Javfly33

If you are Awake or Highly Conscious there's no fucking way at the same time you are justifying or normalizing being bored, having addictions or compulsions to the phone, videogames, etc... Here's why. If you are actually AWAKE, and you find yourself a Tuesday evening at 10PM on your house alone, there's no fucking way there is a need or a craving to seek stimulation or "entertainment" through a screen, talking to someone, watching a dumb YouTube video, etc... Why? Well, if you are actually deeply Awake and Conscious, just the mere phenomena of being ALIVE, of watching "dumb" objects appearing in front of you (a wall, a chair, a kitchen sink), hearing noises outside your home like dogs barking, traffic, etc...all of this becomes just deeply interesting on its own. Why? Because life is not anymore a dumb object. You are inside a wonderful marvelous creation, and you are AWAKE. You are in AWE just by the mere fact that you are conscious of Consciousness. Everything becomes mystical... everything. Just the act of breathing and existing becomes a completely enchanting phenomena to be conscious. Everything seems magical, because it is. And you can not fucking get tired of it. So there you go. The great test to "measure" your awakeness. Fast and easy. Know today how awake you are. If you are not in love and in awe with the mere fact of breathing and existing, guess what...you are not fucking awake!

Ok, that's interesting that you say that. So subconsciously you intuit that even though they get pleasure out of it is not the best thing to do? Subconsciously you feel you are hurting him or what? So you think there are women that are actually into it/enjoy it? Sometimes I wonder, no girl can do that for a living on a daily basis if she doesn't get a sadistic kick out of it, but then I also sometimes like to think, no, there's no way some people are that fucked up and get enjoyment from humiliating and taking money from people. So after a lot of time into that fetish I still not sure how much of it is fantasy (men asking to be humiliated and women just creating a role to fullfill that fantasy and making money in return) and how much is real (psychopathic women actually getting off in a fucked up way by humiliating weak or vulnerable simp men). And of course, by getting off I don't mean sexually but... in an emotionally way . Like when you have trauma inside and you just want to pay your internal pay/rage with someone else. Although there must be something of reality into it. Like, how the fuck some women are Dominatrix for years if they don't get a kick out of it? How can someone make their entire living just totally acting? Although thats literally what a prostitute says on a video that Leo posted of Las Vegas. That sex workers become the greatest actors and fake everything. I wonder if behind every apparent sadistic cruel Dominatrix is an insecure or normal person like anyone else LoL.

So you are not those miserable progressives that just rationalise all fetishes by saying 'As long as they get pleasure from it Is OK'. Thank God someone within the industry with some integrity. I guess if you've heard of ball busting you must have heard of Findom. I´ve watched some videos of guys paying 300$ in person to a girl, this girl kicking their balls, and then saying good bye. Talk about psychology damaged.

wow this is quite the misoginistic post

who says female hookers are psychologically damaged? wooow you are being judgemental here

What is this 'God' you talk about? Where is it? Have you seen it ? These type of mental gymnastics are great for providing solace, when you actually want to master Life and grow a pair, you'll have to stop telling you this hunky dory phrases.

@Salvijus Of course not everyone benefits from the same practices, but by for some reason I don't see Leo sitting in siddashana with hands facing upwards receiving the lectures lmao, or receiving the initiation while shamavhi when sadhguru do the hand palms energetic trick. I find hard to believe that that has happened. He said 'One day live training'. That doesn't look like the inner engineering course.

what is this 'relative' and 'absolute' domain? Can see only One Reality.

I´m not sure that was my point. I don't know what you mean with the absolute and relative. In my experience, there is only one reality-life. But this reality-life can be lived in a such a tremendous difference, depending your internal state of consciousness. My point was that spiritual work does change your life experience. I found shocking that people are saying they are so Awake, they got it all figured out, meanwhile they justify that being more Awake than Buddha doesn't necessarily mean you won't have a chocolate Milka addiction. I mean c'mon, wtf guys? Doing mental gymnastics and accumulating conclusions about reality, doesn't necessarily make a change in your life experience. Saying you are God and so fucking Awake while being depressed or bored (not talking about you, just generally) is fucking hilarious. I mean at what point of self-deception and short-sightedness one must come to tell themselves that and believe it just like that. You are right though, I am not enlightened. I never said I was.

@Carl-Richard Thank God someone said it! I thought I was alone here.

@Vrubel Sadhguru says Snakes has a certain 'radar' that makes them go to those places where there are beings vibrating in very peaceful/calm states of consciousness. He says is common for Yogis that get into Samadhi states, that many cobras appear in front of the person. Like the snake is attracted to high consciousness states.

I do appreciate OP topic, I like the reality and rawness of it. She misses his ex. Just sharing the pain, I get him.

Do it... you only live once. I want to go to India too in a few years when I really burn myself up of western culture, which im getting close lol.

It seems that there is attachment to thought when Consciousness is not activated, or awake, at a certain point or intensity. When there is enough activation, Consciousness becomes conscious of itself, of the fact that It is Real, and It Is Existing. When this happens, attachment to thought as a way to identify oneself with 'something' (a thought), is no longer there. Because, in that state, Consciousness clearly knows, what it is = Itself. So no more "grabbing the next thought so I can exist. " Since Consciousness at that point is existing by itself, then the compulsion to grabbing onto thoughts ends. At that point there can never be a personal thought. Thoughts at that level are seen as heart pumps. Just another phenomena of the body. When Consciousness is asleep, or not activated enough, is looking for something that defines it. Thought enters. Identification with thought enters. The ego is created and maintained, as long as Consciousness is asleep, not conscious of itself, it will constantly look in thoughts is existence. The only solution seems to be, to activate/awake ourselves.

There is no such a thing as "knowing" your true nature. There is only You being You. BEING is different than knowing. Direct activation or Awakening of yourself is direct, it can not be put into a box by labeling it, so later you can use that label as that would be the same as the ACTUAL Awakening. I think is the classic trap of confusing the map with the territory. You being Awake is a phenomena. The phenomenona of Life becoming very intense and conscious of itself. This can not be saved as a trophy and put it in your drawer, so you can say "In 2007 I got enlightened". Nope. This Game is Always Now. Now. Now. Now.

Maybe there is no such a thing as a nisardagatta, chogyam or an Alan Watts self that is "enlightened". Maybe Enlightment is not an achievement. Reality: Now. Are you conscious Now? No? Then you are not AWAKE. "But I was conscious 2 months ago when I had this experience and yada yada!!". No! Fuck your bullshit. Stop the games. This Life is About Now. How Awake and Activated you as Consciousness are, Now. Not what your intellect tells you what is enlightenment or that you are enlightened. That's bullshit.

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Ime what worked was not allowing it to be triggered in the first place. Changing my state previously, either by exercising, meditation, or popping a pill. Anything to be in a state beyond the trauma-weak-state.

Proper Yoga practice I´ve only learn it from sadhguru courses (inner engineering & Angamardana) but I would say in the process of doing them I´ve learn some 'tricks' of my body-energy system, even though i learned them while or after doing the practices, I wouldn't say I learned them from sadhguru himself, like is being more of a discovery. I don't know if I explain myself

Wow, I´m envious. Can't help you in this but wish you a good trip! PD: Maybe visit Kailash https://www.travelchinaguide.com/attraction/tibet/ngari/mount-kailash.htm

Is a good foundational course, I think for the price asked it has a lot of value for your money. Regarding the Yoga practices, in the course you just learn 1 Kriya and some asanas. Is not that you will get a bunch of things taught to you, but I think is enough to see for yourself if is something that works or not. Yes, the practices taught are powerful enough to produce high states of consciousness. This might sound as fake but the reality is there is no chemical in the planet (at least the ones i've tried) that can produce the states of consciousness I´ve touched with Yoga and certain tools I´ve learn mostly from sadhguru. In my experience no meditation technique or similar spiritual tool I´ve tried touch in the slightest to the intensity and power of Shamavhi Kriya. But again, it should not surprised you because if you are careful notice how most of spiritual teachers never use the word 'explosion, bliss, intensity, exuberance...etc'. as sadhguru does almost all the time when talking about the practices. This should give you a hint. Most of spiritual jargon is 'peace, letting go...' etc. Cool and useful stuff when you are trying to be somewhat calm in life and not too stressed, but not powerful enough to enter to samadhi or other ecstatic energetic levels that can compete in the league of the drug-induced states that we are interested (and of course, easily surpass them at one point) IME, Sadhguru teachings are in a whole, whole, other level.

education system is based on accumulating data and memory, all focus is put on intellectual understanding. To know something as fundamental as life itself, you have to go beyond intellect

Girl not everyone lives on the USA ? Noted, not a bad idea.

You will get addicted to videos and chocolate if you are in a compulsive state of consciousness, not in a conscious state. This is great, but is obviously not being AWAKE. If you are eating constantly chocolate, you are not in a enough high awareness state.

How much months you have left to pay your debt? I guess that will be the number of months you will be enslaved. Then from that moment I guess is just finding yourself a better paying job.