Preety_India

When you have an intimate conversation and relationship, it's the most beautiful thing in the world. You create space for love and understanding. That's all we really need to get by in life. We need each other. We need intimacy to know each other. This is sex. It's life. Without sex there is nothing. Sex and spirituality have a connection. Because both are about intimacy. All conflicts are gone during sex. It's free. It's liberating. All differences resolved. It's the most intimate connection. I feel like sex is teaching me something, something deep. Like I need to accept all the harshness in this world, that would make my journey easier. Being intimate is the only way you can truly be yourself. You can be truly free in your self expression. You can simply be yourself. This is where healing begins, because when you're intimate, you aren't judged anymore. You are loved in intimacy. You're made to feel secure. You can be you without all manipulations, you can be free, away from the world, you can say whatever you want, just anything. You can say anything. It's such a relief because finally you can feel free and not stressed out anymore. You can feel healed. You can vent out, let out. It's like deep talk therapy with a psychiatrist. It's one of the reasons why sex is so therapeutic, it can literally cure anything in the world. Do you want something that can simply cure your brain right now, a powerful cure that energizes each and every cell in your brain, that creates a beautiful garden, now I understand what Buddha meant by a beautiful garden, sex is a ginormous about of energy activated. It's an extreme release, it is this intimacy. It creates a beautiful feeling in the brain, like pure bliss, a strong protection against psychic attacks, it's almost like giving a cleansing bath to your brain computer. Sexual healing. There is just no repression. Absolute freedom. When you feel this release, this powerful free self expression, it's the deepest release of all held up swallowed karmas, everything rises to the surface. You feel absolute surrender and peace. If your mind is, even for a minute, held in a rapture of sudden pleasure, release, surrender and absolute understanding, you become liberated for a minute, you reach a different mental state, a state of pleasure and joy and in this state you feel rapture and you feel free, in this state, nothing bothers you anymore, survival looks lame, people seem petty, you do care about life but you aren't as affected. You feel healed, all tensions thrown out and then you come to homeostasis. There is no repression. Your deepest feelings are confronted. You only talk to yourself. There is no more manipulation of your sentiment or feeling. Just rotate your fingers in a circle around your breast. There is no hurt and no room for hurt during an intimate session. This is where healing begins. It's the same as self love. When someone knows you inside out, it's like you're loving yourself. If somebody asked you to describe how you look, it's difficult without a mirror, but with a mirror it's much easier, when you love yourself, it feels hard like a routine, but when you are loved, it's much easier. It's like medicine given to children with a sugar pill. It digests better. Same way. There is a sweetened elegance and ease when someone loves you intimately. And when they do understand you thoroughly, it's like self love, the only difference being someone else is loving you as though you are loving yourself. It's like a twin mate who understands you inside and out. And now that you have this mate, it suddenly feels like self love. The healing begins slowly. You get renewed courage and you feel like you can take on things. You can finally get the love to fuel your actions and positivity.

This is my v room and you're with me here. Where silence is golden and touch is benevolent.

It is not your conversation. That keeps me entertained. But rather the way you look at me. That makes me feel sustained. It's the curve of your lips. And the curl of your hair. It is not your intelligence that drew me close to you. It is not your sense of humour. It's the touch of your hand. And the thoughts in your head... It is all of the little things. The things that don't get said. It's not your vivid history. That's made me fall in love It's not your comprehension. Of the world or what's above. It is your soft temperament. And the way you smile at me. It's not when we are talking That I want to know some more It is the time we spend alone. And the time in utter silence. That form a strong alliance It's not the job you work so hard That shows your true commitment It's not your crazy habits my lovely heart. It is the way you use your hands(on me) Oops.. And the way I have been chosen Why I know silence is golden

Does it make you a psychic, as in being able to read everyone or see through everything all at once?

Porn destroyed sex the way fast food destroyed food.

How long can I hold myself waiting. There's so much to say. You calm me down. You are everything I need in a man. You are my v room. We're naked when we sleep beside each other. It feels like we're at camp. Adulthood is a crime. Because you are punished for wanting sex. But when you are a kid you're not punished for anything. When you are adult suddenly love is a luxury. It pains me so bad to see the painful faces of Incels

@intotheblack I'll try to find.

Pure conspiracy stuff. Saw a documentary on this. All fake testimonies debunked in court.

Sex is such an intimate act. An act of submission and surrender. It's beautiful when two people can be so deeply intimate. You can have all that pillow talk. It's a novel experience. You forget all the worries of the world. Everything is all energy. Energy of two bodies fusing into one. Sex is when someone loves you deeply. You fuck like rabbits Reminds me of Andrew. Thousand ways to love a person. You make me feel come alive. Your lips make me wet. I remember our first kiss. Everything is so beautiful about you. When you gaze into my eyes, all I feel is fire.

I love the way you are. Touching my sexy body so smooth. You're an image if greatness. My fantasies of you and me joining in erotic pleasures. You're properly made to seduce me in the freakiest mindset. My lips touches your soft skin, travels inch by inch. Your lips on mine. As I prepare you for what comes next, properly displayed in this text. . Kissing me softly on my pussy. Juices in you flowing into me. Tongue kissing me in place of dialogue. press your face deep into me. Suck my nipples, while fucking me in this sexual session.

Do you ever reach a point in your life where you feel like telling the other person "I don't know what else to tell you. "

Imagine if I had the worst neighbors on planet earth. Now that would be great suffering

Sexual talk is very therapeutic to me. Whenever I write about it, it works like a release.

@mandyjw so you're the original bad boy. . I see.

@Megan Alecia thank you

I feel like committing suicide. I just don't feel good anymore People are so judgmental.

Sometimes when I was deep in my depression, I felt like sex was the only thing that made me feel good. I have no words to describe it.

Sex is the inspiration for life. Sex is everything. Yet we tend to ignore it so much. It's the most important part of life.

I think the time has come to explore sexuality seriously at least in terms of spirituality. I can see so many similarities between sex and the universe. I wrote about this in the other journal. It was the inspiration for this journal. The universe as a primordial body arising from nothing and then suddenly exploding into creation. And the same goes for sex. Sex begins with nothing and then proceeds into climax and an explosion of feelings and of course the end result being fertilization. It's the same way. Everything is tantric.

So how about tantra sex? I like Connor Murphy's videos. I was thinking about it.

Haha this is so awkward... . I'm laughing hysterically right now. I'm not even too sexual by the way. I didn't even try lol.

It's ok. I'm comfortable here. (I don't think people bother to read my journals anyway )

@K Ghoul lol. I'm just expressing my sexual feelings because I like to write about stuff like that. My innermost feelings. People write erotica journals all the time. I'm not into all that only fans kind of stuff.. That's for advanced freaks.

Haha cute.

What I do with my personal life and personal information is completely my personal right and comfort zone. I was in such a good mood and this pathetic comment above ruined it. (these people don't have any problem in watching endless porn and jerking off but the moment a woman from their country is trying to feel sexually free then they suddenly find a problem. )