Preety_India

I don't know why but in my personal experience, the internet can bring out a certain meanness in people. Maybe it's just designed that way. In real life people tend to be much less hostile.

@Yarco haha yeah it was messy. I think I tried to cut it against the thorns. At first I tried cutting deeper to get rid of the eyes but there was a lot of flesh being wasted. I only had a slight layer next to the core. So I began to just dig out the eyes. There was much less wastage that way. I leave the slices in a container. When I eat the slices, I just eat out the outer part and leave out the core.

Trying to cut a pineapple. But the thorns are hurting. Any tips on how to cut it without hurting and do it easily. Also need help with how to cut out the eyes quick.

I'm trying to heal slowly. It's going to be incredibly slow.

So some stuff today went really well. Thank God because I was so nervous..

@aurum sounds good.

This is so not true. There are extroverts who don't have relationships and introverts who do. The world is not so black and white. It's gray a lot of the time.

Not sure about that.

@diamondpenguin I think the meanings are quite similar. One thing leads to another If a nihilistic person makes a good situation boring or unpleasant, he is also more likely to accept and enjoy bad circumstances and shitty life conditions. He is going to take it as a confirmation of his pessimistic beliefs. Similar to enjoying the process of wallowing in pity..

@blackchair I've no idea why that was a joke. Isn't nihilism supposed to be having a pessimistic attitude and enjoying subpar conditions and accepting a bad fate?

This governor is very ignorant and would probably do a piss poor job as a governor.

@blackchair what's nhf?

What would taking enjoyment out of a shitty life be called? I guess it would be called nihilism.

What would this be called though?

Consciousness is absolute Infinity. Whereas a perception is an angle or a way to look at a certain situation. Consciousness is One Whereas perspectives can be many in number. Too many

Agree.

This pumping and dumping is usually done by billionaire hedge funds.. These guys are simply following this pattern If it's wrong then it's wrong on both ends.

I want a short life. Short and sassy..

His narcissism videos are perfect for my everyday learning.

I don't want any comments on this journal, thanks. Everything can be done in pm or private messenger.

I'll use this journal to vent my problems and thoughts and feelings.

Don't lose courage. People don't have any idea how abuse works I'm fed up with the forum. I was verbally abused on here.. Someone said some racist things to me. Even after reporting I don't feel okay. It brings flashbacks of the times my ex boyfriend used to abuse me verbally with all sorts of racial insults. It was unbearable and somehow managed to break that relationship and set myself free. I remember being online during the time on another website for 3 months and I was repeatedly subjected to racist hate attacks and verbal abuse by an American woman. She wouldn't stop doing it and I had to leave that website eventually because the mods wouldn't do anything. She also packed up others to abuse me. This was all because she wanted my ex boyfriend back then and he didn't respond to her so she decided to take revenge on me and made my life a living hell with constant stalking and bullying. I was fed up and left that place. People have no idea how much racism and verbal abuse can impact the psyche, it's much worse for a person like me who has already suffered racial abuse at the hands of someone and physical and mental abuse as a child at the hands of my mother for more than a decade. I wasn't expecting a racist word here. But it happened and nothing can change that. When you try to complain about it, you're treated as a victim player which is the absolute worst way, the least empathetic way to respond to such a situation. It's extremely hurtful and people don't get it. So even if whatever is done, the hurt remains and it's impossible to not feel bad or humiliated. I just don't want any comments on my journal. I hate it when people read other's vulnerabilities and instead of respecting it, immediately start virtue signaling.. When you don't have an idea of how much someone is hurt, just be yourself rather than trying to judge, it's not up to you to decide what's happening to the other person. My karma will haunt this website. When you do wrong things to others, it comes back in some form from the universe. The universe simply doesn't just sit and watch, there are always consequences to whatever happens. I cannot simply abuse someone and think that nothing will happen to me.. That's not how the universe operates. I was constantly gaslighted and told to shut up. When I took offense, I was told that I was playing victim. I mean in general this is the reaction that victims of racial hate have to endure on top of the racism they're subjected to.

I know it's difficult. But it's going to be okay.