Aakash

ohh god i've gone from telling jokes to now rating comments for their expressions should be doing practice of continually breaking down duality and remaining there we can actually write a map out of life through all dualities body vs not body , where is this barrier someone might as themselves? so they ask themselves "my skin" its my skin, okay am i aware of my skin, yes or no ..... okay no i am the cells , okay am i aware of the cells ? no they are operating themselves, i am only aware of a concept called calls. i have never experienced it in my direct experience. if i have experienced it, was i aware of the experience? yes , so am i the cells themselves or awareness of the cells if they are in my direct experience. i am aware of them this is only true statement that can be made at the time. so now we ask ourselves in all these scenarios. did i only assume myself to be all these cells? when the actuality of the situation was i was only aware of these cells? The truer statement is that you were only aware of these cells. So now i look at a plant, is it true that i am aware of this plant? Yes i am aware of it. Is this plant in my awareness yes, is this an image of a plant inside my own head. There is no need to make it this complicated YET. Simply just notice that you are aware of the plant and it is over there. Now here comes the tricky part, have you ever known of yourself outside of awareness. The only true statement we can proclaim is that all these things i know because i am aware of them in my direct experience. So the duality between body vs not body, if i am aware of my skin and i am aware of my hands. Then where is my awareness coming from? its coming from inside my head, this is what makes me know that i am the body. Because i have a brain. So we ask ourselves, Have i actually seen my brain with my own direct experience? with my own awareness because REMEMBER we have agreed the only 100% true statement that we have come to conclude thus far is that i am aware of my skin, the image of cell in my head, my hands, the plant. This is all the information we have thus far, so we be honest with ourselves, have i seen a picture of a brain in the text book and social media saying that there is a brain there? OR was i aware of a picture of brain in a text book and social media saying that there is a brain there. So far all these things you have been aware of are actuality I know them because I have experienced them, i have not seen an image of a cat and said this is a cat, i have seen a cat and said this is what i would call a cat, when it is the content that you've taken on from experience we can call this actuality, when we have taken content on from experience and misinterpretted it to be that which is not through your analysis. The misinterpretation is that i have seen a cat through direct experience and this is true vs i have seen a cat through a picture of a text book and said this is true. I have mistaken the actuality of the statement for true. When i talk about a cat that i've read in a textbook, i am now truthing statements off this foundational truth i have set for myself, Lets build some information I go to the zoo and see a cat, it is black and it is has grey strips its purrs like this "PRRRRAAAAHHH , MEWHOOO" all the sensations i can trust because we have acknowledge that the only thing i know 100% is the awareness of something. All my senses have taken in the "cat", I have built my truth of awareness of the sensational experience of the cat. Lets take the opposite scenario, i go to the bookstore and i buy a book on zoo animals, it says the cat is the cat is black, it has grey stripes and it purs like this "PRRRRRRR" I can trust the sensations of being aware of this book i've read. My awareness is the truth built over the awareness of reading a book and saying this is the truth about the cat. Now what's the difference All the truth i know, i have built it off two different methods, I have had different experiences with each method. Notice they are not the same but different because REMEMBER again we agreed that the only thing we can ever know 100% is being aware of what we are aware of and that is the actuality of the situation. So we have to acknowledge that these are different. because again we have acknowledge the fact about truth and awareness or direct awareness/ experience. So even in these cases the actuality of the situation, repeats again that WE ARE AWARE OF THAT WHICH WE ARE AWARE. now the beliefs simulate together and mesh together automatically, without our awareness of it, it is aware itself, but we are not aware of the subconsciousness. So now someone tells you they have seen a cat and he has said it goes "PRRRRRAAHHH ,MEWHOO" and you use your subconscious knowledge structure of what you know currently. If that person had a conversation with the guy who has had awareness of a direct experience of the cat going "PRRRRAHH, MEWHOO" they can agree on such a thing. if the person then tells the person who was awareness of a direct experience of reading the book he said "PRRAHHH, MEWHOO" the guy would say no a cat goes "PRRRRRR" the guy would disagree. BECAUSE they fundamentally know no knowledge better or experience. So they fight each other and say they are both right. Both are not saying the truth of how the cat purs. What they are doing is comparing their awareness of the actual cat to the awareness of reading a book about a cat. Again we see how awareness of a thing is what is the actuality that is being compared. So we can now ask ourselves the distance between my body and the air next to the end of my arm. Is the barrier physically there OR am i aware of my arm and then i am aware of the space after my arm. we are saying that there are two awareness of this is a duality, when they collapse we realise that the awareness identical the awareness of the arm and the space are one, there is no different between the awareness, the awareness is a whole and this is what it means to expand your awareness consciousnessly and break down dualities in actuality. So now you are the awarness of the space + arm, what this means is that your awareness is creating boundaries between every obstacle in reality, boundary after boundary created by either awareness of direct experiences and awareness of things read in books and taught in school. All awareness of which are 100% true stacked the dualities are simply this Awareness of awareness of awareness of awarness of awareness of awareness of direct experience of Distinctions after distinctios after distinctiosn of statements truthed. Pure consciousness is when you realise that all these awarnesses of that you have fragmented into seperate things and said they are other to me, they are seperate distinctions because you've misinterpretted the awareness of which is 100% true for "seperate things " this is how we come up with many things But the awareness of them ALL WERE THE SAME! AND WE ALL AGREED ITS 100% TRUE! What this means is That black guy is you, that white guy is, that plant is you, that starts are you, that tea pot is you, that emotion is youy HOW is this the case? because you were Aware of all of them This statement is true for every single one of us including animals, they do the exact same thing. Its pure consciousness, fragmented itself into experiences of itself and truthing it because its 100% true that that was the case in actuality. Then when we say these fragmented consciousness are one we say it is nothing, it was "not the very distinctions" but this was equal to everything with ALL the distinctions, because all statements were 100% true we all agreed. This final break down is the awakening to pure love, pure awarness, pure nothing. This is when the heart will open and you will realise you are love itself.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/infinite-love-awakening

@Ibn Sina Video on blog about finding a deeper love, than absolute love.

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My point was that you learnt about the idea of having enlightened professionals from Leo.

Therein you have the exact point that Leo is trying to make with self-actualization and sainthood, instead of zen lifestyle and fictious monk lifestyle. The reason being because once you discover everything is you, what need to sit in a cave and piss on soil? How did you come across the idea , any idea? It is not like BC and 500 AD where people were isolated, we live in a global economy and therefore as such would naturally gravitate towards these things. Hence the life purpose course. Meaningless going full circle to meaningful But i guess that from the past , i said its pointless, now it doesn't feel pointless. Still in the grand scheme of things, its a different story.

Dropped out of it like i said, still i have the conceptual version LOL so things are still funny, this is from a lack of meditation practice, and single pointed focus, that's what it requires, for you to infinitely focus on one thing until it is disproved, moved to the next focus on that etc, until it "feels" right with what you want. You see, we are still only babies and look how excited we get at the magical then you realise that it goes on forever So we are basically twin brother clones. Pick up the phone daddy, uncle greg is phoning. that was infinitely intelligent

Ahah ohh the irony of it. Beautiful in nature, sneaky until the end. I say cheese you say mustard on our ketchup and mayonnaise

It’s a gateway drug illuminati confirmed. (Joke) but it’s a gateway drug. We drink it because it stops our processing of food in the morning. (Direct experience) when we are in the rat race, nobody eats breakfast properly ... they go straight to work and have a coffee from home or there, same with tea. Coming from a person who drinks hot chocolate, tea and coffee!

Enlightenment is this in very concise words. how does my mind see two? Is it two or one ? When your mind reflects through reality, so to will your true being. Its not about luck, although the process can be skipped, this is true. Sufferers find love because they do not see the sufferer and their heart immediately opens and they become enlightened. It’s not your human mind, it’s God’s mind itself. God becoming aware of it self through simply understanding the pointers given in the pathway. The end of practice is the beginning of the last path, because once you found true self, then what ? See ? All you can do is say. This is what I know to be my true self. You can’t skepticise it because it was what ever conclusion your mind reached. See level of unlocking mind is somewhat proportional to level of enlightenment. As it should be. Because your mind is trying to get between all dualities. Not your human mind, God’s mind. Also yes, there is no path because you neither arrived nor left the same place. Which is now-here.

All you can do is relax into it, its not a surrender of any sorts, i wouldn't say its like any other duality i've broke before, just kinda like what else is there you know. It doesn't make sense not to relax and it doesn't make sense to stay dual. Because it already feels like a better life LOL its funny because its actually both there and not there the love makes it feel secure and the nothing makes it feel safe till it becomes all there is that's when it becomes both one I = love others = nothing Love nothing "what is the case" In your own love world and its funny because you know that everyone is you. just stressing about all their problems, when its not actually a problem, but you feel them because they are you. You don't take the perspective of because its nothing its an illusion. Because its love its a substance. its the strange loop between these two when they merge, it feels surreal is the word. You don't look at it from the point of view of a creator, it was your creation. And you are not participating in it yourself and yet you are because you are all that is.

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Looks like i'm going to have to take my own path, gone past the point of asking for help. The last duality I vs other, Expanding the love and nothing , throughout the whole of reality. it keeps coming and going, i'm looking then i realise that i'm thinking of the person as other. It becomes GOD-TIME, there are no seconds or time per say, everything if i see will be "true nature" "true nature" very accurate word

After all this time, i finally found the word, that shows me whether someone is enlightened! I know it from experience ahaha!

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Practice makes perfect, starting day 1 meditation tomorrow for actual results, can't wait!!

What is life but the understanding of god ? what is enlightenment but the understanding of life ? what is god but the understanding of enlightenment? hey swami-ji who is god ? ohh my boy, look into the sky there you will see bhagawan(god) hey swami-ji what is the sky? ohh my boy, look up and it will be the blue and white sea

@Aeris i know, it could be tough with those brain dead mother fuckers but when you think about it, if your the one who is living the life you are today who else is going to live it for you i don't see anyone else around ? there is an interesting lesson i learnt from my ex. it was that, to help others, you must help yourself. For when you help others, you must offer them your time because change does not come easy and you need to be prepared to be around when they need you. Should we understand them for who they are ? yes and no. in a sense, both answers are incorrect, because a person can only help themselves, which why is why logically you should change your own perspective of the situation. If i said to you, sit here and wait for me to return , then i never returned which is the only thing you could have changed about the situation, its your own opinion of the situation Now bring in humans, because we all think we can change each other with the mere usher of words, do you see once that fantasy has broken down and the words have not worked. We have the same situation as the one above, you can't do anything until you change your opinion about it. Then maybe when you've sorted yourself you can call me and "where the fuck are you, i'm going to shank you, meet me here" and then never turn up for me. ULTIMATE REVENGE

@Aeris I don't know who took your kitten last night and gave it to the neighbor, it wasn't me.

@CreamCat Yeah that's not spirituality, that's religion. that's like me saying, yo babe give me a apple to my girlfriend and her returning with her clothes off ... i asked for a apple

thats tough, i would not advise you to let that continue. THATS if she is not doing spirituality, if she is - then its all gucci.

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My heart is on fire WTF! Stop heart ,Stop or you'll overheat and i'll die from laughter ahaahaha

The purpose of life is to feel. it is in feelings of expressions that we get to know another and that first must come from knowing yourself when you see good and bad, we are what is good ... what is bad that is needed for this to be good and that is need for that to not be that bad Really we change the world by pointing out the limitations of our predecessors and we add on top of their healthy positive contributions. they were there for you and everyone else to enjoy that is why we still use stuff made thousands of years ago. to make something last it must make people feel what good feeling can you create?