Alone, Eternally in Oneness HEAVEN

It definitely can help and release knots. The issue is, if you don't have an daily practice that somehow emulates this, the ego comes back and the knot will be formed again. So by all means try and trip what you want but beware that if you don't have a proper energized sadhana-practices to keep that knot-karma at bay, then you are not going to resolve much.

I work on software dev and lately I do the absolute neccesary to just not get fired. Before I was like all excited to become very good on the field, try to increase the salary every x time, etc... but honestly it all seem pointless, why learn anything else since CHATGPT does everything to you. Also my country sucks it pays a cashier of a supermarket almos the same as a junior dev LoL. Fucking Spain. Why memorise anything? It's absolutely nonsensical. Also let's just not talk about the fact that most projects of software development are absolutely nonsensical, all to try to make money but 0 conscious goals. If at least the job would entail helping to a good cause that its worth it, then it would be more easy to do more than the minimal. Anyone just fucking bored with this kind of jobs?

Im literally saying that dude. what's your problem with me you literally wanting beef wit me in each post I make @r0ckyreed You don´t understand the profoundity of what i´m saying. You think it's a word game. Its not. Your lack of awakening its preposterous.

I don't agree. I thought exactly as Leo in the past. For the ego it's very easy to think like that to justify and maintain doing the same things over and over. I just suspect that Leo hasn't tried one of this practices and that's why he thinks is not possible. And of course, he will never try them at this point because of his excessive narcissism that tells him that other Gurus or Teachings are -x1000 inferior to their awakenings. So yeah, what can you do when someone it's stucked at that phase. That sounds very fanatic-like thinking.

Interesting. Have you tried it? Man I´m really getting inclined to try Iboga, taking into consideration lately I´m into all African stuff since my energetic awakening

The only way is to remove compulsions and mechanical behaviour, thus a spiritual practice and consciousness-raising methods are crucial for this.

Ok, I´m just saying that because I see lots of people here in this forum just completely 'abandoned' to psychedelics and less and less doing 'sober practices' and I find it very sad that this people are convinced that its not possible to get to very high states without substances. I feel that Leo´s narrative of 'you can't get to this level of awakening with meditating, not in 1000 years' has contributed to that limiting belief.