Preety_India

15th January. Building it brick by brick

@Roy thank you for the support. @Natasha thank you for the support. @Elevated I have a therapist that I contact whenever I need help. She was on vacation last week and I didn't wish to bother her. But I'll be contacting her next week.

I believe that God saves people who come to him in deep pain. I think God won't betray me the way humans do.

I just can't help it. I cried so badly yesterday. I cried for hours. Everything was hurting. Literally everything. Wish God could see my tears. I feel so small and helpless. If I died, at least I'll die with a clean conscience. I will die with a good heart. I have never treated anyone badly. It's just cruel how I get treated.

I rarely see such men around me. But from the description, they seem to be good men. Most men around me, are the smart intelligent but manipulative types. I personally wouldn't feel put off by such himbo men if they show emotional intelligence and respect. I mean the last thing I would want in a relationship is mind games. Who needs an asshole right? I think the combination of "not being an asshole" or "not manipulative" and "highly intelligent" is quite rare in my experience. I very rarely come across such types because these days most people are so competitive that maybe such "intelligent kind" types have already been outcompeted by the "smart-ass" ones.

You have raised a good point. Authentic intelligence is something we need to look for more often. Authentically intelligent people are also less likely to be hurtful in relationships.

No. People do it because they are evil. People scam and steal even when they have lots of money. It's called greed. And when someone steals bread because they are hungry, that's not exactly evil. It's just desperation.

The lack of money is the cause of misery but not evil Trust me, if we got rid of money, the world would be a better place.

Yea exactly that's what I meant. I'm bad at articulation, sorry. That's why often times I can't write the way it's in my head. Causes me to go around in circles and others get confused or misunderstand what I'm trying to say.

@soos_mite_ah that's nice. I mean an intelligent guy would be a huge turn off If he is disrespectful.

I wasn't talking about promiscuity here. That's a different thing I guess. I'm not into slut shaming but if someone is the type that sleeps around, they are kinda unattractive in my eyes to be fair, because it raises the question of infidelity. What I was referring to was why a woman approaching a man she wants considered so bad or looked down on? Why is she considered undesirable and repulsed if she is being flirty? I guess there's a difference between being the definition of a slut (sorry don't want the subject to go in that direction) and someone being playful and flirty, like a woman who likes to chat, have intimate conversations or shows romantic interest in a guy she has started liking. And if some men think that's slutty (imo that's just a confident open person being more social and pleasant) I would want to know why because that too is like an unsavory judgement on a person only being themselves. Imo a slut is someone who kinda sleeps around or cheats or has multiple liaisons but that to me is unattractive in both men and women, irrespective of gender, because they have that player mentality and people into strict monogamy wont prefer that, so I get the disdain for it. However what I was referring to is the long tradition of looking at any woman who is acting flirty as "immediately unattractive" or "beneath." I never got that because I appreciate flirtatious behavior in both men and women. That is I see flirty people as more socially pleasant, confident and nice people. Like warm hearted.

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