Aakash

learning without an accumulation of time; i like this. its words of wisdom isn't this quite difficult when your actually reading or learning anything. everything you read is dualistic and will imply dualistic implications that is right, that is wrong, it should be done like this, etc?

@Jack River like a lotus on water; it is to take a position of yes or no ahaha very tricky indeed; but we accept everything in this present moment of illusory and just go with what is. have you decided what your life purpose is?

@Jack River although theres no need to demonize ego so i'm going to answer my own question with a big fat yes lol!

@Jack River it doesn't. would it be ignorant to still apply false meaning ! whats your thoughts!

@Jack River i don't think there would be anything to let go of , because i don't think there was something there in the first place. its like 1,2,3 done gone ahaha presto if there was anything there. but i think i've seen that the next best move is to forget about any of this. i think i'm just throwing words out there without any meaning any more, so its a bit pointless.

@Jack River actually i see what you mean; theres still a point that i'm trying to make but i really should just be letting go of it.

@Jack River well i'm not living it in my being; so i guess by default it does make it identification since i took a position; what do you honestly think? i'm not worried about being wrong lol

@Jack River so your trying to say i'm still identifying with something?

@Nahm yup pretty much

@Jack River what do you mean , you should try use another word than thingfy lol, i don't kinda get what you mean by it?

i should just stop speaking about it lol, there seems like theres no point , since all words are dualistic and i don't seem to be getting my point across clearly. by nothing i don't mean something should be there instead of nothing, just literally nothing, emptiness

@Nahm it seems i've got myself caught in a strange loop, what do you suggest i do to get myself out ?

but in the infection point of all things going full circle, thats all there is in reality at this given present time.

@Nahm Yes nothing is happening in reality, i was even going to write on my post that even the present moment is not happening either, whats your words on that?

@Nahm all words literally, i'm not trying to realise anything thats the point i was trying to make that direct experience serves the mechanism by which direct experience is illusory.

@Nahm loool thanks i think you put into words the very thing i was trying to articulate, that is what i was trying to get at but was missing.

what i got from the video is that the void - is in of itself one thing (you) and for something to be seperate from it , is the awareness that something is seperate from it and this is how i've come to realise even awareness is an illusion. therefore only void.

@Nahm yes it is an illusion of words just being thrown about, in my direct experience. how do i explain it - everything just seems like a bonus , whether that be talking, running, laughing , singing , listening , educating, life purpose. all of it is besides the point and therefore a bonus. the truth is, is that the only thing that is real is that mystical experience i had that there is nothing to know, there is no knower and there never will be a knower of the truth just as there is no seeker. you can't seek what isn't there. its so obvious that i can't validify it and thats where i'm coming up short. is i'm still trying to intellectualise what can't be instead of just living in the life of ego illusions.

@Nahm i see what you mean, even illusory is illusory. it just is.

@Nahm there just is then; this is where i'm at where everything is illusory. that become my liberation from any bondage but i'm thinking that i haven't made a direct experience of it. i only know it conceptually. but theres the problem again is that there is nothing to get in the first place. hence not even an enligthenment just only realising that enlightenment is realising true self. which is nothing at all. complete emptiness.

@Nahm so your saying everything is illusory apart from awareness itself which is the closest to real as possible, but is still illusory ? its funny i was going to make a post about this but then i decided not too

@Leo Gura how do i begin to understand the dynamics of a situation, are there any books you can recommend on systems?

i never realised how amazing the internet actually was the same awareness literally speaking to each other and communicating with eachother on the topics/ identities they tie themselves too. in the news where i am there was a 14 year old girl who committed suicide and her father went to the news outlet to say that the social media platform instagram help coerce her death with the use of their algorithms everywhere you look, someone is saying something postive or negative about something without the full scope of picture involved. opinions, after opinions, after opinions all predicated on illusions and mass self-deceptions. it truly is extroordinary when the only thing real is awareness. quite beautiful indeed