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I already meditate for 10 minutes before I start working. My diet is already very good. I'm fit. But, I want to add some bodybuilding to my daily routine because I am a lean guy. I do a bit of calisthenics and stretching between work sessions. 10 minute meditation is not enough. I am trying to install a habit of meditating 20 minutes after I finish working each day. Because I'm a beginner meditator, the results I get from meditation are less than mediocre. I want to at least get some basic success because my finance is dwindling. Are there high-yield techniques that produce results fast? I need help with procrastination and distraction and addiction. If I conquered those, I would be much more productive. Perhaps, should I ingest the mixture of MDMA, LSD, 5-MeO DMT, and salvia while electrically stimulating myself with CES machine as TJ Reeves suggests? TJ Reeves talks about his vision of mass-produced instant enlightenment by taking 4 drugs at once while electrically stimulating oneself with CES machine. He seems to call it infinity gauntlet. That sounds crazy, though.

Sorry for being mean. The idea of having sex with a deaf woman felt like a fetish. Imagine that I could call her all the exciting names like bitch and pig during sex and she would not know. This stokes a fetish in my mind. My mind saw you smiling at her while you imagine such a wild monkey sex. I'm a perverted monkey.

Ocean is an emergent phenomenon of various kinds of molecules. In theory, ocean is just molecules of water, salt, and so on. But, ocean displays emergent properties that do not exist in individual molecules. Perhaps, ego is an emergent property of a physical body in the universe.

You might need to learn more english grammar because I see grammatical errors in your sentences. As you learn grammar, practice writing by writing on forums, blogs, and chatting servers.

I don't want to multitask, most of the time. I usually want to focus on one thing at a time.

@Victor Mgazi I'm still confused about ego and consciousness. My vision is not my thoughts. My senses are not my thoughts.

I quit my last job. I'm making my new career.

I'm a man. It's hard to get more ethical than direct communiation of your desire to have sex.

@11modal11 http://wordgravity.blogspot.com/2008/01/coral-vmeme-emerges.html talks about coral as guardianship. https://medium.com/@sterlingcooley/coral-meme-spiral-dynamics-level-9-3db412799198 talks about coral as warriorship. http://wordgravity.blogspot.com/2009/04/more-on-coral-vmeme.html says I don't know which one is correct. We know very little about Coral.

@11modal11 I just read https://medium.com/@sterlingcooley/coral-meme-spiral-dynamics-level-9-3db412799198 and http://wordgravity.blogspot.com/2008/01/coral-vmeme-emerges.html It seems Coral isn't the perfect level I thought it would be. It seems Spiral Dynamics seems to collapse after Stage Turquoise.

It reveals human's machine-like nature. I remember the following quote from "Detroit Become Human". Man, I'm starting to contemplate death again.

If you omitted spiritual growth, you could look like a pervert.

According to research, girls' priorities are 1. Power // Wealth and social status required to push genes down many generations. Pushing genes down generations requires power. 2. Personality // Intelligence, Humor, and other personality traits related to being good partners and fathers. Psychopaths fail personality test. 3. Good genes // Appaearance

Let's be honest here. Men are attracted to simple visual cues primarily. Bad personality repels. Good personality is secondary to visual cues. Personality : Kind, open-minded, mentally stable, playful, lustful, difficult to annoy, clean, orderly Body : Full bodily symmetry, healthy hair, round face, straight teeth, no gum smile, high cheek bones, mature leg-to-body ratio, waist to hip ratio of 0.6~0.8, large beautiful breasts, a bit of fat on body, a bit more fat on thighs, shoulders should not be too wide, supple skin Financial : No debt. Doesn't spend money a lot. That looks like specification of an optimized machine. Basically, a kind fully-grown fertility goddess. I don't care much about fashion. The opposite of man. Such a creature may not exist on this planet. Perhaps, my standards are too high.

Leo again blows our minds. My mind is blown. Thanks leo.

@Outer It's too late for those already trapped in compulsory education. But, you can plan for a future in which your children are free from compulsory education, jury duty, and military conscription. Save what you can. Create small bubbles of freedom.

@Outer Systemic oppresion exists. Read my previous reply. Systemic oppression is visually apparent in the form of military conscription and compulsory education.

Systemic oppression is not exactly a topic in the realm of self actualization. We are supposed to talk about self actualization issues here. Not, social issues. That said, I had been subject to real systemic oppression. Military conscription. I was subject to the choice between military conscription and several years of prison sentence. It's real systemic oppression because government directly oppressed me. It wasn't subtle systemic oppression. It was direct brutal systemic oppression. End of argument. Another apparent systemic oppression that most of you went through is compulsory education. Your government and your parents force you to go to school and learn things that you will forget soon. It's waste of time. I want my future children to be unschooled and find their passions. Yet another apparent systemic oppression is jury duty. I hope that governments hire jurors from labor markets. It shifts the legal costs from government and tax payers to innocent people who were summoned to serve as jurors. People lose jobs and significant amount of income because of jury duty. What happened to equitable distribution of social costs? Why does government not distribute the legal costs equally among people by hiring jurors and imposing jury tax on people? If you exempted your children from those three duties, your children would be among the freest people on this planet. It's possible to exempt your children, but it requires international marriage and permanent residence permit for your children.

I noticed that the real problem here is that we are not focusing on self actualization but social problems and collective ego. I remembered that I didn't come here to talk about social issues. What happened to focus on yourself?

It seems I need personal development regimen like this.

@Outer So, you don't know spiral dynamics? I was excited to talk about spiral dynamics.

@Outer I don't know where this comes from. How do you know what a person didn't say? Why do you not refute my arguments as well? Where do you peg me, you, and others in spiral dynamics?

I can't really shut off technology because I have to review Anki cards everyday. If I didn't review Anki cards everyday, there would be Anki avalanche.

It means actually implementing the ideals of community and love and sharing and caring.

That's not true. Have you been subject to the choice between military conscription and imprisonment? Conscription was a traumatic experience for me. Have you been seriously threatened with years of prison sentence? We are still largely traditional although the difference is that women now have enough time and energy left to work at jobs. In the past, infant mortality rate was so high that only 2 out of 6 children survived. For a human population to maintain itself, the birth rate should be at least 2. It was evolutionary pressure that killed societies where women gave birth to less than 6 children in the past. It wasn't men who prevented women from going to work. Nowdays, even in islamic societies, economic necessity forces women to go to work and drive. Economic necessity is just another aspect of evolutionary pressure. It's only a matter of time before Islam succumbs to evolutionary pressure. Evolution doesn't care about tradition. Blue Traditionalism is scary to young men who are subject to conscription, too. Men like me want to abolish conscription. I was once very neurotic about eradicating conscription, but I realized I needed to understand perspectives before convincing people. Tell blue people to abolish conscription, and they won't listen. They will only strengthen their opinions through discussion. Blue traditionalism doesn't just let one gender roam freely. It is oppressive to everyone. It is far harsher to the lower class, but it is still oppressive to the kings like bill gates and donald trump. Do understand that blue absolutism was a solution to Red chaos. You can't just remove Blue absolutism without allowing Red psychopaths to run rampant. Go to south america where Red is running rampant. You'd wish more Blue was there. We still need some degrees of Blue conservatism without being dogmatic. Maintaining a stable conservative core for a while is helpful because doing so allows more room for experimentations. You can't just spin things every other day and expect things to not fall into Red chaos. Test your social theories in small-scale experimentations before rolling it out on a bigger scale. Every stage of tier 1 expects too much too fast. if you try to change things at a neckbreak pace, things collapse. Slow down. But, don't think that I support Blue. Blue tried to ban writing 2500 years ago and fought wars with capitalists over slavery. I try to maintain distance from any specific group. The pattern I see is that dogmatism slightly loosens as you transition from Purple to Blue to Green. But, Green is still dogmatic about group identity because it is in tier 1. One sign of dogmatic group identity is that one is persistent in gerrymandering an issue along the line of group boundary when there is no such clear boundary. The group can be any group. Another problem is that perspective by itself doesn't necessarily suffice as a solution. It might take more than perspective to solve a complex problem. Infinite intelligence could solve problems in totally unexpected ways. I've seen different perspectives at work, and they haven't worked too well. We have to accept that we don't know how to solve a problem, yet. Ignoring the fact that we don't know for sure is ignorance. What I'd like to see is more tolerance for confusion and more integrative systemic approach that includes everyone instead of drawing lines over artificial group boundaries because it's impossible for only a certain group of people to escape. Take capitalism for example. The ultra rich haven't escaped capitalism. Capitalism is rigged against everyone including the ultra rich. The ultra rich are so afraid of losing money and social status associated with money that they keep trying to screw everyone else over. The counterintuitive move is to lead people into a place where everyone doesn't care much about group identity. You become a woman or a man when you need to be. You become a citizen of USA when you need to be. But, most of the time, you just are a human being. The blue problems associated with islam and western traditionalism can be solved by leading people into Orange, Green, and Yellow. Don't expect Blue people to directly skip to Green. Green fails to convince Blue because Green wants Blue people to directly skip to Green. Lead Blue people into Blue-Orange first and then Orange and then Green. Encourage Blue people to taste sweet freedom that comes with Blue-Orange and Orange. After they become Orange, they will be ready for Orange-Green, Green, and Yellow and so on. Green depises Orange. Green hates leading Blue people into Orange. That's why it would be another counterintuitive move. To a spiral wizard, the stages matter much more than particular perspectives of stages. Green Islam and Green Jordan Peterson will not have problems associated with Blue. I don't know whether spiral wizardry works, but I bet my hopes on it for now.