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You are doing that all the time. Do you want to know how you do it? Study quantum mechanics and you will understand. Particles are not in any specific position but in all possible positions, until you observe them. When you observe them they collapse and become "matter". There's no matter at all, is all in your mind. This is not bla bla bla and new age hogwash, this is real, it is science.

If you pay attention, you will see that everything that you "see" through your eyes "were made through you" too. Jesus is the character that was born in the world, Christ is the consciousness we all have and that's our true identity. So basically Jesus and you are one, and he is also one with God. We are all one and God is our identity our true identity. When he realized who he really was, he become Jesus Christ. That's the human side together with the divine side of him. But the same can be said of YOU. You are Andrea, but at the same time you are the consciousness who is watching the world through your eyes. John 14:20 On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you. You will realize, he is not saying "you will become" you will REALIZE that I am in you... what does it mean? That you and Jesus are one too. THAT YOU ARE ALREADY JESUS, YOU ONLY HAVE TO REALIZE THAT. Because Jesus is in You, that means you are him. That's why I tell you that the interpretation of the words written in the Bible can be twisted. It doesn't matter if it is written because the mainstream church gives them another interpretation that it fits their agenda. Because they can't accept the truth. Ask God for guidance, because you are saying that you left the mainstream church, but you are not thinking by yourself, you are too attached to the wrong interpretations that the Church is giving. Those interpretation only reinforce the ego in us, the idea of separation from God so they are from the Devil if you want to use terminology used by the churches of today. I think one day you will realize that Jesus is in the Father, and you are in Jesus, and Jesus in you. Ergo: JESUS = GOD = YOU Blessings

@Natasha I was looking his blog today and I saw he posted one video but I didn't watch it yet. I'm going to watch it tomorrow. Thanks Natasha. ?

I found the one who was stuck in a dream loop https://www.reddit.com/r/LucidDreaming/comments/bzw5lw/i_was_stuck_in_a_dream_loop_strange_experience/

@Aakash @Basegodmike. Hahaha It made me laugh a lot too...I will search for it in Reddit to see if I can find it. Hehehe....

@Basegodmike there's a lucid dream Reddit I always take a look at it and some weeks ago a guy was terrified because that happened to him. He was trapped on a lucid dream loop. There was another guy that he said he become a hose in a garden while lucid dreaming and he lived or experienced being a hose as if he was it his entire life. So, his idea of time was changed in the dream and he felt it passed 50, 60, 70 years being a garden hose. Lol... I know the toltecs were experts on lucid dreaming and they tried to dream what they wanted to happen in real life It's a really exciting thing

We hallucinate the "real world" too. So...

I know what happens to you @Soul-lover 2020 same thing happened to me... you want something that is solid proof, that is undeniable guide to be saved. I used to think like you. But, the problem is that there's not such a thing. Even the Bible being the word of God, is useless, not because of what it says but because of what we understand of the words written in the Bible. You think that because is written in the Bible it can't be denied or changed. But the problem is not the bible, is the people that interpret the bible. Watch the videos about self deception, and you will see what I am talking about... we deceive ourselves about what is true or not in the Bible, because we can't see reality the way it is (because of the original sin). There is not a book that is infallible, that you can read and know the truth because it is written "by God", simply because the truth is twisted by our interpretation or that of others. Do not become so attached to your idea of God, your idea of God is an image of him, it is not the real one because God cannot be thought. And no book can tell you what is real. You have to live it and experience it. Your idea of God is an image of what he is, and remember God said we can not make images of anything. He wasn't only talking only about an idol made of wood, he was talking about making ideas about God too, about doing idols in our minds. And that's what books do, give you ideas, not the real thing.

Jesus was heretic too for the stablished jewish religion of the time. They even said he was son of the Devil because he was saying he was equal to God.

I am back to my journal. Thanks to @Natasha for making me realize that I need to keep doing it. I had many many changes, but there's no one who changes. Change just happens. And everytime the ego observes more and more reality, that idea is more and more integrated. That, what I think I am is integrated with everything. I don't do nothing, everything is being done and I don't have to worry about anything. Worry is just a mental construct of an idea of me that thinks there's a person who has control over his life. The good news (the gospel = good news = god spell) are that everything is under control of reality. Nothing will ever go wrong, so there's no need to be worried. Whatever happens is Ok. Because what IS happening is what reality is RIGHT NOW. So, no need to be worried, no need to do anything. I am the observer of my ego, and he is doing quite well. But, I begin to understand what Leo says about actualizing and how actualizing has its importance in the enlightenment path. And the importance of being actualized comes from trying to incorporate or integrate the enlightenment "experience" into the ego. Otherwise you won't know what is happening, why and fear will come and so on, ego backslash, etc. I learned that the hard way. Synchronicities are happening more and more. And I am beginning to see how I am creating everything that happens to the ego. The mind also plays its part in this. If you are calm, if you mind is clear you will attract the experiences that you need to keep growing and becoming more and more the real you, what you really are. "Becoming" is just a word, because you already are what you are looking for. You can't say that you are becoming anything, because there's nothing that is becoming, it already IS. A lot of attachments are being abandoned. I don't crave as much as before and it is diminishing more and more. It comes to my mind what John the Baptist said "He Must Increase, I Must Decrease" ... Life is becoming easier, there's not so much sadness as before, no more tension (or at least not as much as before) between the idea of me and reality. There's more happiness appearing but is more like peace, and the sadness is still there. Not sure why, but I think it is like my ego knows what is going to happen or that he is losing its power. But not sure about that, that is thoughts coming to me trying to make sense of whats going on. I have more things to write about, I will be actualizing my journal more frequently, I promise.

That's possible, really. Because I noticed that some orthodox churches share some of those views on non duality and in a non literal interpretation of the bible. I listen from time to time in youtube an orthodox priest, that has some interesting views on Christs. This is his channel, maybe you know it... Theodore Nottingham is his name.

Great news!!

I really didn't know that the Bible had so many esoteric interpretations, it's mind blowing. I discovered some of them and there's something that in the website they say that I totally agree and that is the Bible makes so much sense when you read between the lines, the symbology if you see the non dual POV in it than if you read it with the traditional interpretation of the different Christian Churches. This should be the mainstream teaching of the Bible, but... the Devil is deceiving us big time!!!! ?????

thanks for sharing!

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@Nahm That's true peace. I know I always WAS, AM and WILL BE. @zeroISinfinity Cool!!!

@Mikael89 My problem is I get too distracted all the time. We have to look for methods to avoid those things to happen. To avoid falling asleep I heard a lot of people like to meditate early in the morning. At night, when you are tired is easier to fall asleep.

You know what happens @Nahm ? Because we are always talking about it, we take it for granted and I assumed that this was something known in the forum (even if it's not at an experiential level).... that's why I was looking for other "thing"... thanks! I am in the way to grasp it more and more, but I know there's no I in there. Just existence.

@zeroISinfinity

@Maya_0 It's in Leo's video, you have to put your awareness upon awareness itself until it reveals by itself. You (the ego) can't do nothing about it. It will reveal alone, not because we (you) do something.

@zeroISinfinity I am doing what Leo said, keep all the time focus on awareness without any label. Just centering my attention on being aware. Put my awareness on awareness itself, as he explains on the self inquiry video.

@zeroISinfinity I think I was used so much to see it as an idea, that right now I am beginning to get what it was that I experienced. I know I am not the experiencer of anything, I am using these words to translate what happened. But the ego came so quick that it was short lived. But now I know that it is always there...

@Natasha I am not keeping my journal now, I was thinking in doing that again but is pretty old now. @Nahm I am stupid today... why am I so blind? It sucks... I can't see it. What it comes to my mind is that the Ego is a construct, and I could see there's no ego. It doesn't exist. And about existence, all concepts are not true. The world is created through those concepts. In reality there's nothing there, just pure awareness.

I was going to pm. Existence/non-existance has been deconstructed. It's a duality. Not true. It's ok to yell lol... Time also has been deconstructed. ?

Forget what I said. All are concepts. Lol I mixed things. The experience I told you was non existence of the character. My mind is about to blow up. ?