James123

His sickness is thyacardia. He is doing so so right now. But even that effect me so much. Moreover, we are talking and on path for years, this was the final cut for me to completely surrender. Nothing under my control, I gave up, I am literally no one, nobody, nothing.

Thats totally fine brother. Much love to you.

I loved my son so much so much so much. But, As you know after my son deasese, I totally realize that nothing NOTHING under my control, and I totally say fuck it. I can not control anything and let go. Because, literally I have no control whatsoever. Why this effort, struggle, endeavour, for what? I don't give a shit, if I die now. I stopped even looking a mirror.

Personal growth self development. Spritual growth self killing.

@MarioGabrielJ It is possible. Believe me. So difficult, but possible. I mean surrendering everything every expectations and welcoming whatever it comes.

Absolutely.

Existence is an illusion, including word of illusion.

How do you fundamentally know that you are a human?

@BlueOak nice story. But self is an illusion in first place or experiencer.

Nothing has never happened, birth, life and death is just an illusion. Enlightenment is simply being where you already are.

What happened, how did you experience your past lives? Meanwhile you are experiencing your past lives in this life, isn't it correct? For example yesterday you experience your past life.

Knowing is the biggest illusion.

Do you know why?

Please tell me a thing that you remember before your so called birth.

I dont remember anything before so called birth, because there is no me there. and thats Real Me. Therefore, no ideology, belief or theory.

thoughts / idealogy / beliefs / theory.

Where are you? Find yourself in the body, i will give you a thousand dollars.

If there is no where, how would you even born, birth is imagined in first place, so forget about reincarnation, live this so called life with love till end. Because, there will be no more. This is the end.

There is no reincarnation, you will go back where you come from.

@enchanted death is end. Life is love. Either you hate it or love it, it is your personal opinion. You can see the life is love or magic from single atoms to I finite endless space. Dance dance dance.

@Shodburrito enjoy the moment as godliness. After life infinite silence, as before birth. Dance with the moment. Get Drunk from Love.

@NoSelfSelf after your so called death, it will be eternal silence as before so called birth. Enjoy the moment you are in now. Celebrate godliness.

That will gone too. Soon.

Any words / thoughts comes from the mind.