Preety_India

So the whole visualization set up is done Makeup Hair - long Nails - dark Rings Coffee mug Tshirt and shrug Pump shoes Friend profile Psychologist profile

This forum is a complex place. It's much more different than what I thought before. It's a rabbit hole of a different kind. A strange dynamic operates here which is very difficult to encapsulate into words. There are just too many layers here and feels like you can relate to each layer and yet at the same time every layer begins to look unrelatable. Like a rubik's cube you keep twisting and turning it and at the same time get twisted in the same process. Tbh the world is a much simpler place. This feels like a funneled down version of all the complexities that exist in the world neatly packed. You're simply scratching the surface but as you scratch deeper, you feel like you're slipping down a slope so hard and at the same time the slope keeps tilting higher giving you the hope that you will gradually reach the surface on the upper side. Learn to keep yourself simple here lest you slip deeper on the slippery tunnel.. Often we're blind to ourselves and how our own psyche operates and in the same breath we don't have an ideal psyche to compare our psyche with, so there's no possibility of a switch, and for the same reason, we end up using our psyche the way we do and the systems we create are a reflection of our psyche, the systems are just as complex and complicated as our fucked up psyche, at the end of the day, the only savior is you yourself, because nobody else will do that job for you, even if the grammar is perfect, the content is confusing, and any chaotic piece of system that exists in the world, no matter how big or small is a reflection of the chaos inside and is thus a road to stupidity that masquerades itself as intelligence.. Goodluck.

How I imagine my friend would react to my conversations?

Good one

I would be okay if there's a decent festival.

She holds a cup of coffee like this

How I imagine my psychologist to look like?

Her nails are light of dark painted like these

I imagine she is wearing a ring which is somewhat like these rings

Some things to help me with visualizations How I imagine my friend to look like? Her dress looks like this

How I imagine myself dancing everyday.

Jurassic Park City visualization Ice Mountain Community Visualization Ptolemaic Island Visualization.. Ancient wisdom unlocked.

The Ice people.. Living in ice capped mountains. Beautiful visualization Sitting in an underground small interrogation room with chalkboards and table chair. Lady writes something on chalkboard. Quirky girl. Brainstorming session. After the girl a team of people come into the room Living in a rehab. Sitting in morning marketing class Sitting inside a Wall in a tunnel. Water gushing Visualizing many sweet things like the ones on the journal. Art form of life. The Ice mountain visualization is a very good one kinda feel cozy I also want the Ptolemaic island visualization. Loving, caring, sensitive, empathizing, understanding, supportive, kind, welcoming, empowering, disciplining, nurturing, motivating, open, accomodating, passionate, protective.

For the warm part. I'm thinking of a Techno coastal place where there are many centers and places of top quality like big buildings with nice technologically advanced blue green lighted rooms, along with basement rooms for research and critical care. Laboratories on the ground floor. Almost feels like Jurassic Park. But its also fused with local warm friendly culture of people who live by the coast. At nights people gather on the beach for wine parties and seaside barbecues. Usually nice summery warm feeling, with a local church and a lineup of neighborhoods that are very funny, humble, smart and warm, protective people. The techno people in the buildings are extremely protective and have great discipline The people on the beach love to sing, play and dance.. They live in temporary housing on the beach like a tent or in close to shores resorts and stylish homes. It has a whole circle of rehab facilities. There are also pleasant cafeterias around and people are mostly respectful in those places.. I'll call this the Jurassic Park City because it has everything in it. It also has a church. And a huge network of busy neighborhoods. Most people meet at church on Sundays. But other days people do contact each other, drop by, look after and are generally emotionally connected to you in some ways. Love, protection, and acceptance.

I want a visualization that feels warm and protected and not just cold cozy. So the ice mountain takes care of the cold part. But I also need a warm part.

Practice these The Ice people.. Living in ice capped mountains. Beautiful visualization Sitting in an underground small interrogation room with chalkboards and table chair. Lady writes something on chalkboard. Quirky girl. Brainstorming session. After the girl a team of people come into the room Living in a rehab. Sitting in morning marketing class Sitting inside a Wall in a tunnel. Water gushing Visualizing many sweet things like the ones on the journal. Art form of life. The Ice mountain visualization is a very good one You kinda feel cozy I also want the Ptolemaic island visualization.

@FishOilDiet I'm not Mrs. I'm a Miss. Lol.

@Conscious life why did you quit Honestly going to a Cafe would be such a pain.

@FishOilDiet my name is Preety

True. That cat though.

2 more visualizations Sitting in a tent in the Serengeti National Park Living in a coastal town. Side note - work on different frameworks And also on ?AA?️ or additional arsenal - - latest addition to this is the Ptolemaic Almagest.

Sandra stopped by my house yesterday and we had a long chat followed by dinner. She is so sweet She kinda reminds me of The Quirky girl in my head. The girl who appeared in my dreams. I prepared Sandra a good hot cup of coffee. She loved it.

Not really healthy. I avoid the microwave as much as I can