Aakash

seriously if all is awareness, then what am i interpreting and putting my judgement and assumptions onto? consciously aswell through identification with the self, is this pure ego if you seize all segmentation/ distinctions then all that would be left is a unified feild? would you exsist after

@Mu_ i've actually been considering for the last hour or so, that maybe i should just live my life this way. since all my preconcieved notions of enlightenment were false. maybe suffering is actually good

@Serotoninluv fair enough thank you for all your responses

@Serotoninluv so in the end the point is just to live life, watch it unfold in the now and then just let awareness do its own thing?

@Shin aahaha enligthenment 101! the basics! i'm simple reconfirming although nevermind i already got my answer now!

@cetus56 sounds amazing! enjoy the beauty of the woods

@Serotoninluv @Jack River so your both saying it doesn't matter where you go, you end up in the now. even action is non action similarly the higher order being is still present even if your not directly aware of it and so you don't need to end up doing any action to search for it, it is here with you now. letting go and being in the now (without a phase of time) is still being the higher order being.

anyways thank you all for your responses, note: i am officially mind fucked, because i can't aware awareness- i can only be it lol, so i'm just going to ground myself in the present moment even more or in some flow state, forget being headlessness, its not sustainable long term.

@Mu_ @Serotoninluv but is this not because everything is awareness, regardless you will still be the duality being experiencing all the depression,anxiety and stress. its the fact that you know that it is not you, that is the healing property?

@Jack River what has your experience been of keeping everything is awarness at the forefront, are you able to maintain it for a sufficient period of time?

@cetus56 i see, thank you for answering my questions, it has been most helpful @Jack River ahmen to that brother, foreplay is what its all about hehehe speaking the truth, i totally see what you mean, also thank you to you aswell! yeah umm next time use more heiroglyphics! if your going to write a whole sentence

@Jack River thinking silence being obsersvation is the same as seeking not observe think contemplate be did i get it this time?

@cetus56 O.M.G to remain the same always, that's actually insane. no wonder why this takes years to get down completely. I was wondering why leo says he's not enlightened, i think i understand now. enlightened masters must be in some next domain of awareness. are you able to sustain it while your building at work?

@Jack River what did you really mean?

thinking, silence, world-view observation is looking thats all i got out of that lol

@cetus56 so it becomes a matter of my resolve ? is this why people always say that its okay when your sitting and in silence, but when something drastic occurs would you be able to remain in non duality? i.e a death of a loved on, the heart break of a relationship currently i was trying to watch a tv show whilst keeping the reality that everything is consciousness, i went in and out, in and out of the state.

@cetus56 yeah thats kinda what it seems like. i have come across a problem are you able to remain aware that everything is awareness and focus at the same time i.e performing an activity, such as watching a movie or video.

@Mu_ i understand it is what it is when known on the deepest levels. i would say that awareness feels like it was in my body before i was able to focus on it being everywhere my body and mind are in awareness, i can lightly feel my body but it isn't truth anymore since i'm seeing awareness all around me.

i used to watch religiously when i was deconstructing my reality, but at the beggining, i only used them to firm what i already wondered, then it started breaching into enlightenment a topic i had no clue about and other links, i watched for a fair few hours and then i only watch when he releases his videos once or twice in a row to get the main points down, and recently i just watch to see if theres a link i've missed out overall. soon ill just be sticking mainly to his old videos, like from 4-5 years ago. and just for fun really, i've done alot of contemplation but as the saying goes theres always something new to be learned. its funny i used to really like leo's videos because they were the first pieces of content i resonated with. when i reading books about science, and contemplating psychology i could never come to an end answer and that always pissed me off. i was on a hunt to know the truth from young, atoms and molecules always had unanswered question butrionos, zutrinos , they just kept getting smaller and smaller and yet didn't answer the fundamental question. so i went to the only avenue i could to find the truth: god. my prayers were answered when i found out there was such thing called enlightenment, so now i can't say i regret watching all those hours of his videos. so if your looking for acceptance, really its okay- your not going to find high quality and organised knowledge like you can with actualised.org. its a gold mine, you just have to be willing to put the hours in the go over the content and research things for yourself. just remember to practice, what you preach.

@cetus56 its total, ahahaha i'm laughing so much right now. thought i could get away and there's no where to run. i think i just found infinite love just now ahah. lifes already getting better. @Shin

@Shin @cetus56 This is more than i bargained for, aahah i don't actually know what i expected when i said i was ready to die. i'm gonna listen to rap music, need a bit of ego backlash for now. i've seen it and can't go back now anyway.

@cetus56 lol i done it! it's the most accurate picture of enlightenment i've ever seen. so what should i do next?

@Highest its all well and good saying it and all that, i'm not saying that what you said is false, just justifications at this point i think won't work for me. its not conceptual thats why.

he pretty much gives you it on his video when he says the ways to get there, don't worry i experienced it without 5-meo, but i went through a gruling process of deconstruction, he's simply stating that 5-meo cuts right through and gives you the direct experience that youd have to work hours to get. so i would say just watch the video again towards the ending and pick a method to verify it for yourself. what he says is just that its difficult to explain it to someone who hasn't had an experience of it, initially without an experience. because they are still believing as opposed to using their direct experience. also he said another brilliant thing he gave all the names of god which is a absoltuely brilliant place to start to looking at what it is. if you research the terms individually i'm sure you could learn loads