James123

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  1. When you realize that everything is you, you are the consciousness itself. What can better than this? Lol Additionally, enlightened people are just most simple people in the world. Do you think enlightenment is just sitting or you dont talk to anyone? Because you are super conscious stuff lol. NO. Enlightenment is simply just being. You just realize that there is nothing in the body, this place exist as nothing and you are exist as nothing and thats why you are everything here. There is no one here except you. I am just your imagination as your body. You are not the body, you are everything what you see at the moment exist as nothing. When you realize, you will just laugh at yourself, which is me lol.
  2. Your only purpose is being here, as being. You are infinite, and experiencing one of the infinite your side as god. And nothing is here except you. This dialogue is happening within you.
  3. Yes, i am telling myself now. And you are me. It is just my game. I am all here and exist as nothing. Check the stage 10 according to zen. I am not trying to convince you, if you dont want, you dont need to believe me. However, I realized that i am god in first place with getting help from someone else. If you realize it, you will be thanking yourself, which is me. Lol
  4. How? This is the truth. Thats it. You are existence itself. All is you. And you are nothing and everything.
  5. Purpose of creation is only feeling lonely as god, satisfaction itself as god and unconditional love as god seeing that something is other than it. Consciousness is everything and nothing. You exist as nothing but everything. Whoever is around is your imagination, and your ego is imagination too. Thats why all is one, and it is you as consciousness . Lol
  6. Feelings are just feelings, dont lable them, just feel and accept it. There is no such a crazy thinking or good thinking. It is just a feeling. Labeling comes from ego self. Feeling is just a feeling. You are one it all, and all is you. Additionally, in intense trip, only thing that you realize that you are everything and nothing is inside of the body. So reality is you
  7. @ivankiss the lsd’s or dmt,s are you. There is nothing here, except you. You are breathing yourself and talking to yourself. All is one, and it is you.
  8. All experiences are you. There is nothing except you. There is no path, path is you. You walk on yourself, talk to yourself and have no fun with yourself. All the distinctions are you. Ego goes in wrong way. But all ways are you. Lol
  9. Even when i consume 10 gr, i never had a issue with the body, because nothing is inside of it so. But you told me that after you have a ego death you feel discomfort. So you shouldn’t consume shrooms, try lsd or 5 meo dmt. Because, the discomfort maybe restrict you to discover more.
  10. @WHO IS god is infinite. It can suffer at deepest level and joy from highest level. All is it.
  11. How do you even know language is grounded? How do you know even knowing is possible? Knowing is just a word. Words restrict human beings perspective. It is not scary to not know, it is impossible to know, there is no knowing and no you. So called you is complaining about so called not knowing.
  12. Whatever you do is inevitable. Body is robot, if you try to control it, you will have so much stress. Just let it go! Appreciate what you have in the moment.
  13. I didn’t feel nausea or pain in my body. But I couldn’t handle the experience even in the beginning. I let go, after that my body was turning like snake, i was keep turning over in my bed. Lsd made me laugh a lot and i was just shocked when i used dmt (visuals were crazy). But none of my psychedelic experiences, i never felt something is wrong with body. I was dying thats why I couldn’t even feel my body. It is tricky when you are dying as ego, you cant even think about body. Because you are dying. Lol. Maybe are you confused with ego death, or you had a panic attack? What is dosage shrooms that you consumed?
  14. I did darkness retreat with shrooms for a month. I consumed 2,4, 6gr and lastly 10 gr dried shrooms. Coldness comes before the ego death. You cant force yourself to stay in one position on shrooms. You have to let go your body, and it is supposed to react the way that it is suppose to. Dont consume psychedelics if you are not ready to let go. Or start from minimal dosage. Shrooms shows you everything you can imagine. I did lsd and dmt before with heavy dosage, however shrooms destroyed me.
  15. If you lost everything, you are free to do anything. Thats what happened to me . Lol
  16. Different sensation and flavors are exist within the body. You (as nothingness or awareness) feel the sensations when you concentrate or meditate. Wherever your awareness is you sense of feel that part of body sensations. Thats why you exist in entire body as nothing.
  17. I did 1 month darkness retreat By myself with consuming high dosage of shrooms. I got everything. No more need for psychedelics. Only problem with shrooms are when you consume high dosage trip goes 10-15 hours, makes you go through in hell, can change you in a day (because, trip is too long, i felt like years past in every time i consume shrooms), and confuses you, because everything can happen at the same time or gradually during the trip. However, these are great way to destroy the ego. I got crazy and lost little bit. But when i get everything, i understood that it was worth it. Consciousness is infinite, it includes hell too. Just discovering heaven or have a good trip will restrict you. There is no good or bad trip. There is only you, you will find only you in hell or heaven.
  18. Definitely, if evil is not exist what will be the purpose of god? Or if everyone knows they are god how can be any duality , we cant find ourselves as gods. Everything has to balance itself. Additionally, i felt all molecules in my body (maybe millions of them) smashed by universe, and I exist as nothing. Lol. I was feeling this way when i felt that loneliness. But if we don’t forget, duality can never happen. Additionally, purpose of creation comes from loneliness, which creates unconditional love to anything. That painful loneliness will bring you the point that you can love anything it doesn’t matter. As long as something is different than you. Lol Just feeling of loneliness created this duality within the consciousness, can you imagine how many feelings infinite consciousness have? Waoww. We will experience infinite times, lives and satisfaction levels from infinite perspectives. There is no level of consciousness. It is only you. Unbelievable.
  19. @Freakyboo just do by yourself. Nothing sharp is around, clean and locked you door , make sure you are safe. Be alone in darkness. Best.
  20. You should ask yourself , how do i know i am human? Because you are the consciousness that is experiencing human body, which is based on ego and survival instinct. It is robot, and you programmed yourself as a god to believe that you are a human, alive, have family and in the world. You lied to yourself to accept to be in human form. Lol