Onecirrus

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  1. Provide your best counter argument to the statement above
  2. I recall sounds, tastes, feelings, and smells being far more robust and intense as a child. When I take psychedelics or am in a very mindful state, I find my phenomenal field is of higher definition so much so that it feels like I'm back in 2005 as a seven year old again. Is it just that I'm just distracted by the mind or does the ego literally rob me of sensory information? If the latter, how can it do that if it is totally illusory?
  3. If there's no kind of biological conceptual framework actually behind the scenes that involves my eyes, why is my visual field blurry?
  4. This should be entertaining, thoughts?
  5. @Leo Gura I think this vid captures the truest essence of this stage. I want nothing more than to reach and embody this level of consciousness.
  6. I think I sorta get it but I'm really having trouble grasping this Can someone better clarify?
  7. Isn't this just more conceptual frame work? Isn't that what we need to let go of?
  8. I hate that I have these impulses. I hate myself for acting on them, anger almost always follows an orgasm. I've never had a relationship and don't really think too highly of women either. I was also raised to believe sex was bad and indecent by my religious mother. Even though I'm no longer religious could I still be subconsciously running that programming? Simultaneously, I feel inadequate when others are more sexually successful than me, also making me angry.
  9. What is its substance? If it is not localized in space where do thoughts and concepts occur? How can something totally intangible have such incredible influence on us? How did it emerge and why? Why does it seem like only humans posses it?
  10. Meeting his lowest and grossest needs and impulses in obscene quantities with no concern for the feelings or survival of others in his environment. He will rape, steal, kill, and bully, his only concern is his survival and gratifying himself. He is easily angered and offended because his ego is actually very small and fragile. He will lust for power because power over my environment and others = More food, sex, money, drugs, respect, etc. He has no intellectual curiosity what so ever, probably because he got a very poor education and his environment is too hostile to ever worry about higher endeavors. What good is reading when the Americans are bombing my village or there's no food in my fridge? He will think very short term because his environment is so chaotic. There is a civil war and my mother and two sisters have been killed, I don't have a place to sleep tonight because Al-Shabab raided my village, I don't have a job because my country is experiencing a economic depression. Someone in this situation is worried about their own skin and making it to the next five minutes. He will probably abuse drugs to escape the emotional turmoil. He may consider joining a gang to meet his need for security, money, power, and sex. A stage red man is very dangerous because he has no capacity for sympathy or empathy, he can't afford luxuries like that.
  11. @Blackhawk If they were made here, they'd be completely unaffordable to the average person. Manufacturing is never coming back here.
  12. @Husseinisdoingfine Found the fucking tankie! China is an authoritarian capitalistic dystopian hell scape. Do you think a fascist blue world leader is preferable to orange/green America? At least America isn't conducting a genocide on members of its own populace.
  13. Does anyone else feel like a tinge of self hate when you feel sorry for someone or something? I just wish the feeling would go away, I don't want to be selfless and caring. I think I already lack quite a bit of it from what I hear from family but it still comes up from time to time. I just think it is weakness and that is something this universe punishes mercilessly. I feel like since the pandemic I've degraded down the spiral, I resonate much more with red than any other stage. Thoughts?