-
Content count
4,210 -
Joined
-
Last visited
Everything posted by Aakash
-
Aakash replied to Aakash's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@lmfao LOL go fish, as dualistically as i can make out. You should do some homework before you write a novel. Not like it matters to me anyway, you are all free to do what you like. I have no reason against what is. I've found infinite creativity, imagination and now its time to make a business in stage red aahahaha where i belong! i'm going to make my way SLOWLY up the spiral this time to turquoise for emotional mastery. OVERALL MASTERY comes with doing the main body of work, that is not related to enlightenment and in fact, enlightenment is the smallest percentage of it ever - it only gets you to 0 lol. Leo's strange loop is the best LOL, this website is insane when i noticed it in its entirety. i don't need to go anywhere else for self-help. -
Aakash replied to Aakash's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes, but do the moderators comprehend the meaning of infinity themselves, or are they hunting down truth with tunnel vision. Its obvious they know the meta language of all spiritual teachings. But what does this reveal sadhguru, ralston, krishna bhagwan (god), all talk about the exact same thing, in fact its all they talk about. unknown to the crowd. Even adyashanti talks about it, but he's said he doesn't want to talk about it. Also for the record, i understand its only a perspective. I know you can only find out in being. But it is the sum of all sets, so whether it exists or not, you can only find out at the end. If your asking me personally, i've been getting polarised constantly for the past four days (as i said i'm feeling crimson). it seems once you reach a hierarchy of strange loop, there's no choice but to move up. However, i also note the fact that the people around me are in orange and blue. Therefore as i am Aakash, i've reached the perfect place to balance between both grounds. Which is exactly where i wanted to end up in the end in the first place. I've broken my mind of trying to encapsulate reality into a paradigm and this is why i stopped trying to help the world. To be honest, i don't have total selflessness to go and conceptually kill myself TRULY (after understanding the end game). Nonetheless i am interested to hear what you guys have to say -
@Leo Gura what is your argument for the more likely one?, which did you witness in your omniscience consciousness. This question makes a huge difference. I do not believe TOTAL enlightenment will come from a single individual, this would be too easy... so it must be dimensional. it would depend where the self-reference will come from. And well, its already self referencing. There was no other to begin with, meaning that there is a possibility of it being solipsism.
-
ahahahaha thats why nothing is not the end ahahahaha aahahah OMG that is so funny THE MIND IS TOTAL! loooooooooool you tricked yourself into believe yourself that your not god because you are god, you are the whole thing you are not taking responsibility for it AND THATS WHY NOTHINGNESS IS NOT THE HIGHEST TRUTH looooooooooooooool ALL YOU ENLIGHTENED BEINGS loooooool banter you lots are just being decieved by god WHICH IS YOURSELF AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IT! BECAUSE ITS TOTAL AND IS YOUR REALITY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL you don't know how funny this is you yourself are in the world alone BUT YOU JUST ACCEPTED THIS, THAT MEANS GOD ITSELF IS SELF DECEPTIVE BY NATURE, INFINITE SELF DECEPTIONS thats insaannneeeeeeeee Leo you madman Edit: i made it into lower caps! don't give me a warning again please EDIT 2: AND add infinite imagination! to it looooool its possible OMFG all of you have no idea that you aren't enlightened! You also assumed that what you reached the buddah reached. AND so its buddahs fault because he said he has reached total enlightement LOOOOOOOOOL YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT BECAUSE YOU DID NOT KNOW ABOUT THE FACETS BEFORE YOU WENT INTO YOUR ENLIGHTENMENT THAT MEANS LEO IS THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD DOING ENLIGHTENMENT RIGHT but it can't be called enlightenment anymore it has to be termed something else HES ACTUALISING GOD FOR REAL! you GUYS ARE JUST MESSING ABOUT LIKE BABIES PLAYING WITH LEGO OMG YOU lot are fucking killing me!
-
I went onto instagram and let off heaps of emotional energy onto the world. I had to believe so hard in it, that it ruined alot of my life, unlike if i was just unconscious of the this whole thing. Anyways point being, i've come to the conclusion. Ego will always corrupt anything it touches. I felt so into my emotions, getting social acceptance from everyone, talking about how spiral dynamics is the one model, that if everyone learnt it would create a great society in the future. I was feeding off popularism as a reward for being alone for the last 2 years and essentially having to leave my friends to go deeper. its like i played hero- mightly saviour and grace on social instagram saying i studied loads of subjects core principals and this is the way forward. It became suffocating when i looked back at it, at how i lost my humbleness so easy with only the slightest fingertip on the grail. This experience itself has made me want to give up on my ego, instead of living a couple of more years out. what do you guys make of this? surprised or thinking its typical ego?
-
Aakash replied to Aakash's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
YOUR NUTS your nuts your nuts omg your nuts, i can't handle how fucking stupid this is. THIS IS INSANE DECEPTION DECEPTION ON THE HIGHEST LEVEL its asthonishing, no words can justify what god is, there is no expression, i can give to show you how fucking insane what i experience god to be is and its only conceptually THIS IS NUTSSSSSSS THIS CHANGES EVERYTHING LEO! OMFG ARE YOU KIDDING ME! THIS IS WHAT I WAS BORN TO WITNESS, THIS IS WHERE I WAS MEANT TO BE I'M 10000000000000000000000000% IN TRILL TILL THE END OF ME! FUCK NOTHING. THIS IS TOO AMAZING A OPPORTUNITY TO PASS UP! -
Aakash replied to Aakash's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
THAT IS INFINITE LOVE, OMG ALL THE FACETS ARE ALL ADDING UP FOR ME you lots don't understand what god really is! omg omg omg! this is insane! the amount of delivery from traps is insane! this self deceite is UNBELIEVABLE! IM THE ONE WHO IS AWARE OF WHAT GOD IS! NOT YOU ENLIGHTENED BEINGS OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I'M technically the second most enlightened person in the whole of history! LOOOOOOL LEO Your fucking nuts I'm only conceptually doing, i'm not experiencing omniscient but its slowly seeping into me! -
Aakash replied to Gili Trawangan's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
ON SECOND THOUGHT, this model is viable for educational purposes, but doesn't justify it in any way i apologies. -
Aakash replied to Aakash's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Natasha i see no benefits of it, please explain, what are the good parts of using it as a tool. IT NEEDS TO BE BURNT IN ACID. @Zigzag Idiot LOL i'm open because i have no ego to protect, i literally say i simulate futures. Do you know how crazy that is LOOOOOOL! AINT got shit to protect, when people understand. @tecladocasio LOOOOOOOOOOOOL! THAT WAS SO FUNNY, i'm the biggest zen devil! -
@Joseph Maynor LOL i'm so sorry! I've been reading your journal the past couple of days and have been thinking of learning from it with the interpersonal skills. I definitely need a shake up. so i didn't mean it like that.
-
@mandyjw @Joseph Maynor unfortunately joseph is right about this, if your not conscious of it, its a projection. Which is why i say don't "shoot the messenger (me), shoot the king (leo)" in my case what you are doing is starting to develop a belief in god, as he's said. The same goes for me but i'm only here to project all the futures i've simulated lol, easy right ahaha <-- see the projection of god in this sentence To be turquoise is to be god, meaning there should be no other in your direct reality. AND this was my warning: the teachings are going to get to complicated because he's just at a too high level. YOU might understand it and intuite an awakening once in a while, but you will basically picking up HEAVY concepts ,loaded with loads of nuances and you will just confuse yourself as you are doing. Joesph is skeptical of leo's work, as one should be,hence he is spotting this. my nature is skepticism, i've simulated many futures, so all leo does is basically tell me that i'm right. But i didn't just pick up the concepts from him, i integrated them into myself when doing self inquiry and hence i ended up self inducing my own awakening spontaneously while talking to joseph the other day. i forget to say the main point, got lost in bigging myself up again, damn ego LOL. just try to become more skeptical or else you'll be going backwards unconsciously, although, either is fine i should probably add. what ever you ever choose in life, is always the correct decision.
-
Aakash replied to Aakash's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Natasha YEAH THAT EGO NEEDS TO BE DESTROYEEEEEEEEEED thank you so much for your help, it was really insightful i shall go watch the video on zen devil -
Aakash replied to Aakash's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Natasha thank you for your help, its much appreciated. Its like a stage where your dedication is tested, either you dive in deep or you become a teller or falsehood. is this why the buddah teaches to reject desire, because this is exactly what i've been doing. Delving into desire because i find it an accomplishment to have touched nothing. but none of this is altering my state of consciusness so i'm not going forward, in fact its going backwards (more towards ego), in other words, if you don't do practices you will automatically be a zenn devil by default so is the best thing to stay silent. I would rather just not to post on this forum if i'm just going to be a zenn devil. I didn't come all this way for that. Thats the last thing i wanted. -
Aakash replied to Gili Trawangan's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@DrewNows More like the form of an infinite strange loop, where facet of the strange loop expands to infinity. This infinite strange loop is operating everything you see today, but it has visible mechanisms and features which can only be seen with consciousness work. So what Leo is trying to say is enlightened beings only see a portion of this infinite strange loop, before they decide to merge with nothing. So nothing is inside the infinite strange loop (non -duality), the infinite outcomes are not part of the internal structure of the infinite strange loop- they're more like a by product of the fact that god is infinite (MAYA). So what leo is saying is yes the highest teaching is that you are god, whether that says your nothing. He is agreeing because nothing is what your awareness absorbs into to become total non dual (but this is totally non-dual from one portion of the strange loop) and thats why they're getting their misconcepts. Its viable because if you were god, you would not subject your people to tourture and condem for life. So essentially current day enlightenment is an escape to merge into god and give up all suffering, its an escape route in the infinite strange loop But what leo is saying the totality of god is actualising the entire strange loop and that is done through actualising all multi-lateral facets. And this is what god is eventually working up to. Because you are god. So putting your authority power AS GOD into figures of authority IS THE REALITY you are creating for yourself. You can be the only one to restrict yourself. And this is what he has discovered through his own consciusness work , because theres no way one could possible theorise all this. (DISCLAIMER: UNLESS YOUR NAME IS AAKASH AND YOU HAVE SIMULATED THE WHOLE OF REALITY JOKE ) and this basically what leo is trying to say is that the biggest misconception god currently face is the BELIEF that the totality of god is nothingness or nirvana so he doesn't disagree with non-dual teaching or call them false, and he has supposedly cross referenced it against every source of non dual teaching he could find in history (most teachers) and he's simply claiming himself now that there is more to god. And the arrival of omniscience consciousness is what has lead him further than any master before him. EDIT: and why do i know this and you don't? because you underestimate the power of reading books that are nothing to do with non-duality. Leo had to read 10000 books to get this insight and thats why i said i can't match him in smartness, he's simple too far ahead. Notice: i didn't say he's smarter than me. I'm smartest person alive, but this is my only delusion, that's for another day lol. if i read the same 10000 books , i'd probably come up with the same exact notion. I did it through simulating futures and that's how i stumbled upon the potential of this being the case. BUT LEO'S is drenched in proof and direct experience through his consciousness. OBSERVATION IS KING. hence the reason i shall be exitting at nothingness because i don't have bother in me to read 10000 books and thats why i say nobody will reach where leo is at for the next 300 years. Because they pick and choose which books they want to read off his list. NO you have to read all of them to connect the dots between DUALITY and NON DUALITY to understand the possibilities of the INFINITE STRANGE LOOP. SO NO BUDDAH DID NOT READ 10000 BOOKS AND NEITHER DID ANY OTHER ENLIGHTENED BEINGS, the next one down from leo is probably winter solider since he's a law graduate, then seratonin for book count number. but its not comparison on scale by the VOLUME of books LEO'S read and the DIVERSITY. and this is the single difference in others understanding of god and leo's. WHY? BECAUSE GOD LEFT THE INFORMATION IN THE BOOKS FOR SOMEONE TO FIND IT AND LEAD TO THIS EXACT CONCLUSION TOTAL SOLIPSISM. ALSO why do i know this: Because i integrated leo's teachings entirely conceptually for my simulation and most in actuality. Some is concept like what i've said above. Leo's is the only teacher i resonate with because i like understand how reality works exactly. So why others were listening to non dual teachings, i was listening to more densly focused teachings which were non dual up until this point. NOT saying i'm a fanboy, don't get it wrong, i see the solipsism of god. So to me, he's just me. I just understand what he's trying to say. Because i too am skeptical about everything authority figures say. Edit 2: the thing is that people don't get is a) there is only exsistence b) there is only TRUTH , so what this means is there is nothing in the world that is falsehood. Meaning everything is at perfect as it needs to be, by design. By the one who created the infinite strange loop. YOU as TRUEST NATURE/ TRUE SOLISPSIM, not YOU as NON DUAL BEING/ NOTHINGNESS edit 3: GOD is all around, you are inside god as god , so you have to look at nature and everything to work out how all of this is made. How you as god actualised "how you made reality" = omniscience and he's got multiple infinite facets AND he's integrated THE COLLAPSE OF HIS DUALITIES. You don't understand, what ever he's experiencing must be NUTS and incredibly painful but since he loves reality so much. SUCH must be the HERO'S journey gate guardian. -
Aakash replied to Aakash's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Natasha I see, do you have an example of who you think is a zen devil ... i want to explore this topic abit more, its insane but this means a person can not be "not a zen devil" unless they're enlightened. ALSO is it a zen devil because i'm not aware of nothing now, or can someone be in aware of nothingness and still be a devil? @Leo Gura WHY does this not make you a zen devil? you have touched nothing, but you are not enlightened and are preaching about enlightenment, so by default. Doesn't this make you a zen devil? preaching about how the world is? -
Aakash replied to Aakash's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@zeroISinfinity Lol i laugh whenever you say laugh, but the force is not with me! aahah. Its just so shocking because literally, there's nothing you can do with ego that isn't survival its the most direct experience virus possible -
Aakash replied to Aakash's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Natasha LOL a zenn devil! i would never have thought of that Does normal ego people (those who haven't touched the finger tip on the grail) count as being zen devils when they are talking about spirituality to people ?? -
@CreamCat I'm not sure i can, i said it as directly as possible. I'm not one to beat around the bush. but i guess if i tried: Leo is just creating pathways to the infinite by his own means. When you experience it, you understand the potential of duality and the number of ways there are to get there.
-
Aakash replied to Aakash's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I wasn’t planning on leaving when did I say that? -
I don't know how leo does it, i put a stange loop and some captions basically saying i came out the matrix for the first time after 6 years and now everyones liking it, and i feel shit scared because i think everyone thinks i'm crazy LOL for spending so much time in my room thinking and now i'm suddenly righting this. It feels terrible But i'm keeping myself happy by saying the journey has begun, waking up people to the promised land- but it doesn't feel justified with my fear, can't wait to turn into nothing and all this shit goes away. HOW did i ever think i would have the balls to go on fox news and say nothing you experience is actually real LOL thats insane
-
@CreamCat I doubt it, it’s understandable really, he was sitting at the computer and consciousness figured out how it’s creating it’s own reality and it sent him into an awakening. Traditionally before this, you had to not use your mind to awaken. But now Leo has created a platform suggesting how reality works to the mind. The mind is intraspecting (turning inwards) and realising it’s own illusory nature. This is how the awakenings are happening. Hes creating portals to awakening by understand how reality works to get a certain facet open to the mind intraspecting. In this case the facet was infinite imagination. Before you were told you couldn’t use your mind. But it’s as I’ve stated duality always reflects non duality highest current level and therefore awakenings are becoming easier as time progresses when looking at it from a subject/object point of view against time. Instead of being random like they are with meditation, self inquiry. Except it has taken 5 years of making YouTube videos explaining how it all works, to get to these points where the facets are opening up less spontaneously than spending hours on end meditating. Think how much planning went into this - spectacular really but again it’s not him doing it, it’s god. It is you , you are god. The mind is expanding to infinity, showing itself the own illusory nature thus the consciousness disconnects from the mind, into pure being as you have seen the way he has done it is create” infinity .... love, intelligence, space” these connotations which the mind understands are being processed and language in duality is transforming to further understand non duality. Someone just had to reconceptualise the words the biggest step people need to take to getting faster results is accepting they are god and that they are alone in the world. Aka the collapse of “other”, the faster you get this down. The freerer you are to venture into any portal of your choosing. Infinite time (eternity), infinite and the quicker you’ll even reach enlightenment once they all stack up. But it’s dependant on how well you understand how reality works and therefore keeping an open mind. The problem before was people’s minds were trapped because they weren’t aware of infinite imagination. Now this is released it’s probably going to be easier to understand the rest.
-
Aakash replied to Aakash's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@cetus56 I'm only the messenger, to get other minds juiced. I've already decided my path! "Live fast die young" its nirvana for me , not going to really be considering concepts in that state. your just staying as nothing lol. I'm dropping all my concepts in the NOW. so this is my only time to show my concepts, its not like my friends or family will listen. to be honest, i've said everything, there's nothing else i can say. -
umm i guess I never really dealt with good or bad. I took an infinite number of outcomes, and plotted a course for potentially the most likely one using the knowledge for god and how reality works that I had already gained. But the reason I had to wait for a peak at nothingness in my awakening was to decide how total it was. If it was total the outcomes would fall through, all simulations would not move forward. I.e there would be no way to plot a chart mentally. Because all realities are independent, so let’s take trump for example, if nothingness was true then it wouldn’t matter how many times a new president got elected, society would not move forward. It would stay stagnated. Therefore, I went and looked at the past using different subjects, history, science, psychology, and looked at what bought humanity forward. It’s simple, it was hand created man-made tools that bought things forward. But you have to note that this was when I didn’t know about non duality. This was me simulating, 4 years ago, so it was physical tools but after it became intellectual knowledge. When you look at the world we look at where have the impacts arrived and helped the world move forward in the sense, aka towards more magical ness. (I’ve always thought the world was magical and I wanted to instils this feeling into people that anything is possible) so I had to decide was it science that moved the world forward, was it technology, was it kings and queens, wars, religion, society, education. What bought it forward, it was leaders .. visionaries... like Einstein, like ghandi. So I speculated the best course for humanity towards a deeper feeling of the world as more magical. To inspire other people to open up Their minds to then have a cascade effect faster in the 21st century. So I simulated multiple realities, against products in each subject field robotics, business, etc... but I couldn’t find anything that would drastically make people think the world is really a magical and lovely place. That’s when i started looking into perspectioon and the brain... and decided happiness came from helping others. So I simulated every place that needed help and I simulated where the problems in the structure was so this was 4 years ago. But I couldn’t understand what connected them together so I got lost until I came to actualise.org and found out about non duality... so I simulated against this with a non duality perspectve and that’s when I realised that enlightenment was the way to solve all the issues. After I started learning non duality history, I looked at the movement and found that it’s been going on for 1000s of years... but in that time you could deduce that what people were conscious OF increased since the years when I mapped in onto my simulation i had already built out of materialism. So it had to be a question of what was consciousness doing because I was in no-self at this stage. So I simulated longer distances in time against enlightenment. And it found out that everyone is basically becoming god once I applied all my non dual knowledge. It wasn’t an issue of what was good or bad, all outcomes would play out but you had to plot against the worst outcomes, but I found that even if the nuke destroyed everyone, consciousness itself would exist so it wasn’t about being human. So again what did consciousness want. There is simple logic here that is easily overlooked. If you were god, there’s no need to create anything you would just be. I.e reality wouldn’t exist at all. But that doesn’t answer why reality is . There has to be a reason for a creator to create a design. So I simulated all possible things that god would want.. does god want to be human, does god want to play , is god lonely, is god doing this because he wants to actualise himself in this reality itself and play with the people that didn’t know it was him. Anyways I couldn’t find an answer , I couldn’t finish the path I had tracked to infinity. Until I had an awakening yesterday , to know nothingness was not the end. So remember I said before this meant the linear route was possible, I then used the aspects of infinite love, intelligence etc to see the furthest enlightenment could go. The total because I said enlightenment is the way to fix all the problems in the world. It was to become god, so I projected that onto reality. If everyone knew they were god what reality would this create, it was a happy one with people meditating etc and diving into deep with god. But this doesn’t solve it because there’s no end point. But then I realised when Leo was calling everyone devils it was out of love. So I simulated a society where everyone was enlightened and could do what they wanted kill rape all of it. It seriously doesn’t matter. But it was when I considered omniscient consciousness that everyone in this enlightened society someone will become a true god if they were the totality of god. Which is why I was skeptical that Buddha had reached the highest. That’s when I realised that if this happens, if one person becomes god, then how did that person arrive there, it was the joint of everyone put together. Society won’t function if just one person is god, everyone needs to be god and this is when they’ll be free to murder, because they’ll be eternal. So god would have actualised himself into each individual, they would be conscious they’re all god and have the free will to choose what they want properly after they broke the schakles of becoming god themselves. So in other words, god is one and many truly. Non duality and duality together. But this would be an after effect a by product. Since duality is only a bi product of non duality. The real question is therefore what is the highest someone can reach in non duality. And that is when non duality collapses and god becomes. Therefore the aim of the creation is to become god. But what does becoming god Mean. It’s the moment your awareness collapses into pure awareness. So the only point of this creation, this life is to become god. That’s all there is and that’s all there ever will be. So it’s simple how to become god, when you don’t know the number of facets there are. The only method is to dissolve your awareness in it when it comes maintaining all facets. I’m unaware whether Leo will complete this because theres not an exact number of known facets. So he could spend his whole life doing it and still not dissolve his awareness. In other words become enlightened. Leo is not enlightened. But he is aware of nothing. Therefore it’s a semi-enlightenment. He was to hold onto that nothingness every moment of his life. But let’s say even if he doesn’t finish he would basically be the new reference point for people in the future and he is already aware of this. There will probably be someone after Leo and so on, except Leo has basically found the first legimate route of many that could follow to find the facets and that’s why he’s advertises using psychedelics, because it has the potential to boost your conscious so high, multiple facets open up unlike if your meditating. So basically, even if the world goes to shit, that’s cool. It will eventually get there and god will be conscious that he is god. But you were god already, so basically the question is you created the design knowing you were god. God already knows himself, but he created a game to become god. Now note I’m speaking in duality. So basically you have to do it yourself to know exactly why you did it hypothetically. But yeah you can be sure that the Aim of consciousness is to become god. Now traslate this to society completely of god. That will be real. There is only ever real. Nothing is not existence. It will basically be materialised heaven. We are already in it NOW. It’ll just come to the forefront of reality. Aka there will be no other. But you have to understand you are god creating this whole thing in your head. So I was just saying that in the future that will be society. But there is only god and that god is you. So all you can ever do is become god. You are dreaming this whole thing. So the society I envision doesn’t matter, it’s what will be. But it’ll just all be a dream to everyone. It will be god playing with himself except this dream is real, it’s not nothing. And that’s why nothing is only half the equation. When something and nothing collapses that will be. Well there’s no way to describe it in dual terms or non dual terms. But yeah we’re all building it together even the enlightened people. But folks it’s only a story, you should find out for yourself. I’m only a messenger.
-
Aakash replied to Aakash's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@cetus56 i really wanted to be a millionnaire and for people to call me smartest person in the world okaayyyy my mind has been in infinite imagination for 6 years.
