Aakash

@winterknight but the i is me my normal awarness, i can't see how i can focus on it. its effortless by its nature, this is what my current version of true self is or awareness is. the perception that things is happening is only a perception its not real. nothing is happening in truth, i know this. if i had to put it into an analogy for you to understand so you had to understand me, i'm going to use your technique you suggest that will make you understand me as both the same being that you mention when you say using metaphors to understand another humans you know when your first born, that awareness that exsist then . thats the awareness that i think is the entire awareness feild and the only thing that exsist. if you didn't get that then another would be No mind involved awareness that is what i know to be the true self of all of exsistence exsistance is this awareness all the time no time, no body, no hunger, it does not have eyes, it does not see, awareness interacting with itself infinitately. THIS IS MY CURRENT LEVEL I AM AT, now i can't view my world through this absolute view, i.e my mum is still my mum and not awareness, this is currently where i am at, but i am aware she is i and is awareness. i don't know if this means i have not died to the truth or what and entered a different dimension of truth or the infinite. but i still know that this can only be the true self, the awareness itself is the only thing that exsist. do i need to see the world through this absolute or is it ingnorance to not cleanly die. like right now i'm watching happy potter and i think its completely fine to because its infinity, its just what i decided to do at the time. theres no i i'm trying to hunt because i am awareness like if i really go into that mode of awareness of the truth then the characters are awareness , the clothes they're wearing are awarness, the truth is they are acting, the clothes they're wearing only represents the character they're playing, its a pre-recorded video , there is a camera man and a script they're reading off. and finally i am watching off a screen. this is the truth of the situation as best can be described. the higher truth is that nothing is happening so which position would i take to be in the truth lets debate 1) i am watching a movie 2) i am watching a pre-recorded video of acting 3) nothing is happening do i really need to take the absolute perspective, and take in truth or is this my ego speaking? because for me the true self is awareness and awarnesss can not be broken down further. i am aware and thats it.

@winterknight alright i will do so.

@cetus56 just from saying the word parcel tongue i'm going to watch harry potter now. i'll remember to practice staying awake loooool!

yes i developed the write-way technique, if you want to learn to use it- its simple. write down all your thoughts without any hestitation and in the moment, word for word and then look back at it as if it was infinite intelligence that wrote it and contemplate your words written where there are beliefs/ attachments/ truths / falses / ego / divinity but this is only good for healthy contemplation, not for getting you to enlightenment. its an addition technique, well the first one i've seen in writing background i used it for 5 years of my life, works like a charm for 40-60% of the bullshit you create with your mind

thanks i carry radiation in my car boot all the time, it makes me feel like someones home today

@Jack River @cetus56 look at me, speaking in parcel tongue. its beautiful to see

@SoonHei its not that, what i mean is saying there is no doership and then doing it , is itself a no doership saying your the one as an ego is doing something from the finite self perspective is what the ego would say. i am the one doing it but in both cases there was still something done in an illusory sense. so something was doing it, whether it is i (little) or I (big) it doesn't matter because its I (big) anyway. so i(little) = i(big) thats why i said i still have some things i personally want to sort out. the maya (ego) is still part of reality none the less, even if its not true at an absolute level who is the one who wants to do something itself is itself, i am the one, in a healthy way.

@DnoReally Dnoreally

@Truth Addict i thought i was going on a journey, then i remembered there was no place to get to ahah

This picture represents the true self to me , it is a picture of a black hole. don't think of a black hole, think of yourself the black whole has nothing inside of it the white light, reverse the direction what do you understand about what i've said?

@Peo its not to be understood, just stare at the picture with a quiet mind and maybe that will do something lol think with your eyes, how the picture relates to you.

yeah think of it like its the most simpliest thing thats happening in the world this black hole action is happening when you sleep when your awake this is awareness

@electroBeam no complaints here, its up to your awareness your understanding of the map is a guideline to the terratory, it is not the terratory. the knowing is the terratory.

@Mu_ defintately i have not given up on the idea of do-er ship. and the patterns are making me think of something that is not there. i will indeed relax and just let things unfold. i wrote this before, but i see what you mean. i'm just making things up again, the self remains the self. i don't have any doubt

@tedens i can only point to it, i can't tell you in words what it is. but go to my true self post and then try figure it out as a mental image

@electroBeam believe me like leo i am most certainly interested in the intelligence at play, might even make it my life purpose to find out how to make children understand and interpret alot better. but i'm in agreeance with winter solider here, it is a very big distraction and in the hindu tradition, transcending the maya is how to pass that level, not getting lost in it and finding out how it works, but you can most certainly do so and i'm sure you'll find amazing patterns. to me personally when i realised leo's life work of how self-deception works , to me thats the greatest theory of life i've ever discovered. its pure genius and amazing.

@electroBeam it was not created, the world of maya is an illusion that exsist on top of reality, there's no infinite intelligence creating or having a motive towards anything, its not trying to be creative. understanding is in the gap like jack said yes it can be termed infinite intelligence, but it again is only part of the maya all of leo's work like he has stated is the map not the terratory.

@Jack River here here i agree understanding arises between the illusion of movement and thats why ALL theories created ever exsist upon the structure of time. time is the craziest illusion of them all. i proved the absolute in terms of physics, but i burned the knowledge because it was dualistic and should not exsist in reality even though it basically proves that 1D, 2D,3D, 4D are all illusions. i told my parents they just laughed at me, if you guys want ill write it up again, but you gotta promise not to publish it because its falsehood

patterns are part of the maya that exsist awareness playing with awareness and patterns may form i.e the pattern that there are more humans than animals these patterns form the basis of our understanding, because as a subjective perspection we can only truth something if it reoccurs enough to understand it. if i use mental illness as an example if my eye sight is damaged does that cause me to lose cognitive power, the theory is more than viable even though i just made it up. and it is not because its not proven in theory and thats why it can only exsist as a hypothesis. science can only work if there is a definition of an eye and of the term cognative power. all words and numbers are dualistic and therefore all theories and understanding are too. if i said infinity x infinity you cannot calibrate that into a pattern because its itself the same definition two times. still even if it reoccurs enough, we can form subsequent causal relationships through relativity (hence einsteins theory is relative to the theory of why physics exsist) but it doesn't change the fact, that the pattern is not absolute and therefore science is not an absolute topic but is relative. enlightenment is also a relative topic because it can never point to the thing that is really there. its path is only a pointer, just like science is only a pointer to the pattern that is awareness playing with awarnesss

@Shin its even more beautiful when were the same awareness, masturbating each other off. its literally the greatest masturbation in entire life civilisation.