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@Ingit To me irritation = "things should be a certain way, but they aren't" So I would agree it has to do with acceptance of your present moment at all time, acceptance of reality as it is. But also even deeper: Acceptance of the feelings of irritation you get. Be careful to not judge yourself in your process, just observe and let go.

@Equanimitize This is a great high-consciousness answer @sneha finding your lifes purpose may help you deeply as well. To have something to connect to and wake up eager to work on?

@LiberatedMonkey I just graduated high school so maybe I can give you some advice? Look deep inside and ask yourself what do you really want more? What would benefit you more in the next year if you got one of these goals accomplished? What means more to your heart? What is your intuition telling you to do? I think some contemplation and self-inquiry will help you, it helped me!

@Wekz Big goals will scare you, that is completely normal. Just by becoming more aware of your fear will help you to counter-act it and face it. Also check out

@d0ornokey The Six Pillars of Self Esteem is an amazing book. It completely changed my perspective on many things, and also helped me with some issues I was having with my friends at the time.

@CreamCat These videos are absolutely money. I can confirm to OP if you watch these they will help you with your problem!

@TripleNipple I can confirm, after my shroom trips, weed has been insane. I believe its the new neuron pathways that opened up during my trips, that are still open to this day. @Jack River I get you, "the root of suffering is from desire" - Buddha

@Jack River Im not sure I am getting what your saying? But I think your saying that any spiritual/self development "tool" such as marijuana or psychedelics are just products that stem from the same issues that cause me to want to use them as "tools" in the first place?

@Crystalous I have never thought that to be true, I feel like weed makes me extremely aware of my body and whats is happening around me. This is of course after I had a couple mushroom trips.

Thanks for your reply. I helped my best friend who has stage three cancer get a DaVinci, when we used it the high felt way better then smoking it. Smoking it always messes with my lungs and gives me all this crap in my nose.

Thanks for your input, I have thought about this a lot lately.

@PsiloPutty ahahaha! Thank you for your reply! I will have to try it while mediating sometime

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I think 2 grams is a great beginner dose. I tried 2 my first trip and it was amazing. Although be weary sometimes your first trip won't be very deep because it is new to your psyche. Usually the 2nd or 3rd trip is when the deep insights and powerful experiences happen, just make sure to take your time bumping up dosages when you do so. I went from 2 to 3.5 and it was not fun, be careful!

I tried my first psychedelic at the age of 16 and it was very traumatizing. It wasn't the drug per say, but my ability to handle such a powerful experience was poor. I would start with smoking small amounts of weed, and as far as I know there is no study done that says weed causes cancer.

@AlwaysBeNice thank you for your reply

I feel like I can relate to you man because my dad is the exact same way. I like to listen to Gary Vee, he says a lot on this particular issue that I think you could find some value in. IMO, I think you need to get a job that allows you to move out and live on your own so that you can have the peace of mind to start working on what you actually want to do (the life purpose)

I think that you should take the Life Purpose Course, because it will change your life and perspective You only have a certain amount of energy, if you are pulling yourself too many ways, you won't have to focus to complete one or the other. So I would just pick one and go with it. I think the life purpose course will get you to realize if you want to finish the Amazon course or not, and will be extremely valuable for you to finish. Just don't beat yourself up to much, you'll figure it out!

Thanks for your insight!

I agree, I've struggled with the past year to quit and finally have gotten to a point to where I've only smoked twice within the past 4 months. It is a tricky snake to deal with trying to smoke and not get addicted, I just know how creative it makes me and how it impacted me when I first started using it (which was amazing) thats why I believe if your awareness is high enough, you can use it as a tool and not get sucked in.

I agree very much so with your opinion. Psychedelics can take you deep as heck but weed can definitely provide some useful insights and creative ideas as well. Its just the snake-like nature that Mary Jane has of wrapping you in her tentacles and pulling you into her grasp everyday. I see it will all of my friends, they literally can not stop.

I agree, How I see weed now after my mushroom trips compared to how I used it when I first ran into it is completely different!

Poop your right, I've only ate mushrooms about 4 or 5 times, I guess I totally forgot about 5-meo or even LSD for that matter. I need to try those multiple times before I come to the conclusion that "psychedelics aren't my thing" I guess that the illegality of psychedelics compared to weed can throw me away from them too, I hope they are legalized in my lifetime so that I can try them in a controlled and chill setting. I've had amazing experiences with some my shroom trips, very mystical and spiritual. They have given me glimpses into divine love, allowed me to understand things on amazing levels, and have also allowed me to have some satori moments within the following months of taking them. I just feel shrooms can just be really dark and tiring to me sometimes, (which is the point, and is good) when marijuana gives me a similar (but not as strong) effect, and doesn't drain me, thats why I wonder if marijuana can be used as a tool for more of a regular basis, and psychedelics used for more of a once and a while thing. I am aware of its addictiveness, all my friends are sucked into the stereotypical daily use, playing video games and watching The Office

I would describe non-duality as one infinite web of interconnected strings, where as not one string of the web is separate from the web itself, but connected infinitely through strings to all the other strings in the web.

I would love to see a video of what would be the best route for directing friends and family to self-actualization ( so that they take it seriously ). I have told my friends and family members many times of meditation, self actualization, and even Leo's videos, yet, none of them take this topic seriously. I would enjoy if a video was made to explain/show/point to the "correct" way of referring a friend or family member as I know it would make their lives better, but if they don't ever take what I'm saying seriously, how will that happen? Maybe this is just a thing that needs to be accepted - not forcing people to do things.