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why buddha taught his teaching? he needs a meaning/ purpose? after he got enlighted he new that teaching doesnt have a cosmic value. what made his do that?

in the cosmus we are nothing, out feeling doesnt matter so it doesnt ... but if he wants to make someone understand it means that he have a meaning in his discovery so the discovey had meaning for him

why he cared? so buddha had desires? but they had a will to teach. it is not like they just live their life and people started asking them stuff.

it is pretty hard to compare laugh with teaching milions for the rest of your life

i am thinkin about a domain that needs metaphisics 20

i have almost done the life purpose course ,i understand that my life purpose is about sharing insights,but now i have a big dilemma . one the one hand, if this is my purpose so i think that i need to learn philosophy in univesity and get a professor there and later my work will look like a very high level because of my degree. but on the other hand going to univesity would delay my work and my practices ( meditation, yoga) to get all the insights and i would learn tons of unnecessary meterials . what is the better way?

he did learn philosophy in collage . umm i talking with a philosofer and he says that you need a teacher to understand this matirial. also, i want to get money somehow, in university i can get founded for my research.

umm in university i can do all the research and get paid while i doing this work. it is pretty hard to do this work and get some money from it in early stages when you have pretty much nothing

i really feel fine, even good sometimes. but i just dont want to live, i am fed up. live a game that you dont want to play, you pretty much get it and dont want to play. i want to quit, no matter the situation , how good or bad i feel i just dont want it. i dont know why i even post it on the forum...

wow exactly i am at the age of searching (19) , luckly.

when i read the tiltle i just remembered this video

what the benefits of kriya yoga did to you? how it helps you progress spiritualy?

i chose the spiritual way, i dont know if it will end after i die or not but you never know what you never know right? the brain is part of the pysical body. you just need to look at life at this way, but you gonna see that you are whe watcher and all your joy is not existing as you pain and worrings . you joys from life is just a virutal cycle that you built aroud you. my life is pretty good, i just dont wanna live.

well,i know that i can stop the functions of the mind to stop existing, pretty good for me. and we dont do creamation in my country

it is pretty easy to live life of sheer joy and ecstasy, i just dont want to live.

i dont think so, it is just mean that you have to use other parts of you toward it like extreme emotions that borderline personality disorder have

i do daly meditation for 50 min . i dont really know if i am in need for help really some times i am depressed (lately) but even when i feel good i feel like i just dont want to be here

im not whining, i just feel now that i dont want it most of the help that i can get is talking and taking pills...

the game is imagenative. i can make myself feel really good , but it is just feelings, nothing. i just dont want to play this game, why people so negative about it?

maybe? i just dont want it

I just understand that my defult mode is to feel that sonething wrong or bad in my life ans i have to fix it so i try many things. I cany imagane any situation that i will feel fine, maybe better but not fine,not happy. I always on something and i ubdestand that i will find nothing. I took ssri but i stopped, i dont want to take it back, i know i will not have this feelings but i would not feel life, i would be dead. Someone feels the same? Some fixed it?

when i am sober i really like metalcore/deathmetal (and tons of subgeners) mosly, almost only. i really doesnt like other geners, but when i am on cannabis i hate most of the metal songs, only some rare songs. i really like fast trans , it makes me feel totaly different world. my qeustion is, if in the future i will do trips, should i try to listen to a metal song or should i avoid it? can it make me scared?someone tried it?

im starting to the 80 10 10 diet, i feel pretty good but the amont of food that i need to eat is unbearable for this diet. i cant eat that much. my reson for the diet is for mental clarity,but eating that much not helping that much for clarity. it is better than meat but i feel like it is not he optimal diet. what your opinion? what is the best diet for mental clarity for you?

what is the best diet? the one which make you progres easely spiritualy? i have a conflict between those diet and i dont know what to choose