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@Adam M just imagine the air. You cant see the air or touch (except wind). You cant see the nothingness but it is aware like an air. Thats What you become, nothing but aware.

Thanks brother lol

The main purpose of self-help is demonstrating no self. Dont read those books that you are reading.

Great answer. Additionally, creation is existed by opposite sides. If hot is not exist cold cant be exist, god and evil, infinite negative and positive numbers. Top of that if you plus opposite sides answer will be 0. Which is nothingness itself.

I believe, The problem is, you putting meaning of masturbation. If you dont put any meaning just masturbate, it will be actual work. Just concentrate on masturbating as a moment. Dont go into thought process or imagine some girl, just masturbate. But i am not sure, this works on me. When i masturbate, after that i feel relaxing, and will be more easy to concentrate. Meaningless Masturbation destroys my ego.

This is the nature of the world. Humans are more clever species because of creating capabilities. Thats why we are more powerful than others. Thats why human species are virus, such as go, invade, destroy natural source (survival instinct of the virus) but total invasion will be end of virus. Thats why when we destroy the planet we will be done. Thats why its better have so called enlightenment experience not to be stuck as a human mind or survival instinct.

Definitely. I was a hard core sufi for 25 years. I faced with pure love of god and god (appeared as light). Specially, during the dhkir and hearing quran.

Definitely. I was a muslim (sufi) for 25 years. I didn’t have any breakthroughs, but i saw the god as light , it told me that you have a mission thats why we sent you there (i heard the mission in my dream but I forgot when i woke up). In my dream. This happened because of praying, listening quran and doing dhkir and felt its love.

Lol. How do you even know buddha was alive lol. Should i trust experience of 5,000 years ago or my direct infinite consciousness? Lol Additionally, buddha destroyed all his teachings. Because when he experience non duality Or Mahasamadhi this life is not even happening, it is staying at pure consciousness (you are too not aware), and whatever you do is perfect, even words are you, so you really dont need to learn anything, because you are everything as nothing, therefore you are not here and nothing to talk to except YOU and anything is inevitable good luck brother:)))

Meditation breakthrough and psyhedelic breakthroughs results are same. Not even experience anymore , because i am.

You dont need to believe in me. This is not about leo. You should check peter raltson, khrisnahamurti, osho, shadguru, rumi, papaji and ramana maharshi. But dont forget my words, you will need them to surrender when body dies Or If you got balls, just eat 10 gr dried shrooms in darkness and slient. And after talk to me good luck brother.

Lol hope when you are face to face with truth, your bonds will break up millions of pieces and you will keep continue to feel that everytime you say ME or (i dont like it as ME). I wish you best luck brother you should have fun with your burger as much as now you will pay the price

Human, existing, non duality, you, me are all words or sounds. I dont see any differences when the dog barks. I am the moment, including the body. But when body dies i will be right here as nothing. Even this sentence you can understand that you are god, because whatever you believe thats what you reality is. If you dont believe, psychedelics wont help you (even if you realized, you can not understand). You have to know what you are and believe that and do psychedelics. Thats the reason why i told you to meditate and contemplate. Of course ego is scared. Look at it, i am telling you that you are LOVE, infinite, me, god, everything and nothing. This is the best sentence that human being can hear. Nothing else. And you become completely selfless king as moment.

I believe, having a knowledge of non duality is a major advantage for you. If you need to learn anything extra just search for it and study (which is contemplating). Surrendering is associated with thoughts. You must decrease your thoughts in order to surrender. We are human and alive just because of our thoughts. Can you imagine if you forget everything now, can you still be a human? Psychedelics can definitely help, however, first 1 year every day 1 hour meditation and contemplating will be major key. I don’t recommend psychedelics right away. Running before walking can paralysis your leg and you can never run again. You must be ready for psychedelics, if you are not, neither you wont be able to understand the trip and let go, and you could have major trauma and completely give up the path.

if evil is not exist, will there be any reason of goodness? It will be pointless. Opposite sides complete each other as 0. Such as adding infinite negative and positive numbers, or if cold is not exist you can never know the hot. Thats why god is everything as nothing.

I just know that you are me, and i know you will suffer a lot when you experience so called death. I am just advising myself to not to go through from same illusion. I am not trying to convince you, just trying to help you brother. If you dont want to believe just dont. But dont forget these words because you will need it when you have experience of so called dying in order to surrender. Because, when your body dies, you will be right there but aware and you realize that your body is dead, but you are aware within ego consciousness. And you will suffer till surrender. Good luck

Lol. I hit non duality with meditation 3 times and 1 time Mahasamadhi with meditation. Whatever you talking about just words, how can you trust the word, which is created by human being? How can you know words can represent the truth? Exploring can only be happing with direct experience. At least you know non duality, which is major advantage for you. Just stay still in silence and darkness, and meditate brother. Of course ego comes and goes but i am the moment. Search and discovery happens by ego. But i am already everything as nothing. I cant search anything, everything is me. Thats why stay still, and be. I am writing myself, talking to myself. Thats why all is one, one is all.

Lol. you are too human brother thoughts are illusion . If you dont know that. Just try to learn first non duality and after write. Good luck.? Additionally, i am already it without any psychedelics. Just sit and be. You will become it. Lol I directly experience infinite, love and nothingness. Which are all identical, and me. i become infinite as nothing and all.

@JayG84 you. Everything is you. All is one, one is all. You are the words that you typing, you are the breath that you breathing. And you are me.

This is not a belief. You become the love with direct experience. And thoughts are illusions, because of that the only way to understand the truth, you have to become it. You think you are a human now with trusting words. Lol

Body is sleeping not you. Because body creates duality (you born, die, can sleep, different than others, and body learn the language). You are the entire room (including the body) as infinite and nothing. Stare at wall for hours. I can feel that pure consciousness when i look to my room. 1 hour every day meditation with open eyes in silence and 2 hours meditation in darkness and silence at night. Do this for 2 years. You will get it while awake.

The truth is infinite as nothing. Bliss meaning emptiness. Such as good and bad, infinite negative or positive numbers, when you plus them result will be 0, which nothing.

You which is everything. You are doing it for yourself

Thats the point. After the realization you see that everything is you. You never born and will never die. Your mom, chair, me, all are identical. There is no movement is going on just love and infinite as nothing. Infinite and love are right here the moment, and is you. Anytime brother.

@astrokeen Because, you will become infinite and infinite love actually you are already it In my realization, i cried 9 hours non stop. Thats why crying is totally normal