Sempiternity

Do some research. No forum will let you ask, but if you just do a few hours of research, you should be able to find what you're looking for. Be prepared to travel to another country (if you don't already live in a country that it's legal). But, whatever you go through to get it, it's worth it.

Watch Leos videos. All the info you are asking is answered.

Ever heard of the term "peacocking"? You need to stand out in the crowd to attract a mate. But how you stand out needs to be based on the spiral dynamics stage of the crowd and the women there. Look at the group, how the men are dressed, and ask yourself how I can stand out from all of them. I personally was in stage green festival culture. So dressing in bright fantastical colors, with sequins and glitter and everything shinny. Or tribal leather outfits. Whatever, doesn't matter, as long as everyone is commenting on how well I dressed, which is a perfect conversation starter for girls. If you have the confidence to stand out, wear something daring, then they deduce that you'll have the confidence to handle them. Dress like a God, and they will treat you like one.

Of course this is speculation, as we don't know what is going to happen in the next 24 days. One of two things are going to happen, either Trump leaves the White House or he doesn't. He lost the election, so for him to stay, it will take a military coup. Everything Trump has done up to this point has given every indication that he is not only willing to do a Coup to keep power, as he has flat out said this is his goal, but he may actually be able to do so. His closest advisors just are publicly saying that Trump will do military coup. Trump's former national security advisor Michael Flynn, whom Trump pardoned, stated 'Trump could take military capabilities, and basically rerun an election in each of those states," Flynn continued "I mean, it's not unprecedented. People are talking about martial law like it's something that we've never done. Martial law has been instituted 64 times." So Trump and his loyalists are saying there is common legal precedent for them to do a Coup. The Democrats are powerless and do nothing to stop him. The Republicans are split, half have gone public for the Coup, and the other half at least say they are against it, even though they side with Trump at every opportunity. Will they side with Trump if he actually goes through with a Coup? They are dishonest people, who have proven time and time again that they don't care about anyone else, only doing anything that is for their own best interests. So I'd bet even if they are publicly saying they are against Trump now, like Mitch Mcconnell, I'd bet if push comes to shove, when the time comes, they'd side with Trump and ending democracy. They know that once Trump is out of office, the Republican party is pretty much done for, so they too are backed against the wall and desperate to stay in power, why wouldn't they side with the military Coup to stay in power? We know Trump is firing people in key positions and replacing them with loyalists, like firing Defense Secretary Mark Esper a week ago and replacing him with a Trump loyalist. He just today pardoned 15 people, some that were going to spend decades or life in prison. So most likely he did this pardon in exchange for something, such as them going along with his plan to put them into some of the highest positions of power, and go along with his plan of a Coup. And he has plans to pardon many many more in the coming weeks, as there is no limit to how many people he can pardon for loyalty. We know that the military and military leaders are on board with doing what Trump wants, even if it is violently attacking hundreds of citizens, like when they cleared Lafayette Park so Trump could take a photograph in front of a church. General Mark A. Milley, Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, the highest-ranking most senior military officer in the United States Armed Forces, oversaw this assault on democracy. So you think he won't side with Trump again? All Trump has to do is go to people in key military positions, and ask for their loyalty to his Coup, and if they don't agree, he will fire them and place a loyalist in their place. If he did this, he'd have the military on his side, as the military follows the orders of their superiors. We already know the police are on his side, as they've proven time and time again by violence against citizens. Don't think Trump will try a Coup? Does anything Trump has ever done give you any impression he wouldn't? Especially if he is going to get hit with dozens of major felony charges the moment he no longer has the protection of the presidency title. Any number of which could send him to jail for the rest of his life. So there is no doubt in my mind he will go this route to save his own ass, and to win which is all he has ever cared about. Will Trump legitimately attempt a Military Coup to overthrow democracy in America? I think he will try. Will he succeed? Now that's the question. If he gets the military, congress, the police, and 80 million Americans on his side, who is going to stop him? https://www.military.com/daily-news/2020/11/10/key-pentagon-leaders-replaced-trump-allies-after-espers-firing.html Whatever you think about TYT, what they are saying here makes alot of sense, and is pretty terrifying.

Surprised no one brought up this video on this very subject. Everything is created by God, and everything is the same thing. A child is the same as a rock, both are consciousness. Having children to perpetuate the species is an illusion. There is only God for eternity imagining things within its consciousness. Reproduction Is An Illusion - Why It Doesn't Matter If You Have Kids https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W0fmj0Im_ZU

https://www.cnn.com/2020/12/23/politics/trump-pardons-stone-manafort-kushner/index.html And here are 26 more pardons of murders and criminals, that will gladly do Trump's bidding in return. You think Trump is pardoning all these criminals out of the kindness of his heart?

The past 5 videos do not have Closed Caption (CC). Seems like videos up to 'Deconstructing The Myth Of Science - Part 1' had Closed Caption, but starting with 'Deconstructing The Myth Of Science - Part 2' the option is not there. Any reason why out of curiosity? I rely on CC, it helps me absorb what's being said if I can read while listening. Any chance you could enable the CC option on these videos? Especially the last video, 'Guided Exercise For Realizing You Are God'. I feel like that is one of the most important videos you've done, so being able to more deeply absorb what's said by reading while listening, would be very much appreciated.

Huh, wonder why they suddenly started omitting the CC to your videos.

Talking about the possible end of democracy in America and a possible forced military takeover of the country within the next 24 days, and no one here wants to discuss it? If this does happen, pretty much everything else we discuss here, as well as most things we care about, most things in our lives that we take for granted, will all be changed. Doesn't that seem like something to at least entertain as a possibility? Not like discussing it would change this if it were to actually happen, but discussing the possibility still may have value in preparing for the possibility. If it doesn't happen, then great. If, as we get closer, it seems more and more like it is going that direction, then some mutual brainstorming ideas of how to handle that unthinkable of an outcome might come in handy.

To me this all sounds like the internet version of "I want to speak to the manager!". Sounds like some are way too emotionally invested in this forum, as though their identity is wrapped up in it, so they take it personally like it's an attack on them themselves. Maybe use this forum for what it was designed for, a tool to become self-actualized, so none of this will even be an issue.

My dog ate a plate of pot brownies once. And another time ate a bag of mushrooms. She was out of it for many hours, and could barely stand. Hard to say what affect it had, although she was the most loving being I've ever known. But maybe the greatest clue of her enlightenment is that she died by mahasamadhi. I took her to the vet to put her down when she got sick. As I picked her up, she snugged into me and then went limp. She chose to die in my arms, rather than in the vet's. That's pretty high level enlightened if you ask me. Maybe it was from all the psychedelics she did.

Women dressing like men, men dressing like women, people drinking alcohol and fornicating, cats and dogs living together..mass hysteria!!

Not Leo, but can give an opinion. Just taking 5meo, probably not much more than fear of the feelings that occur with lower doses. If you're talking an ego death/awakening, then either that Christian would awaken to being God/infinite Love/the Absolute/Infinity/Truth, or they would filter the experience through their stage Blue mind and contextualize it to affirm their deeply ingrained beliefs.

The fear of that environment can make you resist letting go/surrendering. Is there anywhere at all you can go that you feel safe enough to let yourself go? Maybe a friends house, where they can accommodate that? With a sitter, you will get an idea of how your body reacts to the 5meo. If you're calm for the first few times, them maybe you can have the peace of mind to trip at home and not have to worry. Also if you do start to have an ego death, you won't be able to manage a pillow, as you'll be gone.

Sooo..nobody going to touch this lunacy?

I know many people don't follow Leo's blog, so here's the latest if you missed it. ------------------------------------------------------- Taking A Break By Leo Gura - December 12, 2020 I’m taking one month off to rest and restore my creative juices. Making Actualized-style videos is creatively taxing and exhausting. I’m going to be transitioning Actualized.org to a schedule that resembles something like 10 months on, 2 months off going forward because it’s too creatively exhausting to sustain the old nonstop release schedule. https://www.actualized.org/insights/taking-a-break-2020

Ha! That was my first thought as well. Queen!

Good to know. Thanks.

Empty stomach is crucial. You could throw up while under and aspirate in your lungs. If you're plugging, empty bowels is crucial. Also make sure you feel safe and comfortable in your environment. Have a trip sitter when starting out. Beyond all that, surrendering and letting go are the most important aspect.

Well do you think it was the breathing it into the lungs, or was it the interaction with the others drugs? If it's interaction with the drugs, how would plugging been a different outcome?

By what I saw in this video Connor Murphy very clearly has Bipolar disorder. I have a couple of friends with bipolar, and the patterns are clear as day. Psychedelics, for someone with bipolar, easily can trigger a severe manic episode, that can get you involuntarily committed to the psych ward, which is what happened with Connor. His speech pattern, delusions of grandeur, grandiose plans that will save the world, emotional breakdowns, are all textbook bipolar. I hope they have him on proper medications to stabilize his mind, as mania is no joke, it's very dangerous.

I know this is off topic, but this reminded me of a memory. I met a beautiful girl at a bar. I flirted with her and she was receptive. I asked her out on a date. She later thru text asked if her sister could come with us. I thought that was weird, but couldn't say no. After the "date" I asked her if she wanted to go on another date, this time just the two of us, and she said "oh...I didn't consider this a date, I'm a lesbian. I just thought you wanted to hang out and make a new friend". I too laughed at the situation.

Charles Manson was well known for being on a ton of acid almost constantly. Sometimes God likes to know what it is like to be psychotic.

Here comes the self pardon we all knew was coming. "Rudy Giuliani has talked to President Donald Trump about the possibility of receiving a preemptive pardon before Trump leaves office in January, The New York Times reported on Tuesday." https://www.businessinsider.com/giuliani-and-trump-discussed-preemptive-pardon-nyt-2020-12