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worst thing is you can't support yourself fundamentally. which you probably could, even if that excludes 3 cooked meals a day or whatever. you will most likely be able to survive wherever, but some places will stroke your ego better so that it becomes relaxed and ultimately can fall asleep. so leave it all, you will survive, stroke your ego asleep. if you feel that is what it takes try living in nature

Hello friends. The expression of "preaching to the choir" dawned on me tonight. It would not have been a big deal if not the Feeling that the vastness of the expression brought had seemed to be the same in as the Feeling in Leo's eyes since his 5-meo trip. This endless preaching. It goes both out- and inwards, always are there a pair of ears willing to listen and nod. The Feeling is when it dawns that the ultimate choir is you. That's what's to be found in the eyes of Leo. That's what dawned on me tonight. So I'm sending this out there for someone who resonates with this to pick it up an reply. If you know in your heart that you are the ultimate choir - how the fuck do you stop preaching? Or, alternatively - how the fuck do you make the choir understand? Now that in a sense captures the vastness even further. Seems in a way there is only substance when it lands in someone's perception. And no temporary enlightenment will make the choir, the ego, understand. So how do you shut the "oooh yeAHH" sounds of the choir and start actualizing the reality? I'm realizing I've brought myself off of the original point, which was more or less - is someone else out there feeling the same? with love