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amm jewdaism is pretty introvert... it is extrroversion part is only in the jewish community

ummmm i dont say that it doesnt have any truth, i asking if it will get me faster spiritually than eastern religions... depends from where you are, what school you go to, family , in secular schools we learn but in like dumb way of teaching religion not in the way it should be. i know little bit of bible because we need to learn it but you dont have any context so you dont get the juice of it. i have jewish blood.

why no one talk about it. mostly my spine is hurting... i usualy maditating lying down on my bed, i cant fall asleep while my back on the bed so i dont fall asleep.

so in what posture should i meditate?

but i get awakened from a technique or information the road is just come across of random stuff and then get enlighenment? what kind of hatha yoga you do? can you give me your practice?

i have had alot of awakaning experiences daily and anxiety, now i dont have any anxiety anymore because i see life like a movie but in a good way. i know to deal with my thoughts i think i am ready

someone here opened his third eye permanently? how is it? what was your methode?

on what i need to be focuse on ?

how to not get those mental illnesses? i tried to open it , i think i opened it like for couple of minutes, everything was the same but different, like the same but in a way i never been see it before, magical and intresting.

"Chasing quick-fixes. Not wanting to explore issues deeply or solve problems at their root." right , but still, there are quick fixes, you just cant predict them . listening to your ego. to be afraid from the truth to be afraid from the loneliness in this journy letting any life event to make you quit or stop the prosses, you can find your way to anywhere

im in touch, actually i wanted to be attracted to him. it did not feel different than kissing wall

for some extend because i follow his for 2 or 3 month , but i can get really big changes with this short time because i use all of my time for personal development. i have kissed a man before two years, i felt nothing. i had no shame with it and it was a time when i was hanging out with some lgbt friends

why not?

worth a shot? doesnt have any sideffects?

today i became for no apperent reason very ecstatic and i dont know why. it just came to me. yesterday i saw leos videos "Contemplating Your Own Death" before bed time and in the morning i thought about that i need to live the now because there is really nothing other in life and if not i am wasting my time. after a hour i starded mindfulness meditation (first time) , i did it as i walked and during the meditation i realized that the external world is just the way it is and have no effect of my feelings, then i started to become very ecstatic and aware , like i took a drug, my whole body became ecstatic. i set under a tree and just watched at the wall and i keept doing the mindfulness meditation so i wont get off, then i remembered sadhguru video about chakras and his description about my situation is exactly how i felt, afer like a hour or two i just didnt concentrate this feelings and it wear off, this feeling was too harsh for me (after that long time).sorry for my shitty grammer. edit: i didnt remember when but i understood that the now is life, that past is dont life. can you really feel your past? you cant , you can get kind of sense but it wont feel like now, and if it is , it mostly just some brain lies so it will feel real . the now is just exist , the future is unknown and death is infinate, your death does not matter, you die and live at the same time , being alive does not matter as being dead, it just it. did it was sahasrara? 7:04

what the different skills that i get from them? if i do mindfulnees meditation i do a "normnal meditation" also? should i do both? should i do cauple of techniques in addition? i want a really high level of mastery and i dont know what to focus on

it was so intense and it just some increased flow??

so what happened? that what happened, it was so harsh, even painful exstacy, but i was sure about it

i have an analitical type of thinking, i pursue enlightenment and i really dont like to go out (except for being in the moment stuff,like going to the beach , nature) , i mean it is fine to go out but the value for it is little. if i go out i do it to talk to other people so i could get another perspective about life and about my thinking failure. getting a girlfriend just gonna be a distraction of my goals, take my time. sex is not as valuable as enlightenment or meditation. i see leo's videos and i dont get it , why he pushing his audience to get into a relationship? what is the goal?

because i can

killing the depression and live fully? i am just in my baby step i think i get it? i just need to want it?

so what should i do? i have to be in relationshop to get enlightenment?

so i should not care about it? but if i dont need her, why should i do it? our ancestors didnt have a phone

superhuman levels of mastery in meditation, yoga, level of enlightment... ummm when you get older you get less and less innocent and this beuty in the relationship pretty much gone. im still innocent and people my age still innocent. when i had experience with a relationship ate age 15 it was so beautiful. now it is like mehh. i mean, she want a relationship to cuddle with me , have sex with me, go out with me, feel being loved by me and so on... if i dont give it to her the relationship do not has a balance. she probably wont get what she wants because now it is really unimportant thing in my life .

she is a human too, she has needs and feeling. i cant deny it. i can have sex and dont be in a relationship. i also learning alot about it and i have a job so it mosly take my time for now. for now i dont have really a life purpose, i want to take leo's course but i have to do some stuff and then i will buy it. superhuman levels of mastery sounds for life purpuse for me now but it can be only a fantasy in my mind and not my real purpuse. im 19