Javfly33

I do have scepticism in some way to sadhguru too. For example when he talks about certain histories about Yogis, or similar stuff...I wonder, where this guy get that information? Because he says that he never read a book. But he has lots of stories to tell constantly. So what, he 'downloads' that information into his mind or what? lmao

In a proper 5-MeO trip, there is only one person there. So no sex, it would just masturbation ?

I don't think that is a legit point to call him out as fake. When I talk with people about certain things of spirituality and meditation, I literally say the same thing over and over. Memory and mechanic phrases get into your brain and you just say the same things over and over in the same way about a certain topic. That doesn't mean that I´m bullshitting the other person though. I´m sure he could be more natural, but you can't expect to him be like this in a normie conference in usa (or any part of the world). When he is out in the world to preach his fundamental teachings he can't be too much natural or people would freak out or not listen to him. Go to Minute 1:30:20 in the following video. What you see in the video won't ever happen in conferences. In fact, it is deeply risky and gets you in a very vulnerable state to be like he is in the video (and the energy process he is doing). Only because he is in the ashram with people that are involved in the word and do intense sadhana, he can start showing some capabilities beyond just regurgitating some cool phrases like you say. By the way, the same has happened to me in a personal more small scale. I recently started giving meditation/energy process meet-ups to people in my city. The more authentic it is, the less people come. In my city The ones that do the easy bullshit meditation, are the ones that people come to. In the end I have stopped giving them. This society can't handle authenticity and Truth,, so you have to sell them easy kind of bullshitty chunk pieces of the whole thing so they get minimally interested in it.

That's quite the rationalisation right there. Another perspective is, Psychedelics maybe have serious side effects in terms of the energetic body If I have to make a analysis after all this years I would say psychedelics have been amazing in providing great times in terms of euphoria and freedom from thought, but the baggage that gets twisted in the middle of it (because of the ego still being active most of the trip, even though people think is not) can be a serious side effect. If you have more anxiety from psychedelic use, they are clearly not working for you.( IMO ) Is actually the ego that now wants to defend psychedelics at any cost, that says 'meh, but is because im in empath now'.

Once you get the message, hang up the phone. I have used to LSD in the past too and experienced some breakthroughs and I felt I was un releasing trauma and so on until it all started to feel too much Loopey kind of way. Overall I would say stay away from this type of energetic-psychologic twisting psychedelics Lsd for a long time, come back when you feel you just want to enjoy a trip. Now just give it time, it will pass! Hang in there!

Psylocibin my friend

@jimwell ???? Real work there, thanks for sharing. I will note some of that advice to put into practice, specially the one about distancing oneself from toxic people, and rectifying my internal destruction

Learn proper classic Yoga from a teacher. The key to produce this states is 'written' on your own body/breath. You will have to 'make it' by doing certain practices and techniques. I learned from sadhguru but who ever you choice, make sure he/she knows what it is doing and is not just gymnastics. Oh no, I have cancelled this year because I had a lot of expenses Next year. Yes, it feels like heaven. All of your sensory surroundings (particularly sounds since eyes are usually closed) become like little diamonds dripping tears of Love and Bliss. You become One with that. Yoga = Union ?

IME, The best state ever is not a psychedelic peak, or any type of substance induced state. It is absolute concentration and intensity of your awareness, to such a level that feeling of Time completely disappears, and there is just Raw Awareness. In this state anything that happens on awareness is an orgasm on its own, a sound feels Ecstatic, each breath feels like heaven, this is what all humans beings should strive for. If you think you know blissfulness or ecstasy because of having taking MDMA or 300ug of Lsd, I´m just telling you, you haven't scratched the surface of how certain state of consciousness of God can feel like. I piss on mdma or heroin or whatever, this state of consciousness is beyond anything that a chemical could trigger. This is a pure Explosion of perfection. And, this can not be achieved for a long time while residing in normal society, only retreated in a place outside of the matrix influence, this can be lived. All types efforts to feel pleasure love or accomplishment through material goals are stupid, because they do not touch 1% of the bliss and heaven this state of consciousness is. I do have material attachments I want to burn, but once I´m done with that, I will say goodbye to the game. I will retreat to some ashram and in exchange of peeling potatoes 8 hours a day, I will be in heaven rest of the day. ?

What is wrong with directors making Movies with high level of violence? I know that violence happens in reality, but I don't see the point in literally traumatising the spectator for life. I just saw a movie where it depicted tortures and extreme violence to humans. This energies will be forever imprinted not just in my memory but in my energy system, ill have to do profound healing work for this to be transcended. carefull with watching this type of things on a usual. This type of 'media' food greatly impacts your energy and sensitivity system. Most people don't end up prisoners on a fascist regime and endure extreme violent treatment, but this directors are making movies to show everyone this shit mass-like. I´m so pissed right now of what I watched.

Yeah the mindfuck is the beater thinks is doing a good thing...

I think Leo is right, saying 'God is infinite self-deception'. God is infinite tricks, infinite imagination. It even imagines such a thing as spiritual gurus, Love-Oneness, non-duality, etc... so it can feel 'connected' to 'others', by literally imagining that they exist. What a trickster you are! Tricks and deception are neccesary for the game to be played. Embrace being totally lost in the dream, I think there's nothing else to do. Just to forget, awake, forget, awake, endlessly, for eternity.

I don't mean karma but just traumatising memories... Yeah, that is definetely right. It is a projection of myself. Honestly, when I see this type of what I initially say is 'cruel' stuff, it helps to see that there is only One Self. So basically the beater is also the guy getting beaten up. I watched one time a guy from a Mexican cartel getting their heart out of their chest while being alive, yeah, that shit is so fucked up. The movie was Modelo 77 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prison_77 Maybe it was traumatising specially for me because it is written based on real events and from my country (Spain) not so many time ago, so I guess it hits home and feels more real.

Thinking about it I have realized I´ve always had a deep sense of shame about myself just for no fucking reason. I used to project the causes to external or internal facts, but then I would realize 'Oh no, people who have also done this or have not done this, do not feel like I do, so that external thing can not be the cause'. Then I have started to think about a memory I have when I was a kid, for some weird reason I was in the country house of my grandpas, and I was naked (maybe my and my cousins were having a bath, who knows), and there was this guy (which was a neighbour of the house near ours), at one point we were alone (rest of the family was in the back part of the house I guess), and if my memory does recall correctly, he looked at my dick and did some strange creepy smile (memory is foggy, can't say exactly if something else happened but I would say it was just that), and I think right there.... I experienced a sense of shame about myself (about my sexuality I guess?). So that could be the 'ground' where the sense of shame about myself, just for no reason, arised? Of course, calling this 'sexual abuse' is way debatable, back before I would just understand this memory as a creepy experience, but then looking at the internet according to some sites this is considered child sexual abuse lmao. So, I guess this discovery could answer some questions about myself...

If you have energy why you want to sleep more? I don't get it.

Oh, I totally get what you say. Absolutely I don't have the intention of building an identity out of it. It was just pure curiosity.

You are in the wrong forum then. Here most of people are too *cool to be interested in *selfish motives like prioritizing feeling Good within. You are on the right path. Only when you accept state of consciousness is all that you care about, you actually will make progress in spirituality. There is no Truth to realize or seek, if experientially your life does not have an exuberant, profoundness, intensity, effortless, blissful, tone all over it. This is a message that most people do not want to accept here, but it is what it is. Once you are Blissful, it doesn't really matter what thoughts, data, or phenomena you explore. It is secondary, it was always secondary. First feeling like a King within. Then everything else that comes, is just details.

???? Topic closed OP, as leo says why you thinking about that shit? Chances are if you get a gf she has had other partners before you, this is not the Stone Age. How old are you?

What that does mean? ?? No please, no more shadow work I've done that crap for 3 lifetimes already.

Great! Time to go within now

When summer comes I get so Incredibly nostalgic of all the amazing times I had previous summers in spiritual retreats. This retreats would consist on going to the mountains (a house of my family that nobody usually goes there, or either I rent something around) for a week at least and taking psychedelics almost everyday The level of insight and specially profoundness that I have gotten out of this retreats is incomparable to anything else...they are in my memory for ever...they are memories of profound information and Healing beyond anything else a human can provide... I truly recommend people do this, at least 1 a year, if their economy/work allows it. Is very important to retreat from the social forces and matrix. Is very important that you go to a deeply nature/raw environment. It will make the trips much more intense and clear.

Me too ? Damn, too much competition I see ?

Emotions are a very important part of most of us, is one of the most important drives of our lifes...and even maybe they were for starting the spiritual path... But at one point they must be abandoned if one wants to go beyond the typical forces of the ego and survival. What does this mean? Well, it means that if you are doing things right, emotion won't be an important thing in your life. A car does not need emotion to move, just the necessary ingredients. A full actualized human neither. Emotion was constructed for survival, there is nothing beautiful or romantic about it . Of course, a sweet loving emotion is way better than an angry emotion state. But, is still Maya, survival forces, and ultimately, not liberation or Mastery of the game. But what about Love? Of course, the actual Love we are seeking, is not an emotion. It goes beyond human emotion. Is a state of consciousness beyond those petty limited emotions. The same goes with any other kind of "High state" of consciousness. One of the common denominator is that there won't be emotion in it. Because emotion (any kind) implies suffering, limitations, knot, entanglement, attachment. It won't let you fully be free, it won't set you free from the bounds. Explosion can not happen if there is emotion in your system. Namaste

it can, until it gets tired and it doesn't and is mortal again ?

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