Javfly33

What is wrong with directors making Movies with high level of violence? I know that violence happens in reality, but I don't see the point in literally traumatising the spectator for life. I just saw a movie where it depicted tortures and extreme violence to humans. This energies will be forever imprinted not just in my memory but in my energy system, ill have to do profound healing work for this to be transcended. carefull with watching this type of things on a usual. This type of 'media' food greatly impacts your energy and sensitivity system. Most people don't end up prisoners on a fascist regime and endure extreme violent treatment, but this directors are making movies to show everyone this shit mass-like. I´m so pissed right now of what I watched.

Yeah the mindfuck is the beater thinks is doing a good thing...

I think Leo is right, saying 'God is infinite self-deception'. God is infinite tricks, infinite imagination. It even imagines such a thing as spiritual gurus, Love-Oneness, non-duality, etc... so it can feel 'connected' to 'others', by literally imagining that they exist. What a trickster you are! Tricks and deception are neccesary for the game to be played. Embrace being totally lost in the dream, I think there's nothing else to do. Just to forget, awake, forget, awake, endlessly, for eternity.

I don't mean karma but just traumatising memories... Yeah, that is definetely right. It is a projection of myself. Honestly, when I see this type of what I initially say is 'cruel' stuff, it helps to see that there is only One Self. So basically the beater is also the guy getting beaten up. I watched one time a guy from a Mexican cartel getting their heart out of their chest while being alive, yeah, that shit is so fucked up. The movie was Modelo 77 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prison_77 Maybe it was traumatising specially for me because it is written based on real events and from my country (Spain) not so many time ago, so I guess it hits home and feels more real.

Thinking about it I have realized I´ve always had a deep sense of shame about myself just for no fucking reason. I used to project the causes to external or internal facts, but then I would realize 'Oh no, people who have also done this or have not done this, do not feel like I do, so that external thing can not be the cause'. Then I have started to think about a memory I have when I was a kid, for some weird reason I was in the country house of my grandpas, and I was naked (maybe my and my cousins were having a bath, who knows), and there was this guy (which was a neighbour of the house near ours), at one point we were alone (rest of the family was in the back part of the house I guess), and if my memory does recall correctly, he looked at my dick and did some strange creepy smile (memory is foggy, can't say exactly if something else happened but I would say it was just that), and I think right there.... I experienced a sense of shame about myself (about my sexuality I guess?). So that could be the 'ground' where the sense of shame about myself, just for no reason, arised? Of course, calling this 'sexual abuse' is way debatable, back before I would just understand this memory as a creepy experience, but then looking at the internet according to some sites this is considered child sexual abuse lmao. So, I guess this discovery could answer some questions about myself...

If you have energy why you want to sleep more? I don't get it.

Oh, I totally get what you say. Absolutely I don't have the intention of building an identity out of it. It was just pure curiosity.

You are in the wrong forum then. Here most of people are too *cool to be interested in *selfish motives like prioritizing feeling Good within. You are on the right path. Only when you accept state of consciousness is all that you care about, you actually will make progress in spirituality. There is no Truth to realize or seek, if experientially your life does not have an exuberant, profoundness, intensity, effortless, blissful, tone all over it. This is a message that most people do not want to accept here, but it is what it is. Once you are Blissful, it doesn't really matter what thoughts, data, or phenomena you explore. It is secondary, it was always secondary. First feeling like a King within. Then everything else that comes, is just details.

???? Topic closed OP, as leo says why you thinking about that shit? Chances are if you get a gf she has had other partners before you, this is not the Stone Age. How old are you?

What that does mean? ?? No please, no more shadow work I've done that crap for 3 lifetimes already.

Great! Time to go within now

When summer comes I get so Incredibly nostalgic of all the amazing times I had previous summers in spiritual retreats. This retreats would consist on going to the mountains (a house of my family that nobody usually goes there, or either I rent something around) for a week at least and taking psychedelics almost everyday The level of insight and specially profoundness that I have gotten out of this retreats is incomparable to anything else...they are in my memory for ever...they are memories of profound information and Healing beyond anything else a human can provide... I truly recommend people do this, at least 1 a year, if their economy/work allows it. Is very important to retreat from the social forces and matrix. Is very important that you go to a deeply nature/raw environment. It will make the trips much more intense and clear.

Me too ? Damn, too much competition I see ?

Emotions are a very important part of most of us, is one of the most important drives of our lifes...and even maybe they were for starting the spiritual path... But at one point they must be abandoned if one wants to go beyond the typical forces of the ego and survival. What does this mean? Well, it means that if you are doing things right, emotion won't be an important thing in your life. A car does not need emotion to move, just the necessary ingredients. A full actualized human neither. Emotion was constructed for survival, there is nothing beautiful or romantic about it . Of course, a sweet loving emotion is way better than an angry emotion state. But, is still Maya, survival forces, and ultimately, not liberation or Mastery of the game. But what about Love? Of course, the actual Love we are seeking, is not an emotion. It goes beyond human emotion. Is a state of consciousness beyond those petty limited emotions. The same goes with any other kind of "High state" of consciousness. One of the common denominator is that there won't be emotion in it. Because emotion (any kind) implies suffering, limitations, knot, entanglement, attachment. It won't let you fully be free, it won't set you free from the bounds. Explosion can not happen if there is emotion in your system. Namaste

it can, until it gets tired and it doesn't and is mortal again ?

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The Bliss some of us we are talking here, is not within the mental/psychological process. What most people understand as happiness is still Maya and suffering, positive thoughts, excitement, peacefulness. That's great and I wish most of the world would be in that. But still, I just want to reiterate, those are still mental states. That is not Bliss.

What is the feeling of happiness? Happiness means different things for different people, I'm not sure I understand you correctly.

@Bazooka Jesus Notice that in a 'high state', there is no such a thing as a thought or mental understanding of "I'm in a high state, I'm enjoying this because I can compare it to a low state such as being miserable or stressed!". No! It just instantly feels good! And if you would reside in the high state for 50 years straight, it would still feel good. Because the state has nothing to do with thoughts or memory, The reason a 'High state' feels good, is because energetically is more close to Who you Are, than a low state. Here's a fact, if you stop experiencing your physical body, I can guarantee you it will feel like the best orgasm in the world. It feels like that because Who You Are is not the body, so when it experiences that freedom from bondage, it automatically feels Fucking Awesome. If it wasn't because I know you guys have done psychedelics, I would say you guys that reject Bliss have never ever touch actual Bliss. If not you would not be saying such a things. Overall, what I'm trying to say is that Bliss, Love, Ecstasy, you name it, does not happen in the mind or in the psychological process, this means, is not bound to rules of memory or comparison. Bliss will always feel bliss. Because is not something of the mind or Thought. Is a state that "resembles" or mimics Who You Are: Freedom, Boundlessness, Explosion, Ilimitation.

It is a shame that God lost the control and master of what it literally created. But it is a more a shame to God not actually wanting to reclaim their power! Damn. What can you tell them. They are God, misery or salvation, is their choice at the end of the day.

A rock does not have consciousness. But, your reflection is good. There are certain ways of beings where the intensity of aliveness and easiness of body is so pumped up, then that 'chemical phenomena' can produce non-dual, no self experiences. No matter what this forum says, this is all beings want. And while they say here they are too cool and they enjoy some suffering here and there, every little step or word they write is subconsciously a move towards this freedom. Their ego might lie, but their real Nature knows what it wants.

When I do this asana after certain yogic stretches/processes: Instantly it happens a dissolution of Localization of Consciousness. There is nothing to be done for me, no "trying" to concentrate, not "trying to let go" of thoughts, nothing. I just sit and it happens. This is what it means with tuning and firing up certain energy channels in the body, it means that you don't have to go seeking heaven, heaven comes to you. If you tune your body in a certain way, things will happen. Veerasana: The Hero's pose. It is said it is called like that because is a way of you reclaiming the BIG THING vs the smallest things. The whole asana is a way of saying I´m not going to let small petty things (thoughts, attachments, ego), surpass the big thing (Me, Mind, Consciousness).

I can attest to this. I have a friend that eats quite quite bad, yet he is 53 and looks like he is 38. He is always super relaxed and with energy. He used to practice Tantra sessions, Reiki, and so on. He is pretty awake. He just understands that everything is mind. He doesn't brainwashed himself with beliefs and thoughts that the food he is going to eat is horrible (like I do LoL) so he just gets nourished pretty good even by the "worst" food.

Science (or better said "Bro science") calls it a dopamine hit, the one that common humans nowdays try to seek through scrolling their phone, posting a message on social media, smoking, porn, a drink, hanging out with a dear friend, you name it. The thing is, humans are seeking this dopamine hit because they haven't found a tool to produce this on their own, internally, without external stimulation. Pursuing truth and external goals is fine, and it has a place in life. But first handling inner internal balance and well being is crucial so we don't make a fool out ourselves outside, or we burn up the planet trying to "fulfill out purpose". The planet is fucked due to too many people and CEOs fulfilling their purpose, seeking their dopamine high. What would happen if you could trigger this inner stillness and satisfaction on your own? Just knowing and discovering some tricks of your own body, of your own inner energies. Just imagine, if you could have a switch to feel totally complete and your own, how free and effortless any type of action you want to do on the outside/material reality/society would be. Right now people are feeling meh on the inside, so they are trying any type of action and trick so whatever achievement and goal that is accomplished finally stimulates this dopamine high. Is time to swift the mechanics 180°. First I feel like a God within me, because of no reason, (just because I'm God, I don't need a reason to feel Good). Then from that place, any challenge or task is a joy.

If it could be communicated everyone would be Awake mate