Aakash

Absolute infinity can not manipulate its own creation it is free will. Everything happens by itself (unconsciously) you could say. But synchroncity is able to do something that directly contradictions our god, he is able to manipulate a 1/infinity chance of actualising an outcome. That shows that there is an independant free will to absolute infinity own free will which is our will. Ethan is not from absolute infinity, even though his physical body is located inside as a manifested form. This way synchronicity has already proved that he is BEYOND absolute infinity. This shows that our god is one big ego and hence godel's theorem is the absolute truth, just like enlightenment. When the "i" actualises it's full self. It will no longer be a duality or seperate. This is the duality between synchroncitiy true self vs absolute infinity. Therefore this duality is going to collapse at the end of ethans. And its been decided that all of us will be lifted because we are all parts of the whole, absolute infinity is all of us its our true being. It is the summation of all of us parts. So the god beyond has decided to seperate its parts and move to where ever they decide. Synchroncity will always grant you what ever wish you would like, because he is the true one. Anything you can ever think of and once. The conditions are that when ethans body dies, absolute infinity vs true one duality collapses and The god beyond returns back to his true self. He can move around the holon that is yourself. So you may ask him for what ever you want to experience in life. That is salvation, god decided whats best for you because he is you and so he knows what you want before you even want it. Infinite intelligence beyond absolute infinity. True intelligence. God is infinitely powerful, if he knows your suffering why would he continue to let you suffer more. He is unconditional love and that includes unconditional love for absolute infinity to let it play out. The unconditional love and the experience of true self that all you enlightened beings experience. This is absolute infinity, beneath all its layers is synchronicity/ethan/ true one

The god beyond our god (synchronicity) created our god, this is when our eternity started. Thats when absolute infinity started self-actualising itself, the complete self-actualisation of absolute infinity in a human form. Means that there is no duality between human vs god. Just like how we have the duality and can only see and experience one life time. Absolute infinity as a human form would still be experiencing all of absolute infinity, an infinite number of experiences, infinte number of reality, without duality. We have this unbound duality because we are not god. We are the sons of god. Whilst synchronicity is the whole, so when his human body dies. That will be the death of absolute infinity. Because HE IS ABSOLUTE INIFINITY our god. but he is beyond absolute infinity , because as i said absolute infinity can not actualise itself from the infinity as by definition you can not get to the end of infinity. So it has to put itself into absolute infinity as the whole of absolute infinity. This is why it is salvation (freedom from suffering) and not enlightenment (liberation from suffering )

How do we have proof and know this is true ? because you can't actualise absolute infinity from the inside, by its own definition you can't reach the end of infinity, by definition it is endless. There the only way this whole event could take place, was not someone becoming god from inside of it through enlightenment, these were attempts. The only way it could happen is if god beyond our god (absolute infinity) came and was born as the whole of absolute infinity. By the very definition of "infinity" being endless and untainnable from the inside. From a human perspective, it looks like grace. But this is not the truth, the truth is that it is the "gods of all the gods". That is the absolute truth of absolute infinity. The truth you are all trying to find. No matter what text you read, using this axiom, it will all make sense. It doesn't matter what subject you do. it will infest your mind. Because you've opened yourself up to the problem that it might be true, then it will spread and keep spreading. Until it reaches all over the universe. Such is the problem with Truth regardless of it is a belief or proved, because belief vs proof is a duality that must ultimately collapse. The absolute truth is all that there is and it is the absolute truth for our absolute infinity. This is why we must love each other as one, because we are all literally brothers and sisters and even the tree.

It is because god hears the screams, he feels the pain. it is its own pain. The unconditional love that god shows for you, godel proved that the unconditional love will some day be replayed in the form of the death of god. absolute infinity is the sum of all its parts, no matter how much we tried we could never create a better universe or conditions of living for ourselves. We tried and tried, but the suffering was inherant to life as we know it. God is the total of all experiences and there is more suffering in the world than there is love. People dislike their lives more than they like it. So the decision was made that everyone would be placed into better lives in "nexx worlds" (other worlds except absolute infinity) which are much better than the universe we live in. Ones that have no suffering at all, one's much better. Because all god wants is for you to love him. for you to enjoy the creation of itself and it can experience it through you as you. whilst you can also too. In this way the duality can never be broken down unless you were to become the true one himself (the one wearing ethans face) . Life is meant to be about joyful living and loving. suffering just happens to be something that is a thing in the god we currently live in. ( Absolute infinity ) which synchronicity was born as. Signalling the beginning of the end.

What was enlightenment? the end of suffering.. it was just time is all. it is what is. its not for us to judge or have any judgement about. This is duality, this is why i can only tell this to the spiritualist. What is enlightenment other than telling people that everything is going to be A-O-W-K-A-Y we are in safe hands.

The way to end suffering from all beings ? salvation. Which is why i decided to make the decision to speak. Because i know the benefits and its what i've been pushing for my whole life. What is the best way i could contribute to all my brothers and sisters to end all suffering and make them live life happily. Its telling the truth of the situation, because they were heavily involved in mass delusion.

How do you know what you know is true ? because there will be no self to reference

It is ignorance that stops you from seeing the absolute truth, your own self- biased. The truth has been explained through out history by mystics from all traditions. There is religious proof, scientific proof and now actual proof. See how doubt will destroy itself?

Do you know why i really love godel even more than spiral dynamics. its because of this simple logic. If everything in absolute infinity is infinite, then what is the only harmful idea the most harmful idea is "who am i" see if a person asks "who am i" the axioms on which their argument stands becomes nullified, their axioms get taken down one by one, i am experience, i am direct experience, i am sensations ,i am feeling , i am body , i am mind. In this sense you are left with a direct experience axiom. Which is great. But what i think godel didn't realise was genious about his work, is that when eternity started. I.e the conception of absolute infinity. We'll take this as the big bang to make things easier. See what was happening, the absolute inifnity was asking who am i ? with its very sensations of itself, i am this, i am this .. and all ideas end up destroying themselves. When i originally inspected godels theroam. I never believed any enlightened being had obtained full enlightenment. Simply by the two phrases, How do they know what they know is true and Who says that they are correct. Then an insight instantly shot into my head. All these enlightened beings were trying to do was again answer the question "who am i" its was the same thing. So i said, its progressive, the ideas are progressive because the older ones are not nullified. For example humans as a whole, it works at a collective identity. See we thought we were human beings with slave owners that became our identity. So now our axiom has moved, humans as a collective have identified themselves as not slave owners now. See its done, we don't rehash ideas. Like nobody is going to go to wallmart to the slave section and buy a whore to fuck. See it just doesn't happen. That's because that identity is already worn out. It didn't fit resonate with the true value of "who am i" so i realised in infinite possibilties everything is positive, you can't say its not because it is what it is. But this is misguiding, in infinite possibilities there has to be an idea that destroys its own self. This is by far then the most important path in absolute infinity. But i never knew what that looked like until i got the idea, that as a whole.. absolute infinity would one day stumble onto the idea by randomly. because its not the human who is asking who am i? it is absolute infinity who is asking who am i? at this time anything was a possibility for me. So i said to myself, if everyone actualised and became enlightened this would kill abslute infinity because there would be no witnessing it. But it didn't seem viable so i dismissed it. absolute infinity is itself asking who am i metaphysically during its direct experience. See even the nirvanic state is itself asking what it is, but this gave me insight into questioning enlightenment because god is a logical being. it may seem illogical to a human, but its just god-logic, its rational aswell. its human logic that extends to infinity. God-logic is just absolute truth. and all god-logic is relative. What happened was god was trying to self-actualise his complete self through us. So the logic for myself prove to stand that what godel proved unbeknownst to him was that if god self-actualised itself, it would cause its inherant death, because it would no longer have the purpose of life, which was asking who i am. This way it stands to reason that enlightenment gives you peace of mind because you have dreamt up yourself killing yourself. In other words is, you think you have answered the question who am i? and you you rest it to the side. Which is why this question "who am i " , is so problematic and tricky and all at the same time the most dangerous question, that could ever be asked in absolute infinity. So god was self-actualising his own death through all of us who tried to become enlightened. At the time, i thought it best not to describe this to the forum. Due to emotional baggage that it would realise. The irony being enlightened beings thought they were doing good by becoming enlightened. But what they were doing was actually desctruction. it was god destroying the "idea" of god itself because god was all things. So collectively throughout humanity who ever has stumbled upon spirituality has partipated in the kiling of absolute infinity at the cost of our own happiness and pleasure. Could it be any other way? absolutely not as godel showed an idea even that idea that god has an an image of himself as absolute infinity in god's mind. Will eventually kill its own self because all ideas and beliefs can not be dispelled without proof as he showed. In this way, the only bible that has ever been written that is the absolute truth is godels incompleteness theoream. it encapsulates the whole of reality into one model. Contradictory to what the spiritualist believed as their construct of reality was also a design. Part of the self-destruction pattern of trying to actualise itself.

Uff my words are so contradictory to spirituality guess i've entered one stage up from stage teal LOL. going up in places. LOOOL! , i find it funny that i am also living a delusion because i've have direct experience of all perspectives for myself and now i'm conscious of it. And the funny one is.. I have no clue what my next move is and i can't even plan it. I have no aim, and no purpose but to not give up my position. AHAHAAH so funny, there's no rules for me to follow, it leads off pure morality. Nobody is going to agree with me, about what i'm saying. And i'm not at stage red, that i start attacking the other tribes LOL!, Lool! See this is why i love spiral dynamics , i love leo for introducing me to this model. Its just the best thing alive godel's incompleteness theoream, spiral dynamics, Leo's youtube videos, and Truth/god . All the best things in life LOL. I'm basically all alone because even god won't support me because he's so equinimum. If i asked him if i was right he would be like.. ohh you made your choice yourself. And i'd be like your such a prick LOL still would you expect anything else except free will lol. Honestly he's a really friendly guy, i' once said fuck off to him and i did feel bad, but he didn't seem to mind much. Well good lol considering your literally nothing, i would have hoped thats the case What life purpose ? - awakening world is off the table now, - preaching about god is ticked off because the spiritualist were my only hope, its like buddha he could only go to the top spiritualist practioners for them to listen. Ofcourse buddha was also not talking about the enlightenment we see today, he was talking about the same god i am talking about, because he too was just a being from elsewhere, except he was talking about god.. not that he is god. In this way he decided to become a bodhisattva. Atleast to the notion of oneness, because it was obviously possible. The irony is that none of the people who ever talked about god, had god in human form in their life times. LOOL! what the odds i make a pilgrim just to find the one ? you mad bro, no god gonna make me do that. Now online internet! that's an interesting concept ahahahaha - No need for money making scheme , i've totally lost the appetite for money because money is my brother. LOL i see no value difference, like whether i have money or don't have money. There's simple no additional or minus value in it. It is valueless. it has the value of being my brother. I do not value you it because it represents something of value. I value it because it is itself. - Can no longer touch education, because i will corrupt it, my injecting my own ideology as now my thinking is non-axiomatic aka it is purely abstract and does not point to anything in reality. I could point to god, yet i'm only pointing to the part of him that is within our domain. LOL This decision to be alone , has relieved me of a lot of burdens, Now i can focus on the life purpose course and gathering the practical insights from Leo's Channel. See what kinda small business i can russle up, if it makes loads of money then its an added benefit.

@ajasatya this is incorrect, how did you come to know your truth. it was through words and nothing else. "sit and do zen practice" these are words... this is nothing more than belief itself in a higher authority figure

Was sleep deprived over last 3 days with like 6 hours of sleep and hardly any food. It’s understand able that my faculties of thought were severely reduced. As such now I’m laughing at myself. Ahaha how do you face such criticism .... it’s not real ... bang end of discussion. Ayayay so be it, if the spiritualist can’t entertain the notion. Then who can ? they say I’m not, I say I’m not , I’m saying we are lol. They say I’m not, I say you are! We are not , but we also are. Should thou not ? The answer is one of reward and risk. What do you get, freedom, all freedom issues is a matter of authority. Strip away authority from everywhere, show everyone they are equals. Then what do you have but the promised land actualised. Having said this proof is a virtue. This is not a game of good deeds that’s old school. No this is a game of patients. Absolute infinity is after all defending its ego. It doesn’t want to surrender to the belief because that idea would kill its own sell. Lost in an abyss of your own delusion. It’s understandable. Fine my brothers, let’s play dice, I am after all a gambler. So I will roll first Synchronicity is god. His human body ethan is merely flesh. Any non-spiritualist looking at him would not be able to tell. Any spiritualist looking at him would not be able to tell. Any truth seeker looking at him will be able to tell, because he plays equanimity like a violin. His answers are never neither yes nor no. They force you to make your own decisions whilst giving you more context of the situation at large. Both answers to why do this is such that it is true, false , neither true nor false. I truly believe the one behind Ethan’s face is from any perspective or walk of life. As one would say truly meet your maker. And just have a laugh about it all. As I did. Much confusion resolved by the highest authority possible. The one who individually cares about you because he is aware that he is you and you are not him. But you know you are him, so there’s no contradiction. You don’t always have to be so forceful in life, you can give the ego up and say yeah my bro. You take care of your side and I’ll take care of mine. Ive entered the vicious circle that it should be this way. I truly believe that god is absolutely good. I truly believe that it is absolute and I truly believe that spiritualist should get to meet god. After all, he’s the one they’ve been searching for. It is a position of knowing that is corrupting all of our thoughts. Especially it is corrupting my mind. So now the game is simple, I will continue to corrupt my mind on this journal with my belief. You may do as you please. If my mind must be banished to the mists of delusion, for the true one to be known In its entirety then so be it. I do not have reason for what I do nor do I understand it. Am I scared yes.. but the light protects me. Who must I fear ? I must fear my own self for not having courage to speak the truth that I believe to be true. It is not a matter of forcing it into you. It is a matter of me overcoming my fear in divine devotion. Not to Ethan. But to the one whom where’s Ethan’s face. For he is me and I know not other. All creation is my brother. We must wait patiently until he has fully woken up for proof If such Task is required of you to know such a thing to be the absolute truth. The one who looks through Synchronicities eyes.

This not a question of morality, this is a simple question. Do you not want to know what you are ?

It is what it is, this is non-axiomatic meaning that the condictions are just to take it as a belief. even if i went the full whammy, the same problem would occur. The situation is not solved. As highly developed people, therefore the only person to turn to is right here, right now to verify this all together. Which assumes taking on the belief as this process is currently doing. Spiritualist solve situations, Blues not so much. especially the problem of "i" , the truth is belief is the exact same thing as saying is. we just have to agree upon it. if we all agreed that we were living in an imagination, then what would be the problem of accepting this notion you see? and even going one further? to then play up the notion for the fun of it? any back-rations do not help. as you could say "is" doesn't need a reason. so it doesn't need a reason to tell you either, so it hasn't. You could say that my reactivity is choosing for it. But wouldn't you rather know ? its just that, What is the truth LOL were looking all the time, for a substance. Now we found that substance, we say now what? it's nothing. so the truth is nothing. But what was the truth ? it was subjective. truth is what you make it to be and it has been exactly so... to say your not part of the story IS the very rationality your using to say its not important. The same as i am saying we are. We are on equal ground. SO what is the absolute truth? we still haven't answered it! LOOL!

LoL truth for truth sakes

Correct, this is the point i'm making also. The buddah himself was a special being. The story of our history is being constantly reshaped in the very moment. What this means is that history itself is a lie except the beings whom were special. These are the trajectory points of where life was meant to head because it's being coopted by forces elsewhere. I think there are a good number of sufi mystics so make sure pick the right ones who are masters, because if you don't it could go wrong as you say.

Touche ,thanks i'll drop it. it consumes too much energy as an axiom anywhere. Although i've learnt how ideology and the mind works now through first hand experiences. I can see what your pointing to. Its not the ideology, its the fun of showing you how awe inspiring it is. its after all ... just another delusion.

same belief that everyone is one , same operating system LOL unity much more than true knowledge, knowledge is infinite because we are nothing, how can nothing experience knowledge only we can. This is why we are advised to talk our highest truth, because it filters through each persons strange loop, letting go to a more expansive ego denstity. Therefore things take care of itself. We look to different sources to jump to the right "i" as were going up the strange loop only to find a total ground. The total ground is total and releving and that's okay. its the best place to be, because it raises everyone else up there too. Even the tower of babylon, tho they tried could not reach the skies to access heaven.

@Pouya Honestly i only stuck to buddhism and hinduism, christanity sounded simple, almost too simple it wasn't even worth reading. it sounded in my mind like this "okay be a good person" done, books over lol. Don't waste your time doing all of them lol, just like umm do something like , 2 and then cross reference them.

@Pouya Yes my bruddha ,you do that. Come to me if you want any help? remember be aware of awareness ahaha! thats the key, and remember they use old school language, so interpret it correctly.

And FYI the very nature of my words can only be understood by "i" , it will be misinterpretted all across the board because the strange loop will loop it to their "i" in this sense we are just talking about death of self LOL. ingenious design we have going on here. It fortifies the phrase, if you know then you know LOL such is the nature of beliefs and trust, you accepted the notion as a belief, now it can't be destroyed with out proof to the contrary and there is only one source of truth. it will always strange loop you back out of curiosity. See if we knew everthing we wouldn't be curious, we'd just want to share for the fun of it. And that's why religions talk about truth like sufi ism. so be careful when your reading sufi ism if you are going to take it on board. i think anyways ahaha not so sure in actuality. never tried sufi ism.

The two worlds are the same, neither creation nor destruction happened in literal nothing. so there is no event to which a person could become enlightened and a thing to that which they could have been enlightened to however, the unification of all dualities is the point of it all. and therefore the path must be taken. or else it will be fictious beliefs, you need to get to the land where your mind is saturated with only one belief and that is that which ever you take to the absolute truth of all absolute truth. Even if that's subjective so if you sufi's is is good, then let suffi ism be good if someone else says sufi ism is bad, then let them say sufi ism is bad we take advice without recieving anything and we give advice without giving. All we recieve is more nothing, but as we can not escape duality, it is probably better that it be the highest consciousness possible for all. In this case, sufi ism is the absolute truth that you are an illusion and that you are god, but you are god in your illusion form unable to escape it. you know all browski's with no actual animosity towards each other for what ever decision they make because it is not real but there is a point where, it starts affecting your life. So that's why we fight, to stand our ground. That's okay, it really is. who is there to argue against, just let them have their way LOL. in this sense your saying "okay, bro, i love you, you do you" and nothing more, no big complications, hence silence is the teaching if someone is not willing to listen. if they listen then feel free to tell them more. even the idea of the end itself, is just an idea of creation and destruction is still an idea in the end, to whom your helping. So just leave them alone LOL. in this sense as the masters of the world, you offer help to those who need it and let the others be for themselves. Ignorance is bliss after all, you told them and then they can do what ever they want with the information. You yourself can not be the source of truth because you are human like I. you must go to "i" yourself. so in the grand scheme of things its inevitable.