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I believe no.You can just put your 'sick' fantasies into sleep i do not know if you are fully homo if you can change to hetero.

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Holy fucking shit i am already scared by this lol.At this point i am not ready to become Leo, the black hole is infinite and you cannot escape if you choose to trully discover it.

We are waiting his next video with his upgraded consciousness.He will made it i believe, he is a big boy!!!!!!!

2.We are telling each other that we do not exist cause we refer to the ego self the dellusional identity.The consiousness is something beyond the material world 1.You are elevate your family higher as you elevate yourself.If they have a reall problem or if they trully want to see the Truth the propably accept it.If you will become a really fast consiouscness they will understand and they may trust your opinion about psychedelics.Either way you have to be very diplomatic good luck to you and your family

Your criteria about the spiritual elite reveal that you do not belong in it.

You can use this energy to become more aware.If you continue don't waste your sexual energy with masturbation your diet will be clean after a while.You may become more creative and more masculine meaning with more discipline.Sexual energy is really powerful and it's great if you don't waste it with fake porn.Keep going you will see results just meditate too every day!

Hello warriors.I am experiencing a higher consciousness reality this time after some lsd trips especially after I saw what exactly god is.After the trip of the god my consciousness became a laser beam really powerful...now it is way less but still it is powerful I can meditate really good my concentration is great.But my first enlightenment experience was different.I was experiencing bliss love fearless freedom wisdom away from everything that causes attachment...now I experience some wisdom and some crazy insights but I am nervous, paranoid fearful and lonely.I think it is because I had heavy insights without being prepared properly.I meditate the same way I was meditating in my first experience trying to find my bliss again.Any suggestions and opinions?

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Hallo my warriors.I always wanted to try lsd from when i remember myself when i was young i always wanted to try lsd or othe psychedelics.That time came and with Leo's suggestions i was ready to try them without guilt to decide if they can help or if they are harmful with direct experience so i made the jump.Okay i have tripped several times with 3 trips pretty intense.Lsd put me back to consciousness work with power.I was off for 2 years and it was time to return in the fight with the illusion.One drawback was a weird movement in my left hand mostly my wrist and fingers.I was dissapointed by these movements but after a while i understood that these movements was making me conscious of them xaxa so the negative became a benefit i stopped care about them and what people propably would say because i was becoming more conscious.Lsd for sure made me way more conscious it gave me a huge boost in creativity and i started drawing furthermore i continue my photography work way more powerful and inspired.The good thing is that you are way more consious a lot of days after the trip maybe months.I was able to experience infinity and that was great and outstanding.A little bit scary xaxa i was mindfucked within the infinite chaos xaxaxa but when i was returning to my mainstream reality i was more conscious and grounded.I saw exactly what god is and this is great because now i know what i have to become.I had a vision about what God is and now i can become it.I experienced non duality too i experienced that there is no free will, everything serves the cosmic consciousness harmony and balance.This made me be in love with life because i can die from second to second.I stopped blaming my parents and people who mistreated me because there was no bad.There is no bad...bad is a genetic creation that comes through the fuction of the ego that serves your survival telling you that pain is bad.Anyway all these insights show me that there is absolutely nothing and that i have no control in my life.So in my last trip as i was in my balkony i was really afraid of suiciding because if it would happen it would not be me it would just happen and this fucked me a little bit i don't know if i would like to trip again soon.I was feeling fucking lonely there was nothing, nothing...everythink was a lie everyone was me and nobody was really existed we where just marionettes thinking we are moving ourselfs.The illusion exist to serve the life in our planet and everybody is inside this illusion.It was horrible but i was lucky because the next day i was flying to my home where my family live.I also became with more discipline i almost became vegan xaxaxa.Psychedelics are a super powerful tool that give you the ability to explore the universe but you have to know that it may fuck you in the ass.I had a lot of fear paranoia and tension which if i had not had an powerful enlightened experience in the past i may have become crazy...there always still that chance with any kind of psychotropic substance.I was trying to see the good i wanted to become the good to go in the bright side and i saw that there was nothing good xaxa there was just fast consciousness and not fast consciousness.Anyway my life has powerfully been changed at this moment i am still afraid a little bit but you know...the fear makes you immortal if you decide to light him up.It is your responsibility taking these substances.I became more extroverted and accepted myself a lot.See ya guys love you <3

Sexual healing ...i am nofapstronaut too.Everything is better in my life.A shift in my music taste and my moves in dancing are different.Also the creativeness!!!

Self acceptance, awareness, extroversion, mindful.Of course I am meditating too.

8 hours for sure.

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Hello man I feel the same.Do you use psychedelics?Every person you meet in life is helping you become better...

Ok hi i think i have my first stage of spiritual enlightenment.Xaxa its great i will continue.I had a strong trip with lsd and i saw god.I became panicked the next days.That fear was the duality of the truth.I understand now that everything is energy and i will use it to awaken the other parts.All of us will become light.You are light and you can understand.I stayed awake for 45 hours without food only with a french coffee and a fresh juice.I hope it is permanent i guess it is.I was close to madness but i had logic.I have fear but i can use him to become immortal its not me that feel the fear i just experience the fear and the anxiety and the pain without being me

Hallo warriors.Yesterday i was with my friends after a graduation and we were eating in restaurant close to my house.After a while i felt a little bit boring and i had a week to take lsd)only once a week i can take it or less frequent) so i went to my house to take a little bit and hear some music before i go again to the restaurant.I ate 3/4 of a blotter(normally i take 2 blotters).After i while it kicked in while i was in the restaurant with my friends.I was really happy before taking it and at this point everything was great.I was in a consciousness kingdom.People were living consciousness creating more consciousness while they are alive.Their jewels their clothes their hair was their consciousness i was in love with them.Nobody understood i was tripping xaxaxa.That night i was feeling really powerful and i was talking and touching all the girls in our group.After a while i saw Angela a blonde girl.She powerfully attracted me and i went to talk to her.While we was talking her eyes where great i was feeling every emotion and i was able to contact with her really precisely experiencing the words and transfer her my meanings.At some point i felt so much love about her.After a while we went to a club with a car.I didn't liked it there Angela had left and i started going home by foot.And at this moment i experienced infinity once again with lsd but now walking in the city and not in my house with darkness and music.Every sound was infinity every particle was infinite every emotion was infinity and the combinations of those was infinite too i wasn't my ego i was just in the cosmic consciousness balance walking and breathing without doind nothing.I understood that every organism serves the cosmic balance the oneness and this is the role of the ego(every human cell...everything).As i understand this i understand that everything is possible to happen(this is always possible)and i start becoming fearful that i will die.In the whole road after this realisation i was scared.I was thinking maybe somebody will kill me now with a gun or with a knife or a car may hit me.I was without power and fearful.After this i returned home.I fall asleep 5 hours later.That whole time i was really anxious and sad.I think thats because the ego is dying but i can not control it i have to meditate more.My heart is beating like hell after LSD use which i do not like it scares me that i may die from the fear.I don't know when i will trip again today i was fearful too and lonely.The sun gives life and love, but too much light can burn you so be careful with psychedelics.I will make another topic with the benefits and negatives of lsd use through my point of view.

Tell me about integration please my friend if you like.

i am pure conscious love in human flesh.Sorry for the off topic i will return tomorrow even more powerful love you all and everything <3

0axax0ax0ax0ax0ax0ax0ax0ax0ax0ax0ax0ax0ax0ax0ax0ax0ax0a0xax0xa0xa0ax0ax0ax0ax0ax0 i was infinity on my foot back to my house and walking and breathing and just being everything xaxaxa holy shit man there is nothing i just ate 40% of my usual lsd trip and i became nothing xaxa daaaamn holy fuck

Holy fucking shit

Start by little

I need your guidance when fear becomes real.We are fighting the real shit.I am young and powerful but now I discover my powers

Thank you so much my friend nice picture.I will send you my Sun that i draw 3 days ago <3