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I will be following the basic six model and the energy frame from today.

Maybe do some shadow work to know where it's coming from.

I always had this thought that in my past life I had some unfinished business. That I need to resolve. Feelings of fear and guilt.. Shadows of sadness and sorrow.

Just a unique journal in which I explore my deeper secrets and shadows. Things I have never said before in my journals

I think Vishwa Vikhyaaat Kyu will be a good start. I also want to read certain dharmagranths.

Triloknath Shikari Devi I will reading a couple of books this month. Books I'm planning to buy.

Triloknath Shikari Devi

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Triloknath Shikari Devi

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I need to shorten this label It's too long I will call it Triloknath Shikari Devi

Another label Kedarnath Temple, kedarkhand, Triloknath Temple and Shikari Devi temple. It is one of the Char Dhams These are mostly Shiva temples and one is for Shikari Devi

This is how I feel when I think about reincarnation. It's a deep mystery to me. I feel like I had a profound sense of guilt in my past life.

I remember disappearing mysteriously. This world is not for me. I remember that I didn't want to be a part of this world. In my past birth I was a male. I was a flight pilot. I was trying to save people. Then I snapped I don't know what happened.. I worked at a remote station in the snow. Nobody would talk to me. People kept to themselves. I kept to myself. I don't remember if I had a girlfriend. I just know that I was associated with flights. And stations and snow. It was always very dark and windy and isolated and cold where I lived.. People enjoyed my company. They were simple people. I remember. Things were simple. There was no social media. I ate bread every day for breakfast.. I used to toast the bread. Nice brown toasted bread..

I died many years ago. Today I just live in the present body. This body is temporary. But I know I was something else... Many years ago I was something else.. I died tragically. That's why I carry some sorrow in this birth.. That's why I carry these shadows of sadness. I feel some connection with flights.. Yes flights.. Distant places. Flights. A radio station.. I remember bits and pieces of my previous life..

As a child I felt a sense of intense loss. I don't know what it was.. Maybe psychiatrist could force it out of me.. It's psychological But maybe its spiritual.. I believe in reincarnation... What was it.... Where was my lost soul? I still remember..... Some things.. They are hazy.... But there are glimpses.. Not a clear picture.. But I remember I died many many years ago.

So I developed two models that will probably work out for me. Don't know. But I can improvise on these models. They are primitive. My energy frame model Energy Motivation Goals Action Insulation Fortification ? Basic Six Model Draw a circle of salt.. Enclosure Mantra repetitions.. With positive affirmations Prayers Constant talk Creating/Seeking a stimulating flow of Reward points and achievements Struggle is the key

My energy frame model The frame which is required here is Energy Motivation Goals Action Insulation Fortification

That's why it's called toxic. Because it's harmful to both gender and society in general. Yea I agree Leo gave a pretty good description.

After watching Leo's video, I'm very curious to know who that guy in the desert is. Leo please let us know lol. Also want to know what his method is called.. Or what does he classify himself as.

@Toby you made a very good point. Actually I want all such behaviors to be labeled toxic. Toxic means unhealthy. It's only when categorize it as unhealthy, can a man consciously seek to get out of it and not remain in it forever. Like I would consider the doormat as toxic too. Often I have seen that such "doormat" encourages and sustains toxic behaviors in a woman. Omg like how rarely is this even talked about you know.