Preety_India

Raindrops, beautiful like sparkling dewdrops Reminds me of us cuddling in a corner. Like a desert parched and dry that awaits the rain You are the one and only for me who understands my pain You fulfill me and my senses, you're the one of my dreams You shine brightly on my thirsty being Like beautiful raindrops on my skin

What should I call you my love.... Let me think of a thousand names, the only thing I can think of when I think of you is love because that's who you are. I'm blessed, nothing is more beautiful than being with you. May you have a wonderful day and life, secure and safe, wherever you are and wherever you go, my love for you be pure, unselfish, giving, fond and true, fixed on loving and serving you.

God I suck at poetry. I was good at it when I was in school. But these days my creative instincts are kinda dry. Still.... I love writing. Lots of things. I want to build a beautiful collection of my thoughts. Not everything in my life is bpd. There are normal parts of my personality that sometimes peep out from the inside.

Are bpd like psycho? Because I relate so much to the lyrics of this song. Miley Cyrus - gimme what I want. Midnight and the moon is out Careful, you might hurt yourself Pleasure leads to pain To me, they're both the same Sweat drippin' down to the floor Bite marks like an animal You might be insane But maybe we're the same Tonight you came here 'Cause you know what I need And no one likes to be alone I don't need a future, I don't need your past I just need a lover So gimme what I want or I'll give it to my- Self-inflicted torture, you don't have to ask I just need a lover So gimme what I want or I'll give it to myself I can tell that you're new to this Slow it down, but you can't resist Beat your fantasy Give yourself to me Tonight, you came here 'Cause you know what I need And no one likes to be alone I don't need a future, I don't need your past I just need a lover So gimme what I want or I'll give it to my- Self-inflicted torture, you don't have to ask I just need a lover So gimme what I want or I'll give it to myself Give it to me, babe (give it to me, babe) Give it to me, babe (give it to me, babe) Give it to me and nobody else, babe Give it to me, babe (give it to me, babe) Give it to me, babe (give it to me, babe) Give it to me and nobody else, babe Gimme what I want (want, want, want) Gimme what I want or I'll give it to myself That's like the number one bpd emotions song.

Sometimes I'm Hyper excited. But this time there is a reason. A beautiful reason. I'm over the rainbow. Literally.

And I love this song. I wanna dance.

I'm so crazy. So crazy.

How come God brings the right song in my life that matches with my train of thought and feeling? Everything is so synchronistic

I really love that song

They don't want to grow. They just want sex Was that difficult?

Yea it's desperate

Anyone who doesn't like Twitter is a shady person. No nuance.

First is having a strict discipline.

Loving yourself is the single greatest thing you could do. It doesn't compensate for other love though.

I never used the bookmarks function.

Will. Write this later.

That the Train left the station long ago.

I'm shy too. I don't approach men. Not always. But I don't like the idea of being complimented on my looks. That's the last thing I want.

@Someone here You aren't complimenting them on something special or unique about them. You are complimenting them on something you would also compliment other girls about They catch that. Girls don't like to be objectified that way Its like if I approached men and said "hey I just want a dick, okay?" YOU don't want a girl to have this thought come to her "maybe tomorrow he will approach the girl standing behind me and say the exact same thing to her what he told me today. Pass" Sure shot way of getting direct rejection if that's what you are hoping for..

Try to compliment a girl for something more than looks.

The girl kinda thinks that you are not even trying. I mean just telling you my mindset as a woman.

Try to build social skills first Just walking up to a girl and telling her how beautiful she is looks like desperation. If a guy approached me and told me that I am pretty, I would reject him. In fact I have rejected guys like that before. You need to have game.. Like build chemistry.

Full range of new symptoms from April 13 to April 24.. - - cognitive function decline - memory loss. Temporary amnesia - feeling fucked up. - -

You might want to look into mood disorders. My mood disorder makes me Hyper sexual

Also new symptoms. Post the breakup I'm experiencing new symptoms. Cyclical symptoms. Main symptom is dissociation. Chaotic feelings and emotions. Rapid emotional changes. Highs and lows.. Ups and downs. But along with that, just disorientation and feels like derealization. I feel like I am not connected to reality at all. Like I can't feel anything in front of me. Like a fog. Like walking through an invisible fog. Like sleepwalking. Yes yes yes. It feels like I'm sleepwalking.