James123

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  1. @Nahm i mean thoughts, as separate than me, nothing is separate than me. Because i am nothing
  2. Yes you are right, enlightenment happens when the separate self is dissolves in the body. However, if separate self completely dissolves there is no sense of duality. So you cant be human, ego is still need to be aware of duality. Otherwise, Mahasamadhi (if ego completely dissolves). Because ego is the “awareness of the duality “. love you ? yes, i have the ego of god, which is the moment, everything is me and love to creation every monent . Dont get confused by human ego Sure. you can ask me anything just dont ask me, who am i or we and where we are, because we are not knowing, therefore i dont know there is no me to know, because i am the moment. What you see in the moment, thats awakening:) @VeganAwake Well said brother but from my perspective now, thoughts are completely illusion (i am full aware of it). Any words that you say is not represent enlightenment because enlightenment is seriously not knowing. Therefore the moment. Thoughts are TOXIC for consciousness
  3. I already start the construction of new life. Materials of construction is LOVE, JOY, PEACE AND HAPPINESS LOVE YOU ❤️
  4. I appreciate brother ❤️ seriously, I literally see you guys as enlightened too. Because i am the moment, or eye that includes all me. Me and you are separate because of the thoughts. So called universe exist because of thoughts, can you believe that how powerful thoughts are, meanwhile you dont even see them, what a comedian we are
  5. Trophy of the enlightened person is being “You”. I am actually not enlightened, because there is no “I” in the body. I literally cant see myself. I am enlightened, moment is enlightened and universe is enlightened.
  6. Funniest thing is new “Me” is seriously become the “Moment “. Thoughts are completely illusion, i have become the moment, which is love to real self, which is everything i am aware in the moment. I am writing to you know. You are completely me, thats it. But we have no name. But identical ❤️ “Separate self and energy” is a thought, there is no separation between me and words, and the “work” can be done only in the “moment”. Future is falsehood. Because i am completely aware that any thought is not it. Best way to stay in the path is directly being in the moment With “not knowing”. 1 thought brought back entire duality. It is so sneaky Sure brother, ask me whatever you need. It is possible, and is you. Attachments, fear, I, these are all thoughts, just go and think in front of the mirror, can you see the thoughts? Nothing is in the body so how can you think? It is an illusion dont you see ?
  7. Sure. Thanks a lot for the advice. I cant believe what You, Nahm and this forum did for me, which is me but i am so much appreciated. Thank you.
  8. LOVE to you, which is me. Thank you so much Leo. You have no idea how thankful i am to all you guys (seriously you guys are all me) It is amazing. I discovered only way to stay here is be in the moment. I have almost no thoughts now, but i see it, but lets see it is so sneaky. I am just so moment now.
  9. @zeroISinfinity i am crazy man. I know i have become it. I am the moment, my body has no differences than you. If you are not here, how can i be awake in my own dream, how much you have helped me do you know? Even with reading this topic by you. Otherwise how can i be awake in my own dream?
  10. I cant believe my (ego) life was a joke:) it was just a thought i cant believe it. I am all here.
  11. Yo this is so funny. I cant believe you guys don’t believe me you are me. We are not human , we are not knowing of the moment you guys have no ida what enlightenment is it is a joke
  12. @Esoteric these are all words. You are me you are not knowing enlightenment is being CRAZY. Yes i am fucking LOST you are damn right and you still try to convince me that we are human. Lmfao.
  13. Hello everyone, 2 nights ago i consumed 8 gr dried shrooms. I just sit in meditation position and was recording myself in darkness and silence. When i closed my eyes i just felt into like a black whole, and just vanished in the black whole for almost 3 hours and 45 minutes. In that state, i dont know how to explain it, but i will do my best. Me is(me) happening (meeing). Thats why nothing is happening because i am nothing. Just everything is gone, nothing and infinite. You cant feel, touch, think vs. nothing is happening just you infinite nothing. And nothing is happening. You are not sleeping nor awake, not exist or non exist, not human not god. You are just nothing infinite singularity. After that i become aware that i am in the body (i left the body for 3 hours 45 minutes and all existence was gone everyone of you), i had crazy energy and worked out 2 and half hours in order to sweat and get rid of toxin of shrooms. I just felt so less in the body, i let the body worked out and watch. I was completely free and had nothing to do with body. It is just unbelievable. You are not even aware that you are nothing, because you are nothing how can you know something ? Infinite nothingness. Only advice from me as god is BE PURE FUCKING HUMAN BEING. Dont add anything. You will find the love. God created all the creation based of its loneliness therefore it is unconditional love. However, only human can explore, carry and understand what the LOVE IS. YOU ARE SO FUCKING SPECIAL. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW SPECIAL AND BEATIFUL YOU ARE. I dont think i will be good for the forum anymore. Because this is not an knowledge, knowledge comes from language. This can never be understood with language, because there is no me how can i understand what the language is. Thats why no one will understand me, i will better to shut up. i cant even say being or awareness . Just Empty. Nothing, me. Good bye everybody much luck to everyone. I hope you guys will be all happy with love and get whatever you want in your life. Much love. ❤️
  14. Enlightenment is not knowing in the moment. Any word that you have learned pushes away you from the truth. It comes with not thinking. Every moment is it, if you dont think and dont label anything. Goodbye. Much love ❤️
  15. @SQAAD you are god, but you know god is nothing. Go help some people (homeless vs.). You will feel better. Ag least you can eat, people can not find anything to eat. Appreciate what you have. Go out and help your other selfs.
  16. 1/ infinite = 0, 0 x infinite = 1 1/ 0 = infinite, 0 x 1/0 = infinite x 0 therefore 1 = 0
  17. Yes it doesn’t make any sense. Because You are nothing, thats why everything. Only way to become everything is being nothing in the first place.
  18. @tuckerwphotography Creation these words, god have never Existed if you never learned. Only thing that can not forget is nothing. Thats why everything is still nothing. You just label it and name it.
  19. Hello everyone, i had a crazy breakthroughs yesterday with 8 gr. Dried shrooms. I will write my experience when i can think . I just have question, i think my vision has changed, i am seeing the same thing but like from all the way back. Like a movie theater, i sit at the back seat, i feel but i am feeling through the body. There is a distance between me and my body. I am like all the way back of the brain. I am less in the body. What is this? It has been like this last 10 hours, i am normal (no anxiety, panic vs), but i am different. Slow! Or maybe time is slow or maybe me. I dont know. Therefore,i am so slow, and cant think. I was watching tv and suddenly, i was right in the middle of the kitchen talking to my girlfriend. When i become aware that i am in the kitchen or i can say “ holly shit i am the kitchen but i was watching tv”, I remembered everything how can i get up and walk in the kitchen and talk to my girlfriend. After that I asked her after that how long we have been here she told me at least 20 minutes. I was aware but not there, thats why I couldn’t remember, when my ordinary consciousness came back I remember the past and meaning of walking , talking vs. I was here but i had nothing to with here or body, i was just seeing the eyes randomly (come out from nowhere and no reason), i wasn’t in control of anything “even seeing from the eyes are not in my control”. Thats why I don’t remember because I really wasnt here, i can type thats why i am here now and control. It is like being here but come and go. What is this? Thanks for the answers.
  20. You are not awakened. You have to be awake to You to understand it. This conversation ends. Thank you.
  21. @An young being definitely brother. It is better to contemplate all together. It makes process way quicker.
  22. If you never learn the language, how can you call yourself as god? Or how can you even know something?
  23. @Someone here these are all words. How can you be words? When you become the words and chair at the same time, let me know brother. Yes truth is something to become, you can not know it, till you become it. Definitely sun has no differences than mosquitoes flies in front of you when you look at the sun, thats reason why whatever you see at the moment is you, but how can you be mosquito and sun? What is your element to be both? Which only can be nothing ( even saying nothing add something, i cant name it, just IT), which is nothingness but aware if i have name it. Because staying at that level of consciousness, i dont need to drink or move. Because all is me as nothing, therefore i am not here or anyone is here. I am still human and control of the body. Because i dont eat poison instead of chicken. And i love you. Definitely, thats why you have to become it. Human mind can not comprehend it. Just imagine the air you cant see or touch (unless wind), it is all over on everything. But if you take the elements of air it could Go In anything and. But i cant really explain it. It is impossible to explain.
  24. @Someone here because you dont know what the truth is or what is in front of you. Let me tall you what is in front of you, or what you are, Non duality in not a theory that you can fucking think. When you experience non duality, you realize you have no control of the body whatsoever , you are in body as nothing, distance between your face and tv is you as nothing, everything Is you as nothing (your bag, chair whatever you see at the moment). Thats how everything can become 1. Because of that in moment you are happening as nothing. Thats what is in front of you. It is you, but unexplainable, unlearnable, you just have to become it to understand it. How can you be nothing and can experience something at the same time? In order to understand this, you have to become it. And when you get it, you will realize there is nothing to know, live or survive. Because every piece of shit is you. How can you explain yourself? You have to say i am myself no more than that. Thats what non duality is. Not a fucking dream.