James123

@PurpleTree yes. The world or reality is tough. However, realizing that you are the one, who decides what is good or bad that's what's more fucked up is (that's how I felt for me). As I told @Someone here before; There was a Jewish girl in Nazi camp. One day, she completely realize that she will never be able to escape that camp and die there eventually, and completely let go of any anything / any expectations. That's when enlightenment is happened. Actually, enlightenment is more fucked up how bad the reality is, top of that you kill yourself while alive, and it is not sudden that like suicide, it is burning alive.

😊 Okay my brother. Good luck to you 💋

@Breakingthewall you are dedicated brother and have the potential. Just let go.

it is the leaving in the world as nothing as before, as absolute. Why do you still suffer, I do not understand it.

İt is possible, but without you or brain. Every moment you die and born again.

Logic belongs to survival and survival belongs to suffering. İf you want to Be what your True nature and stop suffering listen to me. However, if you want to analyze or try to understand what the what the survival is about listen whoever you want to listen brother. İf you are absolutely nothing in this life as before, what can hurt you or what can you lose? 😊 Much love to you. Best Regards,

I am very sorry to interrupt, however, I have a question. Before birth or deep sleep is a concept. Therefore ,"Not the thinking of before birth or deep sleep", however, in that moment "before birth or deep sleep", why there is no experience or non experiencing, belief, think, God, nothing, mind infinite, existence or non existence etc...? Maybe, that's what You really are is 😊

Absolutely, isn't it amazing? Lmfao. Hell yeah. Mind is so fucking crazy, playboy 😂

Consciousness is You. İt can't be lost nor gained. Because, it is already you. Only, in order to Be, you just have to let go all the gain / weight that you had learned since your birth, including the birth. Therefore, any attachments.

I am very sorry but I am done with expectations to you brother. Much love.

Any experience is not the absolutely true. Truth is absolutely true in any stage of consciousness or so called universe. Before so called birth, life, or after death, past, future or now, what makes it all connected? Answer is thoughtssness. İf one is not attached to thinking, all becomes one.

You just put the alarm on the time that you are suppose to wake up, and wake up. No drama for waking up early nor happiness for waking up late. No expectations nor hope in entire life, just concentrating on breath or doing dikhr every moment, without any expectations. Just the Being aware in the present moment. İf you have to stay home, stay home. İf you have to go to work just go to work. Again, No drama for going to work nor not happiness for not going to work. No expectations nor hope in entire life, just concentrating on breath or doing dikhr every moment, without any expectations. Just the Being aware in the present moment. Above, I explained how to be not on the control.

@TheGod Look these 2 threads. Answers for you lie in there.

I do. You can work but attached or constantly think about it. Actually, if you dedicated entire your life for the Truth, slow by slow you start to learn not to control anything, for me constant dikhr "La ilahe illallah" worked. All day long and anywhere I was constantly doing dikhr, and after all those suffering, mind suddenly shut down. Do not try to control the body, just do not let mind to control you. You are saying everything is energy, just to catch stagnation level of the mind. Key is letting go and constant dikhr. After that even body moves, the mind is quite. Therefore, You do not move 😊 And finally You have arrived. İf mind chatters don't end, you will never arrive. You assume that if you don't work, have no financial problems or be home always, mind doesn't chatter, right? 😊

Not enlightenment, not money, not peace, not joy, not God, not realization... It's just saying "I LOVE YOU" once, from the bottom of my heart.

Much love to you brother ❤️

Aren't they identical? 😂

Can you imagine letting go all the experiences under 5 meo influences? That would be harsh 😂

I think I understand your point, İf my understanding is true for your perspective; which is human body is limited and it's almost impossible to be the absolute. Only, you have to do a lot of work to overcome from that layers. However; Truth is You. Truth=Not Controlling. Ego=Controlling (even it is limited controlling) However, it is possible to completely let go and live as absolute.

Of course not, fuck me lol Much love to you. Best Regards,

When doctors told me that I have %30 chance to live for 2. Open heart surgery and I can die. I was like, lmfao 😂 After Enlightenment, Buddha said "welcome to crazy club" 😂 Enlightenment is burning alive or willing go to hell till not an ash or trace left from you. I am deeply sorry to say that but I have to tell the truth. Your 5 meo trips were just for nothing. Just for mental masturbation. Good luck to you brother ❤️ Much love ❤️

I am just trying to help brother. İf you don't like it or happy with your life, just leave it. İt's all good. 😊

What do you think this is? A mental masturbation? You literally die in this process and realize you are not the body nor mind. And merge with the moment or become the moment. İf the body becomes poor, rich, homeless etc. it will, but not You. You just flow like river and burn with Love. However, if you are attached to above you said, you will suffer till death of the body. Die before you die. (Rumi)

Therefore, being absolute / infinite doesn't need to control, because it's anything and everything. Therefore, just flows. Which is the present moment.

You saying yourself 😊 You are closed form, because try to control. When you do not control, You are the absolute. So, why you just give up? 😊 That's it.