Javfly33

im sure it has more or less same benefits as with men

@Seed absolutely not

Sure. I meant there is not a you that is below consciousness, or that is held by consciousness

of course, that's how nature works the solution is, burn that sex karma, fuck and lick, and suck and all of that, and then quit the game because it will toxify you deeply

except there is not a you

This is a pretty good description of one of the most peak state of consciousness I´ve reached. The intensity and union is so much that you lose complete sense of physical body. This is beyond pleasure, so sometimes I find difficult to describe this state, but that phrase of " where you begin and where your body ends "energeticly" so to speak." pretty much describes it accurately. Least to say is better than sex. Because in that state you are having sex with everything in reality, not just a woman.

what you mean sitting up?

@Hello from Russia Of course, literally in all yoga i´ve learn, meditation is only done AFTER the energy practices. So there is absolutely no 'effort' to meditate, you just sit there to reap the benefits of what you sew previously . Meditation withouth intense activation of energies/awareness, is a kind of a waste of time imo.

have you tried 3-meo-pcp? Dissociatives are cool but use them sparingly, they can be habit forming and if becoming a habit they are not 100% safe.

Who told you that you have to 'surrender'? Surrender is the gold word for those that do not know how to handle and ride the Phenomena of life, of this body, of this system. When you are in that situation, then surrender might be a good solace to get by. Is like this, if you are being beaten, maybe if you surrender the hits will be less painful, if you don't fight the pain, maybe the pain will be feel less, maybe they will hit you less intensely. But is that really the best way? Really? More crap picked up from spiritual ideologies. You did not came up with that yourself alone in your room.

Coffee is useful if you have to do boring or unmotivating as fuck jobs, if you don't need an external artificial push stimulation, becoming physically dependent to coffee is dumb. As any drug iit has is price to pay, I will quit it when I have a good job

only dumb people eat meat

Love: Music Nature Being aware of the breath Exercise Hate: Findom goddesses ?

I don't know, I never tried to replay it, but I think is true, you can't download the stuff

I can relate. My whole Life has been dominated by FOMO. In fact right now i live a life that is very far from what i would like to live, justo because of fomo.

Nothing is not experienced. You are nothing. Sleep does not happen

@Someone here nice conclusion ??

The solution is to realize is just mind conclusions. Wheter you affirm solipsism is true, or wheter you affirm is false, is just a mind conclusion. It must come a point where you realize there is something beyond making silly conclusions about reality.

4 years later... You keep doing topics about solipsism ?

@Leo Gura

lol

Is funny that you say, I´ve spent +4K in Findom for the past 3-4 years, I was a virgin, absolutely no self-confidence in my attractiveness, and put women on a pedestal. Findom was THE GOLD rush because I got all that my mind thought it was true. That I was shit and she was gold. And I know lots of guys in the same. I talked to a lot domes and findommes. They use this fucked up rationalisations such as that the men have tons of money and are successful but want to experience submission and thats what they do it. Holy fucking shit how fucking far they are from the reality. No, the guy that does findom is a guy that is at the level of brokenness inside that is more close to suicide than other thing. I can guarantee you a men that can pull girls do not pay for the attention of a girl. How fucking dare are you give me lectures about femdom and findom. Lmao. I can show you my PayPal history. This girls just can't stomach the fact that are making money of men that are broken inside. There are domes that literally say 'You are paying me tonight because you are a loser and can't get laid'. THEY EXACTLY fucking now who their 'clients' (or better said, victims, or better said, PREY) are. Girs that do findom are one of the human beings with lowers integrity and heart on the fucking planet. If I was a guy and I would have an only fans, I would not drain the bank account of an insecure girl that maybe their physical attractiveness is not good. But maybe those standards are too high for you giving the quality of the response you have given me. I find funny reading your reply because you are so fucking far from the reality. Is unfathomable. Is so fucking unfair the indescribable amount of pain I´ve felt in that shit and you talking like is nothing. No, this crap is the worst pain and suffering I´ve experience in my whole life. No, is not fucking fair that you show those girls as being angels. They are fucking demons. But of course, you are in the game. Your mind does not want to hear the truth. Of course not. But anyways this shouldn't even be directed towards you. In the same way I say girls who do Findom or hard-related Femdom stuff, are one of the worst type of humans in this planet, I also say hookers saved my life. When I realized that I could pay to feel loved and touched and treated in a good way, I realized... why then I have been paying to be treated with constant psychological violence and basically like a shit? Of course, I guess because I didn't knew any better lmao. And because the girls that are into femdom-findom as a lifestyle are so fucking bad humans that will motivate-try to maintain that their clients keep being insecure males that don't get laid ever or feel loved. The more damaged and broken you are, the more money they will do off you. It works in a twisted way. Having survived that world it gives you humility at how bad, cruel and crude humans can get.

If you are Awake or Highly Conscious there's no fucking way at the same time you are justifying or normalizing being bored, having addictions or compulsions to the phone, videogames, etc... Here's why. If you are actually AWAKE, and you find yourself a Tuesday evening at 10PM on your house alone, there's no fucking way there is a need or a craving to seek stimulation or "entertainment" through a screen, talking to someone, watching a dumb YouTube video, etc... Why? Well, if you are actually deeply Awake and Conscious, just the mere phenomena of being ALIVE, of watching "dumb" objects appearing in front of you (a wall, a chair, a kitchen sink), hearing noises outside your home like dogs barking, traffic, etc...all of this becomes just deeply interesting on its own. Why? Because life is not anymore a dumb object. You are inside a wonderful marvelous creation, and you are AWAKE. You are in AWE just by the mere fact that you are conscious of Consciousness. Everything becomes mystical... everything. Just the act of breathing and existing becomes a completely enchanting phenomena to be conscious. Everything seems magical, because it is. And you can not fucking get tired of it. So there you go. The great test to "measure" your awakeness. Fast and easy. Know today how awake you are. If you are not in love and in awe with the mere fact of breathing and existing, guess what...you are not fucking awake!

Ok, that's interesting that you say that. So subconsciously you intuit that even though they get pleasure out of it is not the best thing to do? Subconsciously you feel you are hurting him or what? So you think there are women that are actually into it/enjoy it? Sometimes I wonder, no girl can do that for a living on a daily basis if she doesn't get a sadistic kick out of it, but then I also sometimes like to think, no, there's no way some people are that fucked up and get enjoyment from humiliating and taking money from people. So after a lot of time into that fetish I still not sure how much of it is fantasy (men asking to be humiliated and women just creating a role to fullfill that fantasy and making money in return) and how much is real (psychopathic women actually getting off in a fucked up way by humiliating weak or vulnerable simp men). And of course, by getting off I don't mean sexually but... in an emotionally way . Like when you have trauma inside and you just want to pay your internal pay/rage with someone else. Although there must be something of reality into it. Like, how the fuck some women are Dominatrix for years if they don't get a kick out of it? How can someone make their entire living just totally acting? Although thats literally what a prostitute says on a video that Leo posted of Las Vegas. That sex workers become the greatest actors and fake everything. I wonder if behind every apparent sadistic cruel Dominatrix is an insecure or normal person like anyone else LoL.

So you are not those miserable progressives that just rationalise all fetishes by saying 'As long as they get pleasure from it Is OK'. Thank God someone within the industry with some integrity. I guess if you've heard of ball busting you must have heard of Findom. I´ve watched some videos of guys paying 300$ in person to a girl, this girl kicking their balls, and then saying good bye. Talk about psychology damaged.