Javfly33

You should inspect what you mean by "clear".

So is a belief, not a fact. I'm talking about a fact: you will lose your physical human body. You are building and adding a belief on top of it. Notice that.

God can get into different states of consciousness. When you sit to meditate or do yoga and close your eyes and you get into that pure silent orgasmic light that's God being conscious. But those are little times. Most time God is running around shitless scared and doing unconscious shit. So basically God is asleep in its own dream.

Common sense tells you that when your physical body stops working you will go to another physical body? Really?

I remember 3-MeO-PCP worked very well for my "social anxiety". But health risks are unknown. It might be toxic in long term. Hell it does feel toxic even at short-mid term lol. As I've said in the past if one is going to get into a dissociative habit for these kind of things, much safer to pop oxys Oxycodone is by far the most effective and safe substance I've tried for "social anxiety" . You're more clear headed than on a disso and no health risk except constipation but that's easily treatable with fiber good diet and some supplements here and there.

Is simple, God is an unconscious motherfucker, look at the compulsive unconscious thing it has created with humans. I curse him to see if it wakes the fuck up. The curse of God is being unconscious. Look at the ukraine-russia war. That's God being unconscious.

Who told you that?

Hahaha I guess.

God allows murder and rape. Where are the morals there? Life is an absolute unmoral thing. Our macabre unconscious God that created all of this is to blame for it.

Is literally what I think. God is stupid if not it would have created a world with much less suffering. And btw you say "is all worth it". Worth it for what? Are we going to heaven or something after death of the body?

Hahaha try that in Spain. Here with a new recent law that got passed all it takes is the word of the female as proof .

Thanks for the hopes but I think we must accept Is a meaningless phenomena.

I think attraction goes deeper than doing pick up. I mean you have to realize before pick up was a thing there were still attractive males and not attractive males.

I like that, I have stopped to trying to have morals or trying thinks in a conscious way. It just doesn't work. I'm just going to be selfish and let the fucker that created this macabre game (Reality) solve it itself.

Cold approaching just increases the number of women you met by X10 or x100. Is just a numbers game, if you are ok with the quantity of women you are meeting you don't need to cold approach.

Well said ? couldn't agree more

Is this a parallel topic to my original topic of women might have unconscious hate to men?

Let's not normalize fetishes for the sake of it I'm sick of this psychopathic women normalizing this fetishes. There's no way is healthy for a man to kneel in front of a girl and handing them half of their month salary and then kissing their boots. Thank god I never had fallen so low, but I must say I have sent hundreds of money to random women on the internet. For some reason the feeling of inferiority and humilating gets very pleasurable and exciting at that moment. I have made peace with that and I have came to a conclusion if I had to fight that urge for the rest of my life (as a cronic alcoholic) that's what I will do. My mission is to choose love and power, no matter how seductive and exciting the urges gets at some points. Submitting to weakness and self hate is not my mission of this life. Is power and winning the battle with the mind. I also think the more success and relationships I have with women the less I will find attractive that crap. Society has totally fallen us if society defends femdom. Never after I had success with a girl, I had the urge to go practice femdom. Is only when you feel like crap within you want to get beaten. Fighting everyday ?? there's no other thing to do I guess

And overall I´m not surprised at all. The teaching of adyashanti was very conceptual like and meditation does not modify much the state of consciousness outside the 20-30 minute you are meditating. When you get up the cushion much of the entanglements and karmic bonds, over stimulation of mind, etc... is again the master. Maybe that activation of gray matter makes the mind a bit more slower, but is clearly not potent at all to make a significant mistake in pleasure life experience. As humans we should get to a place of being honest with ourselves. What matters is state! The experience within! We must focus our energy and attention in achieving mastery of that. If within one is not feeling completely right and free of suffering, who cares what happens on the outside ? Who cares what realisations you have? Who cares what understanding of the 'Self' you have?

Is not nonsense, it just shows that he didn't achieved much. Why you guys keep setting the bar for spirituality as having realisations or understanding. If you guys would set the bar at mastering mind-body-energy, etc, then we would see how little people are getting to somewhere actually real. I wouldn't be surprised if 99% of 'spiritual masters' are masters of memories and conceptual models, but not actual States of Consciousness. @Leo Gura You yourself made a video of 'Everything is a state of Consciousness' Leo. Why not make the goal spirituality that. That the state of consciousness is what matters. And nothing more.

I´m not coming back to spirituality until I have a healthy relationship with women. Daily pickup, gym and going out every weekend until I solve this.

Today I dabbled a bit in findom twitter but got sick realising I value too much for that crap. Decided I'm going to get back a bit into pick up and go back to the gym. Reconstructing myself after a hard rejection. I think with this new wave of consciousness after this break up will give me more clarity and strength to live and pursue a life of healthy sexuality and relating in a healthy way with women

Well said ??

And is getting worse. Comparing to how my fathers used to mate, nowdays dating game and man-woman relationship is a brutal jungle.

??? Nah, but seriously, I think findom will not be an issue in my life when I have enough women on my life and I'm stable in the assertive masculine energy and not in the nice guy-expect validation from woman mode. I don't think there's other way. I spent a lot of time trying to heal me and all of that but it hasn't worked. It just seems I've been avoiding the harsh reality that this dating game is a jungle and one has to defend itself and become strong within. I've tried to deny this harsh reality but is time for me to accept the rules of the game.