ryuzaki

i am following this guy for about a year now and I enjoy listening to him now and then

Here is my first release on Spotify. Its a Lofi EP called „Under Water“ with 5 Tracks. https://sptfy.com/OFH5 Would be happy if someone gave it a listen!

I have a psychosis background and Risperidone is working great for me. It could help you with your crazy thoughts and other symptoms. I have no side effects too.

Hello, I am a pianist, but I can't practice properly because of a tension in my right forarm (extensor muscles). When I play with that tension, after a while it begins to hurt. And the strange thing is, when I try to relax it while playing, I have to moan and cry. It's like pushing a button. The more I relax, the more I have to cry. It can get really loud. Also my body moves around. So I can't play like that. The best thing I can do, is to warm up before playing, and then when playing try to relax it to the point I don't have to cry yet. But then there is still some tension. I don't feel free. I believe I could play much better if I was able to relax properly. Even now when I'm not playing, I feel tension in the arm and when I relax it I get sad and have to cry. When bending my fingers to play the keys it gets amplified. Has anyone experienced something similair? Also last summer it was worse and I think it was because I was manic. I tried to "let it all out" and cried a lot, but it seemed endless. I went to a physio therapist. That helped, but it's not enough. So I'm not manic now and it doesn't hurt as bad but it is definitely a problem for me because it keeps me from practising.

This summer I had my 5th psychotic /manic phase. And right now I have my 5th depression phase. I feel you.

Leo mentioned evolution in his infinite intelligence video 2 years or so ago. He also said he might dedicate a video to the topic. I'm waiting for it since then ??

from https://blog.ted.com/graham-hancock-and-rupert-sheldrake-a-fresh-take/

hey I am facing the same issues

isnt it hard to imagine that a biological creature could delevope this awareness we have now? if I allow for an awarness to just exist.. i find that easier to imagine...

And some Music:

ipad and fresco

if you want to do nothing, try to do nothing, but without distractions if you manage to cut out distractions, real stuff will come

I think if you shut down this sub forum, people will still want to talk about this stuff so it will just appear in the other sub forums. it might be better to have it separate so people can decide to indulge in or stay away from it. Furthermore I think it's ok to "waste" time.