James123

You created atoms, molecules and you are the atoms and molecules. You are the human and you are the god. All is you. You are your body and at the same time you created your body. It is all you.

10 gr shrooms just last 4 hours?

Definitely. Additionally, theory of relativity, space and time, and speed of light from Einstein can provide information about past, present and future are happening at the same time.

Thats why it is called awareness, even thoughts are happening you have to aware of it and detached from it. When you think, you are being attached to thoughts. Thats what i do even during the day, lets body talk or do whatever it is suppose to and just watch it. Feel the feelings through the body. But of course ego is so strong comes and takes control over so easy.

Getting lost in thoughts is breaking point. Just be aware of the thought And watch it. Dont get in, just watch it how is it happening? And you will see nothing is there. Just a sound that you put meaning of it, and sound that has no appearance. So how can it be exist?

Just be, dont do. When you sleep you let go, do same thing while you sitting. If you want to ask any question To yourself, my suggestion to you is check your body where are you, if you severely your body parts you cant recognize yourself that mean is you are not in the body, brain is just brain. You are not in the brain or body. You are the thing that is aware of the body. So just be aware of the body. In darkness and silence. Or just focus before the meditation, you have never learned something in your life since you born. And after sit.

Dont try to find something. It will inevitably make you think or make yo go to lala lands with your thoughts during the meditation You are already it. Stay still and dont add anything.

Definitely.

I did one month darkness retreat myself with shrooms. I consumed shrooms during the retreat. In my last trip i consumed 10 gr shrooms, and had that stage. I was the god giving my ego to choice either leave the body and be god (which mean is stay in the body as nothingness, that mean is leaving the body), and my ego choice to stay here, i was so scared as ego but i was feeling god side too. And felt like both sides decided for me to stay here to have more fun with High awareness, and I already know that i am god and human at the same time (infinite consciousness, duality and non duality, everything is me). Thats why i chose to come here. That dude is completely left as non dual, which is he is the nothing in the body but he is everything at the same time. He left go everything and body is moving like a robot. Because, in non duality you see that nothing is in the body. Destiny of body is already written and nothing can change it (I was non dual or god at that moment).

Brother :), I think we are thinking alike, but a little different angle, please hear me out. As we can see the body is its own bio-organism. It has its own wansts, food, sex, etc. Now when i say control, what I mean is that we can control the body to a limited extent. But letting body do whatever it likes and just observe it, I think that would bring chaos. Because for example, the human body likes domination, just like other animal. So lets say ones body wants to attack a woman, dominate her beat her and then rape her. The body is biologically programmed being ok with doing such things, because in the end its a animal species. But here is the "control" part comes, You can using your consiousness choose to stop the body from doing this and this is GOOD and healthy thing to do. Letting the human body do whatever it likes and just observe it, will lead into situations such as I mentioned with the rape for example. You damn right, you never know what’s gonna happen. But when you have direct experience with non duality, you see that you create the life from love, i used to hate people just love myself. But that love destroyed my ego, i burned days believe me. This is not normal love. You cut your hand, you cant feel it because of love. Everything is me, thats why i love everbody. Even you, i am explaining something to myself, because when you die, if you cant surrender, you wont have any choice to remember about my words and will remember them. And you will realize that i was you and only your imagination . You will thank to yourself at that moment purpose of creation is love, unconditional love. Helping you make me contemplates and lowers my ego. Because i know everything, explaining something to you makes me feel less me, i canjust meditate and stay still. And hear me out, when you are non dual, you have all the power everything is you entire universe, EVERYTHING. But not hing is around except you. Thats why in Quran says god create us to see itself. Additionally, It needs human to find himself, but human is god too, because created by it and nothing. This all process is you, which is self love and love to creation.

As an example, you think that you are seeing from your eyes now, left your body and think that you are in front of your body looking at yourself as nothing but you are aware as nothing and everything is you. When you die you wont be able to go anywhere and you will be right there (the place you die). wherever your head is (Because, you think you are seeing from the eyes) you will become everything what you seeing at the moment, which is you. You will realize you are the creator, everything you see is you, there is nothing except you( non duality). After that you will get bored of it and create the duality to feel something is exist except you. You will be exist forever as an awareness. All emotions , duality and non duality is you. Just your perfect video game with vr. Lol

@Neph consciousness is infinite, which is capable of doing anything possible and impossible at the same time. Nothing can run away from consciousness . Everything and nothing happens within the consciousness , and you are it. No words can explain consciousness, only itself.

Brother if you know that you are me, and everything, and everyone knows that how can be any chaos? I am not trying to convince you. Just trying to open you up be mire powerful, whatever happens to body it happens to it, not to you. Additionally, domt forget, if everyone knows that they are everything and god, there will be no duality. Because, when you born, no one will give you name, tell you that you are human, have a purpose or have to survive. Thats why god created the devil. Otherwise it can never find himself. What are you in control of? You have billions of cells in the body. Body can die next second. You telling me now, you thinking you can walk anywhere you want, or move you arms, that mean is you are in control? This body created based on ego and survival mechanism. It is robot brother. How many time you didn’t know what you did while you talking on the phone. I am sure that 90% of day, you dont know what you are doing because of your thoughts. Body does it automatically. You multitask everything but not aware when you doing both actions at the same time, body just moves while you concentrate on something different. So how do you control the body? As an example, touch your left arm, did you feel your right foot when you touch your left arm? NO. Because you are not the body, you are the thing, which is aware of the body. If you are body you must feel your liver, both legs, brain and everything at the same time with you associated yourself with the body.

Lol. You think you are control of your body or life? body is a just tool for non duality to feel duality. But both is me. If body dies i will continue non stop, it wont end. I wont end. There is 6 billion bodies, million of animals, nature all is me. If the body dies, it dies. Why should i even consider not to eat and kill this body? That mean is, i am still in this body or consider myself as this body. I am all. Thats why body does whatever it is supposed to. I am just the watcher and feel through body.

You are the everything that you see at the moment. Your body and your house. Body is the tool for you to feel the duality. You are the awareness seeing itself.

Hell yea. Even it makes dying better, if the person no enlightened, at least they know what is gonna be, facing with selfless infinite self. Like dancing with music death for me anymore.

Of course it is not going to change anything. Because you are not even aware everything is you. The rent that you paying is you. Body feels the pain, but it depends on you to suffer from the pain. You are the creator, and created yourself miserable life lol go for it suffer till this body dies, and when it dies you realize you cant go anywhere except the place you were seeing right before you die. And you will realize all is your dream, which is a small tiny thought like a fart of baby.

@Someone here Duality, non duality, consciousness is all you. Your body is you, your ego is you, you created the body and the universe. Because consciousness is infinite. You are infinite. God is the weak person who will go to work tomorrow 6 am, ask questions about his coffee, is the flower, is new born puppy, is confused about enlightenment, is already enlightened and is the words we are talking now. It is all you. Thats it.

Consciousness is infinite thats it. Exist, not exist, real, unreal, angel, devil and is is just you as nothing all at the same time. And nothing else.

Because , this body is designed based on ego snd survival instinct. You are not even alive now. You are infinite, infinity is must include Something that you have no control whatsoever. You are the creator, who has all power and at the same time afraid of his power. You are the creator of human mind and at the same time cant get rid of human mind. Because, all is balanced. You must go back to human mind, because for you reality is still exist for you. Thats the reason why you think you are human now. You creating your reality as human that you came back to human mind again. NO. You are not even heree. Lol. See how smart the consciousness is, which is you. Lol. If you are aware enough , you will realize it and laugh at yourself. Thats what happened to me. Lol. Did you realize oneness during your trip? Or you have a regular trip? Entire consciousness is you. It must create the duality to find non duality. All is exist and not exist at the same time. That is you.

Reality is not reality, you are not even exist or alive. And these are all words. All is one.

Have you experienced this state? If yes through which method? Yes i did. Ego still comes and goes, but usually i am at watcher positions. Just let body do whatever it is suppose to but i stay in the mind as watcher, which is nothing (thats satori moments). I feel that i dont feel as my body, i feel through the body, and have an arm distance with the body. Because i am aware i am not the body and am the now moment. I did 1 month darkness retreat by myself. And every week i consumed high dosage of shrooms. But within last 3 months i had a non dual experience through meditation. After that I completely realized non duality. Seems like there is duality between duality and nonduality. They both emply each other Yes. You are the duality and non duality. You are human now, if you increase your consciousness in next second you will be god. All is happening at the same time. Thats why all is infinite consciousness, and it is you. All is one and your game. Everything balance each other.

@Dutch guy cool brother. It is nice to learn new things too. Of course, go for it. I just believe, learning with no thoughts is the most efficient and successful way to reach the truth.

I am not even in the body. This entire place is me. When body dies, i will be just right here and exist as nothing. I wont die or born. You think you are seeing something, you dont see anything now. You are with yourself right here. Body is the illusion that makes you think that you are seeing from your eye. NO. When you die, you will be right here and and see yourself and look at yourself as nothing. He can just discover duality . I don’t recommend him, because you will be lost within fantasy of duality.

It is you, you are or i am the creator thats it. This world is My imagination and I created from nothing and i am not even here , what can be better illusion then this world? Words are not even exist, it is just a sound , and i have a self and ability understand the sound as word. Ego is important only for self purposes. When you hit the non duality and you realize everything. You will see that there is nothing to learn anymore, you are it. Only think left is helping others, who is you again. Ego wants to learn more, he forgets the moment of non duality that mean is ego took place. So he is not so called enlightened or never experienced non duality.