James123

Sure brother. You are %100 right too. However, it has a differences because,i left the body with shrooms, which mean is i left the matrix and become the matrix. Forget life, everything, I wasn’t even aware of body. If I didn’t come back from that level, body wouldn’t be able to move I believe. I just wanted to see all the way deep. Non dual experience within the body wasn’t enough for me. I dont know why. Lol.

So, i have tried almost every psychedelics except 5 meo dmt. But best realization and insight happens in darkness. Dmt, lsd (Laughed entire trip), ayaschuka, gives so much visuals. However, when you take high amount of shrooms in darkness you realize everything(specially empty stomach and fresh lemon juice over 6 gr). 5 meo has no visuals too, it should be great too. When i did 10 gr, my trip was 15 hours straight and 3 hours i was full nothing, infinite. Entire trip with 5 meo takes not more then 2 hours. Look for 5 meo. Because long trips hard to deal with it, and can change your personality in 1 night. My homeostasis came back as different person after my 10 gr shrooms. Be careful.

@wordsforliving I did 1 month darkness retreat first with consuming high amunt of shrooms ( i did up to 10 gr). It opened me up, i dont need psychedelics anymore, just meditation and contemplation after that. However, if you are new about enlightenment start meditate first 1 year and full contemplate. Because, without any work, if you use psychedelics and specially high amount(in order to see truth). Get ready. I lost my myself for a year. And now there is no I left. Lol

@Kingston we are here for you brother My some friends and some of family members thought that i lost my mind. Lol. much love

Additionally , when you decrease your thoughts, and can save bunch of energy. Holding on thoughts worst for the body. Anything is inevitable .

Definitely. And embody that state as your entire life or more. I just sit 2 hours in darkness and silence 1 set in morning, 2. Set in night (sometimes i listen sufi music) . I can only sleep max 5 hours. I have been crazy working out mma for 1 and half hours, but i dont think often and meditate often. Thats why i cant consume my energy. If you meditate a lot, you sleep less I believe. I had to sleep at least 8 hours before.

I have been meditating for 4 months 4 hours a day. I had many psychedelics experiences too. But meditating and contemplation help you to be stable in higher consciousness permanently .

Do you mean to reach non duality? Because during the day if i focus a lot, i feel nothingness so easy or non duality a lot. When i walk no meaning or body is just moving. It hits me within mini second. Specially, i have been meditating like 4 hours a day for these quarantine days. Lol. 2 weeks ago I completely left my body, I was completely out of matrix (so called life) and become all the matrix, complete infinite and nothingness. Life slipped underneath of my foot, i become my all room. After that I couldn’t remember anyting (my life, universe, everything was gone). And it wasnt like a kind of regular non dual experience, I didn’t feel the nothingness within my body, I was completely infinite and nothing. My body didn’t move like that 10 minutes . I think. Or i dont know what body did. Everything was meaningless, It was just all me infinite (includes everything) and nothing. If I didn’t come back to duality, i think body will die. I dont know this so quick sometimes i am afraid to meditate more. Lol not a joke, last one f me up. Not remembering anything so sudden and coming back to bodyis scary.

What do you mean by de-condition and purify out that toxicity? How will you do that?

Just learn what he is experiencing, and write down on forum. You will find out after that. It will be easy to figure out with many opinions.

Life advice ❤️

Fantastic It sees itself, get scared of itself and find itself.

Fin the truth, evolve yourself, everything will be single organism, which is you. You are not complete now. Thats why you are seeing this way. Because you BELIEVE it. Go watch matrix 1 and tell me I BELIEVE, i am complete. You will be it

. Lets see her at the future

We are not burning anyone. People are trying to find the truth and someone manipulates them that provides she/he completely lost within ego. Is that right do you think for those people?

Definitely. I feel that too, I completely overwhelmed by intuition, wisdom and grace feeling like looking from the top of my head with love. As much as i let go, love (grace, wisdom and intuition) gets bigger. We need to let go everything. We will be pure love i still get control by thoughts %30 of the day. When anger controls me “ I am angry” i go down to human ego right away. Thats how i realized. What do you think?

Yes, we could say underlying both joy and sadness is love. I like your imagery of flow. Thanks. Because, i have tried all the ways that i know of “how to control emotions “. And the best way for me to feel them without judging good or bad and flow with them. I feel like saved %80 energy. I have no idea why the energy that i have saved includes calmness and acceptance. Which ends up with feeling the love inevitably. Do you feel that way?

Cool brother. I got it. Much love

@ivankiss hard and good work. Good for you brother.

Insanity, schizophrenia, love, human, animal vs... God is experiencing all to infinite.

Don’t never listen anyone, who manipulates you. They dont know even know what god is. Love is waiting for you.

if I understand you wrong, i am sorry. But what do you mean by these sentences? Look at this guy is looking for love and getting manipulated. You think innocency is will do that?

I will do same thing for myself, if i manipulate other. There is no me, you or someone. In order to grow in spirituality, we have to be humble in first place, before even begin to spirituality. I am not judging her or him. This kind of behavior creates drama, and push people away from the truth. Look at from human perspective, not absolute. If you are looking from absolute to this perspective, you shouldn’t even involve. Everybody is doing them best

It doesn’t matter. No one can manipulate anyone.

Manipulating and spiritual ego makes us lost our way. Thats real luficer, knowing the truth, and manipulating By the way i dont who manipulates who. Lol