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@Serotoninluv dude, so your telling me to just go along with it is the best way since its my subjective experience and that won't go away until enlightenment anyway. @mandyjw mandy honestly i'm not bothered with paradoxes anymore lol, they're the reason i'm thinking about stopping all three answers are annoying 1) neither this 2) neither that 3) what is neither this, nor that

@Serotoninluv @Inliytened1 honestly i've lived every second of my life on beliefs for the last x years, its only been 10 hours since i realised my beliefs are all false and have no clue to even understand what not knowing is ... But i would say not knowing the bird had no relevance to my life what so ever

i see, so there is no one thinking and therefore really no such thing as thought by that sense, there's no such thing as anything in this reality because an object can't live without a subject,

@Nahm question, you never react to these thoughts stories and decide to play it out or do you use judgement and decide to follow through with the train of thought

My spiritual beliefs are there is a "god" that god is nothingness there is in reality no such (non-existance) as morals and ethics I am god, i am not human or i am awareness the best thing to do in life is to be able to be happy doing nothing happiness is not in materialism yoga, meditation etc is how one should live their lives other people's perspectives are 100% wrong and the spiritual perspective is the only right one other people's lives are just concepts on concepts and beliefs on beliefs other people should behave in a more spriritual way because its closer related to the truth I have direct experiences of truth and therefore i am right the spritual path is more important than the practical side of life and i should throw all my eggs in one basket the spiritual path is the most important thing in the world my direct experiences are truths yet they may also be beliefs By understanding the middle way, and the fact it is not this and it is not that... i never realised that i had never questioned my spiritual belief instead of my normal mundane beliefs, even if these are true, the ultimate truth is still not this and therefore they are spiritual beliefs, anything that is claimed about it would just fall into a domain of taking position, until you have had ultimate realisation to detach, ofcourse you can align yourself closer with truths however, they may just end up becoming spritiual beliefs. it is these spiritual beliefs that make it difficult to function in normal life practically for me, and therefore i am going to build a nest of normal beliefs as opposed to building up spiritual beliefs, they are more practical to my survival. spiritual beliefs are more dangerous and do not reflect normal everyday life in their fantastical reflection. its ironic it always come down to the red and blue pill, matrix scenario- but this surrendering myself completely before god is too difficult, too many unknowns to certain situations and therefore i notice my spiritual beliefs are dangerous, more dangerous than believing alot of other things. what are a list of spiritual beliefs you have?

@Preetom aahha thanks, as long as the bandages keep the building going, there's no complaints by MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !

great spot preetom, way to use your intuition and gut

by any chance do you call it the "i" voice, its kinda like a voice over thought that basically says your the one who did it i've eaten you might say and then in your head that might translate to i am the one who has eaten, instead of just letting the old voice go by.

i paid £35 to be around sadguru at one of his inner engineering things to hear him repeat everything he's said in his video and what leo has said, none the less the experience was worth it because in a way his consciousness rubbed off on me, i came out of it sensing i was at a higher level of consciousness

@Preetom YUP you are 100% correct, the insights i have gathered and the clarity which i see is impossible to un-discover, therefore i will try my best to remain completely blind with no motivation for anything else besides a boring mediocre life, simply by ignoring all insights and remaining to the insights and beliefs i define to be absolute for the remainder of my life as to live a normal human life and not trouble anybody with my confused mind about what is true/ is not true. but we shall see, i guess its not too bad being human and all, suffering, suffering some more and then suffering even further then having happiness for a good 2 months with a new car and then some more suffering to follow lol

@Preetom OMG LOL that made me laugh so much

nah man honestly i'm giving up and going back to identification with mind-body-individuality, i'm so confused, i'm not even bothered anymore right now just going to choose a set of beliefs and stick to it i am human, i have a brain, the brain produces my awareness, i see hear touch things that are objects, money is king, see easy life, not trying to find a needle in a haystack that LITERALLY isn't even in reality and the dumbest thing being the thing i'm seeking is the SEEKER myself well congrats myself, you were too difficult to find for this human, i'm going to double down on ego and the devil, SINCE thats cool with you yeah (myself), ill do everything myself, since everything IS already. celebrating individualism

@purerogue yeah i'm starting to realise that, i feel like a hollow mirror letting through whatever is... all my beliefs have dissolved especially the i thought, but i thought the enlightened one, was that one who had no beliefs, its like saying something is absolute is closest it can be to the truth, but is still a belief who accepts the beliefs, like if there is a belief you believe in, you accept it and decide not to do anyting about it? thoughts change, beliefs change are you saying the beliefs were neither correct nor incorrect but just to accept them i.e i need money to survive

@purerogue it helped but it didn't solve my issue, i don't even consider myself to have experienced absolute nothing yet.

nothingness is only a concept to me, i get its me conceptually. but i dont know how to jump to actual nothingness, even ig i change my identity, its changing my identity to a concept of god

@zeroISinfinity listen i get that really, to be honest, my greatest sense right now is i feel empty with belief in beliefs and an "i- thought" belief a mind as a belief. a human body and a brain,

Yeah i agree about killing the buddah, anything i pick up now will be another belief, i can see that, but i still haven't had an experience of nothingness and am not going to surrender my "i" thought belief and therefore still don't know who i am

@mandyjw i actually don't know how married people do self actualise work, it must be 10x more difficult than someone who isn't married! its also 10x harder to figure things out

@mandyjw LOL no that's not what i meant, i just meant like if you decide to actually go through marriage you just accept it and held it actually not right or wrong, because its a belief at the end of the day.

@Preetom the whole thing is beliefs ,there's nothing that is not beliefs, even the sprititual person taking any ANY stance on spirituality LOL! its like a blank slate, if you have any beliefs that is what your reality becomes -literally and then we defend those beliefs and call them "i"

@mandyjw yeah they're weeds that go deep, but my point about this post is that you are just going to end up replacing it with another belief and therefore make the process longer, the newer belief maybe healthier for your life and supposedly good, This is what i mean choosing between spiritual beliefs and normal beliefs, you replace it with either of these categories, i.e friends are neccessary for my happiness- normal i.e friends are not neccessary , sprituality is the only thing that is right - spirituality both are beliefs, but one is more vital to your survival and you will pick according to that so getting married is important for my survival as a family, its a deep root and i think the only way to get an answer is to accept what ever answer is decided there and then, neither right or wrong, needed vs not needed. anyhow good luck, i went through the same thing, i left all my friends until i am able to be loving, but god knows whether that will be in time to become friends again. but again this is further beliefing

@zeroISinfinity bro i don't think you understand the implications of this "not knowingness" it means that there is no truth , that you could ever speak, no absolutes , there's nothing that isn't a belief and if there is a truth you can't know it, anything you think is not it, there's nothing in reality that is it.

@AlwaysBeNice Survival in the world, i purely want them to survive @Preetom nah i'm defo not waking up, i've gone as far as i can, god asked me to be a devotee, nahhh bro, i only care about protecting my "i" thought, to not dissappoint my parents about how my life turned out lool, not gonna leave that to someone else, because i sacrificed so much time to get here, gotta get something out of it that isn't spiritual. @mandyjw relationships do indeed hurt, but its like the quote goes, it's those we don't mind being hurt by that we keep close, they are bound to let you down because our expectations is already asking too much from them. however, at the end of the day, we can only know if we actually engage in relationships, how you actually are. did you deal with your belief or just let it go @purerogue dude, lol, i'm not giving up my i thought ahah, that shits too dangerous for my life

@purerogue I can't sustain my normal life while thinking about whether my beliefs are absolute or not, so i'm at a lose-lose, because i'm never going to find nothingness and survive my normal life, i sacrificed too much to get to this point where i spent too many hours neglecting normal life, but now its beliefs there's no point continuing - _ -

this is the biggest annoying one possible, do you know how much i've debated with myself that getting married is wrong and that i should spend the whole of my life alone lool its so annoying, i still haven't decided