Aakash

yeah it got rejected, as soon as my mind activity started and my emotions started flaring up, is this why we say we are not this and not that? to bypass this?

several holes, several several none like this, i've never felt fear ever when i opened other holes this is different this was as if, if you had to stay in this hole, that thats it thats your life over but it was so peaceful, i feel like crying, i feel like i'm going to die

it feels like the last step of self inquiry the 9th picture of the ox herding pictures complete no mind metitation the collapse of time really it feels like the end of the world it feels like the result of watching your hands for countless months and years it feels like a hallucination

i feel scared, i feel like its like a hole,that if i fall into it, i won't know where it will take me or how long ill fall for

I am being the question is not "what are you" , there is no "you" the question is "what are you" what you are is being the questions are different

trying to figure out what it is, trying to see it as a seperate objective entity from yourself, but you can't figure it out, because you are it its like the mind is trying to trying to survive by needing to label it as something seperate, it feels scared of it, and my emotions have reacted and i feel fear it keeps labelling it I , present moment, body, silence, seeing, being, right , wrong , stillness etc..

i am that which i am when my mind completely stops, that eternal moment free of any labelling not silence, not everything, not nothing, not god, not colourful, not a room, not a body, not "i" , not chair free of all mind activity

@tsuki I am the present moment?

@tsuki lol i don't know , i'm not enlightened to know what i am

through my own distrotion of reality as subject/ object perspective, because i see you as a person seperate to me,

@tsuki LOL, thats the million dollar question nothing and something simultaneously conceptually. so i am a human with a heart, and not a human with a heart feeling emotions

@tsuki they're both made out of nothing i think you've given me a great insight, i didn't think to put metaphysics also in the list of bullshit i've heard! nothing is not different from nothing, it is it so your saying that the heart is where emotions are and they're not actually seperate concepts, they're just seperated because of my distrotion. so what i said, is right in conceptual terms and is wrong in conceptual terms

I guess ill take the L since i couldn't prove my point lol,

@tsuki so what are they made of? also i don't know how to do this, so i'm going to need like two examples to understand what you mean

@Druid420 most definitely, don't forget to stay hydrated along the way. did what i say make any sense to you?

paradigms are just archetypes that are made from beliefs, they're made of nothing lol, yes i know that physical reality is of the mind too not sure what you meant here

@tsuki Yes but i feel like this happens anyway the moment you leave a material paradigm

2 makes it easier for you to surrender to become enlightened 1 makes you value the life you have currently both are right, i guess this question comes down to what you want more, to live life or become enlightened first you could do both at the same time, but its conflicting holding two viewpoints simulatenously, youd just want to stop thinking and so you will automatically want enlightenment, this is what happened for me, but there's no time frame for how long you would have to keep it. they are just concepts and ultimately will have to be chucked away when the time comes, you can't have any preconceptual notions of enlightenment before you experience what it means to be being.

@Druid420 lol , good, then maybe this will help emotions is a seperate concept Anatomy is a seperate concept brain is a seperate concept regions of the brain are a seperate concept all these concepts bind together to form the concept which is known as a human being , but ultimately they are all linked and seperate at the same time

how so? from my current standpoint, any back rationing used to justify a point is done in a multichain approach A-B - A-B - C A- B - but it doesn't matter because what ever you say is wrong, so the chain stops, and repeats itself, until something new is added and then it repeats over again, i guess in a strange loop form like you've said, but how does this have to do with physics and metaphysics

@tsuki sorry, i don't understand the question

that was a good question, as it stands, i won't know i'm right unless i became enlightened myself but i've done enough contemplation to be sure that, that is 91.45678% true however, i can shed some light on it by saying, no i do not. why you may ask, its because i can not explain this rationally to you. LET ME ASK YOU KIND SIR, you are a druid, is magic real?

most of what you wrote here is unfortunately incorrect, but it was a great insight nonetheless you have a gut that processes food, but there is another gut, it is where your instinctual senses react to your current state of emotions signalling the best possible move you feel for yourself. This gut however, is not a gut but is located near the lower abdomen region. This conceptual gut is part of your metaphysical make up your heart is for pumping blood around your body and supplying cells with oxygen, but there is a conceptual heart which is located in your metaphysical make up, which is located near the heart, but is not physical, your emotions are not physical all regions of your brain work to operate your spoken mind, but the left typically has structures suited to organising and rationalising, logic is not located in the brain, logic is a belief system we hold the right hemisphere is the same its just operating your body and keeping it alive, but the right typically tends to be harmonic and creative, you can not access god mind with it and it is not where your conscious mind syncs together.

the question is more related to who is making the decisions if your identification is you, then its you if your identification is god, then its god it is not about what decisions are made, that decide who is making them but at the same time as a rule of thumb - the quality of decision improves the higher your consciousness level

@Preetom thank you, that was a nice an inspiring read For, the ultimate aim of every desire is to enhance and intensify this sense of existence this is exactly why i do it because And to be of interest, a thing must be related to one’s conscious existence of everyone